71. The past that cannot be participated
Faced with Qin Shiyi's overly straightforward question, Lin Qinglin didn't know how to answer, he was worried when he came, he didn't really want to be hated by him.
"I, you, I'm relieved to see that you're safe and sound, and there are a lot of things to deal with in Shenyang, so I'd better go back first." She gave herself a decent reason, smiled as if nothing had happened, and turned around to return to the airport with a salute.
The United States is 14,000 kilometers away from Shenyang, and it takes about 15 hours to take a plane, and a round trip of 30 hours just to confirm that he is safe, which seems crazy but this is Lin Qinglin's love.
"Alas...... Since you're here, come back with me. Grabbed her, how could he really bear to watch her come and go all the way.
"But, but......" She didn't want to embarrass Qin Shiyi because of her sudden appearance, and she couldn't tell whether his retention was sincere or helplessly perfunctory.
"Don't do it, go up."
Qin Shiyi was too calm, so calm that Lin Qinglin couldn't guess what he was thinking.
"You're in the room, it's also messy outside now, don't you want to walk around alone and hear it?" After the order, he changed his clothes and went out again, so busy that he didn't even have time to take a second look, and he didn't say a word.
"Okay......" looked at the man's background and replied in a whisper, this time Lin Qinglin didn't make any more assertions.
Let her wait in the room and not walk around, she will really be obedient in the room, call room service when she is hungry, and the rest of the time is to do her own thing.
He simply tidied up the coat he had just taken off for Qin Shiyi, but he smelled a fresh perfume smell, which was Zu Malone's freesia.
It's no wonder that Lin Qinglin is too sensitive, but in Shenyang's days, even if he had a bad attitude towards himself, he never smelled a woman's perfume on him, but he came to the United States, especially when he got out of a woman's car just now.
Don't want her to be in the U.S. because there are people she cares about? But even if you are suspicious, you can't ask these words.
And this kind of waiting, it was a whole night, and Qin Shiyi did not come back.
She didn't know where he was? I didn't dare to contact him casually, just sat on the sofa all night until dawn.
Lin Qinglin felt that he was a fool.
When Qin Shiyi came back again, what he saw was her lonely figure.
"Haven't you gone downstairs for breakfast yet?"
"No need, I've already bothered someone to send it."
"......" Qin Shiyi frowned, he asked her not to walk around casually, this woman was really obedient in the room all night, not even downstairs.
But why is her well-behaved so infuriating?
"That, you, you didn't come back yesterday?" As soon as she said that, Lin Qinglin regretted it, she knew that she was nosy.
ββ¦β¦ Yesterday I went to visit my teacher and drank a little more at his house, so I stayed there. β
"Oh, no wonder."
The person who can stay at the other person's house must be a very important person, right?
Come to think of it, after the reunion, I don't know anyone about Qin Shiyi's relatives and friends except for Lu Li.
Of course, he didn't plan to introduce her.
"Today is my last day here, there is nothing to do, I will accompany you wherever you want to go." I just don't want to see her sullen face, knowing that she is thinking nonsense, but there are many things that I really can't say to her.
"Really? Can you stay with me all day? Suddenly, the big eyes that were not energetic lit up again.
"Yes, there is still a place in New York that you haven't been, and I'll go shopping with you."
"I want to ...... I want to go to the place where you went to college, is it okay? β
"Boston is at least three hours away." Didn't expect her to want to go there.
"Okay, let's go to Boston, and go back to Shenyang from there tomorrow, okay?" I've been to New York many times. "Deliberately feigning a small dissatisfaction.
Yes, she has really been to New York many times, and of course she can't answer when asked where she wants to go.
And the United States, the only meaning to her - is the most important place for Qin Shiyi but has nothing to do with her.
"Then let's hurry up and go." Seeing that she insisted, he no longer objected.
After the two of them finished saluting, they immediately rushed to the airport.
Before noon, the plane landed steadily in Boston, and they only had one afternoon to go to the university where Qin Shiyi studied.
MIT is one of the world's top universities, and you can feel the rich cultural atmosphere when you walk on campus.
Lin Qinglin stepped on the campus of the university, looking at the faces of different skin tones but all young people coming and going.
Back then, was he as busy as they were?
"What are you thinking?" Qin Shiyi was by her side, looking at her thoughtful face, saying that she was the one who came here, but she was still in a low mood.
"Nothing, just wondering what you're like here?" They had been in high school, in college, and had thought she was the closest person to him.
Knowing his ambitions, understanding his dreams, and always watching his back as he keeps moving forward.
It's just a pity that the person who accompanied him to the end was not her.
"Just like normal people." I can't wait for 48 hours a day, I have to work and finish my studies, but fortunately, because of Lin Qinglin's betrayal, he can grow up as fast as possible.
I don't know whether to say it is sad or happy.
βQINοΌ It's really you, it's so nice to see you, haha! Not far away, an elderly man walked towards them with a smile.
"Hello, Mr. Hans."
"It's rare for you to come back, go to my office and sit down!" The teacher's warm invitation, Qin Shiyi's enthusiasm was difficult to refuse.
"Thank you, teacher, today I brought a friend back to have a look."
"Who is this?" Teacher Hans raised an eyebrow, it turned out that his innocent students would also have times when they accompanied a girl.
"Hello teacher, I'm Lin Qinglin." Luo Luo greeted generously, smiled with two dimples, and blinked a pair of big eyes that impressed people at first sight.
"NICE TO MEET YOU, QINGLING."
Hans struggled to read Lin Qinglin's name, with a smile on his face.
He once said to Qin Shiyi that there will eventually be a person in this world who will wake up his heart, don't miss the heartbeat voice at that time, it seems that this person has appeared now.
After a few more conversations with each other, Hans was even more addicted, he himself liked Chinese culture very much, and the best of all the students he taught was Qin Shiyi from China, and they became friends with each other.
"Come to my house for dinner today." Well, it's going straight from the office to a family dinner.
"Then thank you, teacher."
After making an appointment, Qin Shiyi continued to take Lin Qinglin around the campus.
"Where did you go most often?"
"Library."
"What else?"
"There is a good restaurant next to the school, which is cheap and delicious."
"Huh." At this time, Lin Qinglin lowered his head and laughed softly.
"What's wrong?"
"Hmm...... Walk the road you walked every day at that time, look at the scenery you saw at that time, and ...... How nice it would be for me to be by your side then. Smiling a little bitterly, coming here satisfies her wishes, but at the same time makes her heart empty.
The realism pulled by time and space made her feel indescribably sad.
As for the topic of the past, Qin Shiyi didn't want to talk about it, what was there to assume "if"?
None of this can erase her betrayal.
When they were tired of strolling, the two of them sat on the ground under a big tree, the sun shining through the leaves, and the surroundings were very noisy, but their hearts were extremely calm.
But even so, there will be people who will come forward to say hello soon, after all, Qin Shiyi is too famous here, not only Chinese, Asians are also familiar with him.
Lin Qinglin had a little pride in his heart.
When I knew him, I knew that he would definitely do something different in the future, and it seems that she guessed correctly.
"Will you get bored?" Come with her, and leave her cold most of the time.
"No, it won't." I want to be more involved in his life, I want to know everything about him, how can I be bored.
"Qin Shiyi, are you okay with me? I can't seem to walk anymore. Lin Qinglin is coquettish and playing scoundrel.
She is very unbalanced now, everyone here, even passers-by know Qin Shiyi's deeds in the United States more than her!
"Okay." Innocuous request, he did not refuse, Lin Qinglin jumped on his back quickly and slowly left the campus.
"The sun hugs the earth tightly, and the moonlight gently kisses the ocean." Accompanied by the man's firm steps, Lin Qinglin read an old poem.
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"What's the point of all this if you don't kiss me."
This Shelley's poem was originally read to her by Qin Shiyi.
At that time, the two of them would occasionally quarrel, and occasionally they would be disgusted by Qinglin for being too straight and not understanding romance.
The only way Qin Shiyi could think of was to run to the library and flip through one poem after another about love, learn those romantic verses, and read them to her word by word in his deep voice.
Now the romantic love poem is read again, and if you change the place, it looks like the love time they had in the past.
"Will you bring me here again in the future?"
"Why do you want to come?"
"I just want to come, Shi Yi...... I agreed, I will bring me here again next time, and I will not be like a tourist like today. β
She was afraid that she could only be a tourist, a tourist in his life.
"Fool." There was no answer, but there was no denial.
and Lin Qinglin's future, he may have also seen the results.
People have desires because they want to get them; When one day there is no thought of what you want, what is the point of not coming, not making an appointment?
Wherever you want to go, I will accompany you;
What you want to do, I will still accompany you;
Even if you don't need it anymore.