In the spring of March, the new swallow blows the eaves, and the peach is first blooming, which is the time when the spring is cold, and the air is still full of coldness.

In the small Taoist hall of Guangji Taoist Temple in Qingping County, Dongchang Prefecture, the north wind hit the wooden door like a rough hammer, making a sound of "clang".

Inside, a square-circled copper stove is enshrined with three cloud incense, and the curling white smoke is swaying back and forth by the pervasive resentful wind.

Qin Miaoyan didn't know how long she had been lying on the ground, she opened her eyes and stared blankly at the white smoke that was blown by the wind at that time.

I closed my eyes and opened them again suddenly, and tried so many times, as if it were still the same.

"It's been a long dream, it's so real to be hungry...... Qin Miaoyan stroked her shriveled belly and muttered to herself.

With a strange aroma wafting from her nose, she got up from the ground and walked straight to the carved offering table in search of the fragrance.

In the middle of a white tooth tray was stacked with six neat pieces of peach blossom burning, and Qin Miaoyan grabbed one and stuffed it into his mouth.

Melt in your mouth and be sweet. Qin Miaoyan thought in a trance, she didn't seem to have eaten such a fragrant pastry for a long time.

Before the age of nine, she was the daughter of a wealthy businessman, and the only daughter in the family held beads, did she want to eat?

But she didn't want her parents to be framed and exiled to death in just a few months.

And her family was ruined, and only one girl and the elder survived with her.

She was sent back to her grandfather's house, where she was sent to the fence for many years.

After her grandfather died, she was thrown by her family to a Taoist temple to "recuperate".

But many people in the Taoist temple look down on her, especially the mothers-in-law in the kitchen, who deduct her meals when they find an opportunity, and even the body sent by the eldest sister is greedy a lot, so she is hungry and often sticks her chest to her back.

If the temper is insufficient, how can the qi and blood flow smoothly?

So she always looked sick, and even her grandmother said that what she hated the most was her tuberculosis appearance that seemed to die at any time.

But she always has the mentality that more things are better than less, thinking that if she doesn't fight or make trouble, she will naturally turn war into jade.

thought that if she didn't quarrel or make trouble, the eldest uncle's family and grandmother wouldn't dislike her so much.

Thinking that if she didn't quarrel or make trouble, her cousin would change his mind and not kick her out of the house, so that she would die as desolate as she would later.

It's naïve to think about it now......

Qin Miaoyan closed her eyes, and her mind was full of the scene before she died.

Hungry and sick, she lay in the home of an old woman who kindly took her in, and a dry straw mat turned out to be the end of her fate!

Yes, she died.

In the middle of winter, she decided to go north to return to her hometown for revenge, and relied on her reputation in the south to get close to Shengjing's enemy brother who tended to be inflammatory, but people can't count it in the end.

She fell ill and died.

Remorse, resentment?

Qin Miaoyan just wanted to ask, why did God treat her like this?

Why did she cure so many people's diseases, but she couldn't cure herself alone?

Why did she save so many lives, but the grievances of her parents still can't be washed away?

She is unwilling, unwilling!

Qin Miaoyan's eyes widened, trying not to let tears slip down, and his thin hand was clenched tightly in his palm, bringing a piercing pain to his heart.

Hiss...... She actually felt the pain!

Qin Miaoyan looked at his hands in a daze.

Although dry and thin, she was small and fair, which was clearly what she would have since she was young!

She hurriedly pinched herself.

It really hurts! She wasn't even dreaming!

So, is all this in front of you real?

Qin Miaoyan's eyes swept around quickly.

The room was cleaned spotlessly, and there was a small gossip copper tripod in the center, and in front of it was a square carved offering table, and a copper stove, melons and fruits were placed on it.

Behind it is a statue of Lao Tzu with fairy wind bones, which is rubbed brightly.

With a light sniff, even the faint scent of clouds in the air is a familiar smell from decades ago!

This really wasn't the thatched hut she had been in before she died......

There was a glass of warm water on the table, and she raised her hand tremblingly, raising her head to drink it down, and the warm feeling lingered in her abdomen, making her feel like a lifetime away, a dead wood in spring.

has been practicing medicine for so many years, and it seems that God treats her well after all.

She Qin Miaoyan really came back to life.

But this time, she understood the truth of exchanging her life for a thorough understanding.

Halfway through, Qin Miaoyan came back to her senses, picked up a piece of peach blossom burn and swallowed it fiercely.

If she really starved to death, there was nothing left, and she didn't owe her these peach blossoms, why couldn't she eat them?

Not only does she have to eat it, but she wants to eat it all!

Mu Ran chewed, and his stomach slowly felt better.

I don't know how long it took, Qin Miaoyan patted off the dregs at the corners of her mouth and began to put the peach blossom burner piece by piece into her pocket.

"Boom!" The door was pushed open.

Qin Miaoyan's movements froze.

"Smack!" The door slammed shut again.

Qin Miaoyan's mind suddenly had a flash of inspiration.

By the way, what year did she go back to when she was younger?

"Cousin!"

There was urgency and joy in the voice of the visitor, and the soles of her feet came up like a wind, and the bear hugged Qin Miaoyan, who had not had time to think clearly, and hit the half of the pastry that she was still choking on in her throat and couldn't get up and down.

"Ahem! Ahem! ”

Qin Miaoyan, who was coughing and blushing, discovered a tragic truth.

If she remembers correctly, this day seems to be the most humiliating day of her childhood......