Chapter Thirty-Six: Another Self
After Doctor Strange left, Chen Ang sat in front of the laboratory table and fell into deep thought, placing his consciousness in the body of an ordinary human, which made Chen Ang feel sluggish and sluggish for a long time, and even the speed of his breadth of thought was limited.
It's like having a high fever because of a bad cold to the point of confusion and delirium.
The body feels like wearing a thick cover, and can only vaguely observe the outside world. Chen Ang moved his limbs and walked out of the laboratory, in the eyes of others, he was still agile, but only Chen Ang knew how twisted he was.
You can't see the electromagnetic radiation in the air, you can't hear the background gravitational waves of the universe, you can't control the molecules, atoms, nuclei, hadrons, bosons, fermions, and the complex knowledge in your memory, which can only be slowly recalled by the human brain.
The only environment that can be observed is a small part of the effect of light radiation and mass, and he cannot see infrared rays, ultraviolet rays, infrasound waves, and ultrasound waves.
Because the research mission is extremely secretive, Chen Ang's laboratory is in the Avengers Building, the interior of this Stark Industries donated building has been transformed beyond recognition, the defensive structure takes up a lot of space, and the activity area where the Avengers are located will always be the most convenient location for the entire building.
"Dr. Chen." Just as Chen Ang was passing by the activity area, someone stopped him.
"Peter, is there something wrong?" The person who came was the little spider, he rubbed his hands a little uneasily, and cramped, "Can I take a picture of you?" I need some pictures of celebrities for my work, and you're a big hit for the next Nobel Prize, Doctor......"
"You're so busy! Two jobs, a heroic vigilante and a newspaper reporter. Chen Ang struck a pose. After having Peter take a picture, he asked him with a smile, "Then why didn't you accept Nick's invitation?" Not to mention the generous perks of being an Avenger, the work is more decent. Even if you don't want your family to know what you're doing, Nick will help you cover it up. ”
Hearing this, Peter hesitated, "I don't know what to think. Doctor, probably don't want to be separated from this society. My family, friends, they are all ordinary people, and being a superhero has kept me further and further away from them. So I need to be an ordinary person to balance my responsibilities and life. ”
Chen Ang nodded to show that he understood, and he walked into the activity room with the little spider and said to him: "Then you will feel very tired, the conflict between the two identities will make your life worse than death." ”
"Yes, Doctor, I already feel it." Peter covered his face tiredly.
The activity room is a place where the heroes rest and have fun. So there is everything here, Chen Ang sat on the piano bench next to him, and said solemnly to Peter: "Peter, we are different from ordinary people......"
He tried a few notes under the piano and said, "For ordinary people, they work hard, fight hard, and pursue things all their lives." We can get it easily. Piano, for example, is taught by millions of people around the world. There are tens of thousands of people who love it with all their souls, and it is a dream for them, a goal to pursue. ”
Hearing this, the little spider nodded again and again, his girlfriend Gwen Ke was a literary young man, and when she was dating him, she listened to the concerts of those musicians. Record.
The best virtuoso has everything that ordinary people can only dream of – career, wealth, prestige and status.
The piano is considered one of the most elegant pieces of music and a stepping stone to the upper classes, many of whom have struggled in this field for the rest of their lives. Give it your all.
"But put actually, what is it? It's just a movement of tapping on the keyboard. Chen Ang smiled: "Music is a kind of emotional statement, to put it bluntly, it is sound waves, and playing the piano is nothing more than striking the keyboard at the right time, causing the mechanical movement of the piano hammer, and emitting sound waves on the steel wire and steel plate!" ”
"Music is the fluctuation of the air, and to make this fluctuation of the air carry emotion, that is not to play, but to have superpowers. The so-called listening to emotions in music is nothing more than deceiving oneself. ”
"This ...... Like? ”
The first time he heard such a statement, Peter was a little overwhelmed for a while.
A series of smooth notes flowed out from under Chen Ang's hand, more beautiful than Peter said he had heard anyone play, Chen Ang took out a hand, looked sideways at Peter, he didn't look at the keys, the complex and standard notes, just from under his right hand.
"Ordinary people's abilities are so poor that they can't grasp the timing of pressing the keyboard, and they can't remember the order of pressing the keyboard, so they clothe this simple action with gorgeous clothes and give them all kinds of sacred meanings. Elevate it to the level of art. But playing the piano is, to put it bluntly, just playing the keyboard in order, and it is neither artistic nor complicated. ”
Peter couldn't help but be shocked by Chen Ang's wild words, and even more shocked by Chen Ang's current behavior.
With one hand, Chen Ang played the 'ghost fire', which is known as the ghost hand of the piano.
Spider-Man's senses are more sensitive than ordinary people, but what he hears in Chen Ang's piano is obviously more pleasant, or Chen Ang's handling of details is more delicate, after all, not any pianist can go beyond the limits of human perception to appreciate the piano.
"Shocked? You can do it too! Look at my hands. Chen Ang said
In Peter's eyes, Chen Ang's speed is not too fast, his every move is clear, moving on the keys, playing, as if slowed down dozens of times, Chen Ang's percussion force, timing, and muscle movement are all imprinted in the depths of Peter's mind, he knows that as long as he wants, he can copy it at any time.
"We're different." Chen Ang's calm voice came from the sound of the piano: "Human beings need to work hard to form muscle memory, and the knowledge and skills that can only be remembered by those who are gifted and talented are easy for us to learn. ”
"The skills that they are proud of, the things they rack their brains to learn, the sports, the music, the work skills, are just simple imitations for you. You can feel the world ten thousand times more complex than them, your vision can see the mites on your girlfriend's face, your hearing can hear the sound of a mosquito flapping its wings thousands of meters around, your sense of smell in the city is like falling into the source of the stench, your sense of taste can taste the disgusting taste of food that is masked by spices......"
Chen Ang just restored those super five senses that Peter tried his best to forget from his memory, which made Peter sick to his stomach, and he pushed Chen Ang away and ran to the side to retch.
And Chen Ang's voice still coldly said these facts.
"Tell me, Peter! Do you still love your girlfriend when you see her coarse pores, smell her foul body odor, feel the dirt and bacteria on her body, hear her fart sound, and taste the smell molecules of her shit on the tip of your tongue? ”
"I can love her!" The little spider struggled.
"It's different! Peter, it's different! Chen Ang sighed.
"From the moment you change, everything is different, and you think it's a superhero bother? Yes, there are factors in this regard, an ordinary person will feel at a loss after the change of life environment, and they will all be changed. If they enter another social class, even the three views will be changed. ”
"It's just a change in the environment." Chen Ang spread his hands.
"The torture you're suffering now is just another way of life affecting you, and if you're willing to accept being a superhero, it's not even much harder than graduating from college. Just like Stark, it's easy to accept this change, and even love it. But there's something different......"
"A change in your nature."
"You have a conflict with the world, your way of thinking and acting, it's all human, but you're not the same anymore. You can pretend to forget, pretend that there is no difference except for superpowers and ordinary people, but that doesn't change your otherworldly nature. You're completely physiologically different from humans. ”
"Believe me, time will make you change, and this change will torture you until your personality, three views, character, and cognition change from ordinary human beings, perverted to adaptable to your special."
In the depths of Chen Ang's consciousness, there was also a trace of waves.
From the depths of his memory, he turned out those old ones, as if they came from the corner of memory thousands of years ago, the past self. (To be continued.) )