Chapter 199: You're only responsible for having fun

Why? Why? I'm just a wild girl in the country, why should I go with me! I don't want to go into the palace, I don't want to go to that cold palace. I don't want to be an imperial concubine, I don't want the emperor to think of me only when he's bored, I don't want to be his pastime. At that time, where am I still in the mood to be funny and bored, I must have cried and mourned all day long, at that time, the emperor was annoyed when he saw me, he annoyed me, will I be locked up in the cold palace by him? No, I don't want to live in a cold palace for the rest of my life.

I yelled, "I don't want it!" "I will go and return the holy decree to the emperor, I don't want to be any county lord, I don't want anything, I don't want anything, I want nothing, I want to go home!" ”

Qin Yichang jumped up and stretched out his hand to grab me, "Xiaoyue, you can't go, you can't do this holy decree!" ”

I pulled Qin Yichang away, "Don't stop me, I have to go!" Am I not the county lord anymore? I don't want to enter the palace, I don't want to be a pawn. He ran out desperately.

Qin Yichang hugged me from behind, pulled me back, and sat me down, "Don't worry, you listen to me." You really can't do this decree. ”

"Why can't you pay it back?"

"The holy decree can only be withdrawn by the emperor, have you ever heard of someone withdrawing the holy decree himself? Okay, let's not talk about this, let's talk about why we can't pay it back! This time, the royal brother gave this holy decree without any warning, and did not mention the princess and the concubine at all, let alone announce that you entered the palace to receive the decree. Why is he? He just wants you to understand that you must accept this holy decree, and you must be the lord of this county. If you enter the palace and return the holy decree, won't you make him ugly in public? Aren't you forcing him to do something to us? Now he wants to stabilize us and not do anything to us. But when you return this decree, do you not show that you want to be his enemy? At this time, we cannot be an enemy of him. Now King Yu moves frequently, and he has a great heart of disobedience. There will be a battle between them, and it is not known who will kill the deer. We can't wade through this muddy water at this time, you know? Otherwise, we will be a stepping stone in their struggle. Do you understand? ”

"I understand, I understand!" I was so anxious that I couldn't sit still with Ben, pulled Qin Yichang's clothes, and said helplessly: "But, what should I do?" Am I just waiting for the emperor to announce my holy decree to enter the palace? Am I just waiting for the catastrophe to come? Luo Luo, I really don't want to go into the palace, the last time I almost died in the palace, I was really scared that one day I would die there for no reason. ”

Qin Yichang gently hugged me in his arms and said softly: "Don't be afraid, with me, I won't let that happen." ”

I somehow felt a little awkward in my heart, and I struggled out of his arms unnaturally, looking at him uneasily.

Qin Yichang's expression froze, looked at me and smiled bitterly, before he said: "Now we can only wait and see what happens, the imperial brother just made you the county lord, and didn't mention anything else." Not only to tell you that you must accept this decree, but also to tell me that he has no intentions, and that we can keep to ourselves and not act rashly. Otherwise, the decree would not be so simple. As for whether he will use your marriage as a bargaining chip, whether he will let you enter the palace, I don't think it will be now, and he doesn't want to anger us at this time. I'm just a little worried, but I hope I've thought too much about it, and I hope he won't do it! ”

Qin Yichang's eyes suddenly shot out a cold light, and his voice became cold, "If there is really that day, if you don't want to enter the palace, even if I go out on the other hand, I will keep you safe." Don't worry, as long as I'm here for one day, I'll keep you safe for one day. ”

Yes! I was so frightened that he said something like this, and I quickly covered his mouth in fright, "What are you talking about, you don't want to die." Is this said casually? If it's heard, it's bad. Luo Luo, you can't be like this, you can't even think about it! Even if there really is one day, you can save me, don't do this, there will be a lot of innocent people suffering. ”

Qin Yichang's expression darkened, and then he smiled: "Just kidding, how could I do this?" If I want to do that, why wait until now? Actually, these are all my guesses, and the situation is not so serious. Maybe the royal brother really just listened to the eldest princess's request so he named you the county lord, and there is no other meaning. Maybe I'm thinking too much, right? ”

I wiped the sweat from my head and breathed a long sigh of relief, "Luoluo, you scared me to death, I almost took it seriously." However...... "But is he really thinking too much, is the emperor really not going to do this?"

Qin Yi smiled and said, "Don't worry, I'm here!" ”

I lowered my head and didn't dare to look into his eyes, still a little uneasy in my heart, "Luo Luo, I'm so scared, I'm really afraid of that day." When the time comes, I can only obey orders, is there really no other choice? ”

Qin Yichang touched my hair and said softly: "With me, there won't be that day!" ”

Although I knew he was comforting me, I was still touched to hear him say this. I nodded and said sullenly, "I also hope that there won't be that day, so what should I do now?" ”

Qin Yi smiled and said, "What should I do?" Live happily every day in the future. You're only responsible for having fun, and I'm the rest! Rest assured! ”

I was so moved that I was about to cry, and my heart was in turmoil, "Lolo, thank you for being so kind to me." It's just me ......"

Why do I want to run away from him every time he says this, why do I feel more guilty the better he treats me, why can't I try to love him?

Is it because of my mother's business and the rain thing? Am I afraid that I will be hurt, so I dare not accept him? Alas, what the hell is wrong with me, why is there so much sentimentality now, am I still me?

"You don't have to say anything! I get it! Qin Yichang sighed and walked away a few steps, as if to say to me, as if to say to himself: "Love is really better than hate in this world, hatred will only make people miserable, make people uncomfortable, and make people become like crazy." Love can make people happy, make people smile from the bottom of their hearts, and make people feel that everything is beautiful. If I had understood earlier, I wouldn't have done that in the first place, and she wouldn't have ...... In short, the big mistake has been made and cannot be undone. So ......"

I knew he was talking about the rain, and I didn't know what to say for a while? What can I say?

You owe Flying Rain all your life, and you will never pay it back. And I owe you all my life, how can I pay you back?

Qin Yichang walked in front of me and looked at me with a smile, I don't know what was under that smile, just looking at his smile, I felt so sad and sad, Luo Luo, please don't be so good to me anymore, I'm afraid I can't bear it.

"So...... I wouldn't ask for anything. You are your own, and whatever you decide, I will support you. As long as you're happy, then I'll be happy! ”

Looking at those melancholy and sincere eyes, I lowered my head, for some reason I was a little frightened, and I just wanted to get out of here, "Luo Luo, I...... I'm going back first, and I'm going to tell my mother about this 'good' news. ”

Qin Yi smiled and said: "Go, try not to go out during this time, if something really happens, what about me!" ”

"Yes, I know!" I answered, looked down at him, and walked out.