Chapter 346: Unbelievable
"Huh?" Looking at his hesitant expression, I felt a little strange in my heart, "What do you want to ask?" At the same time, I warned myself in my heart that he was a very bad person, and you should be careful not to fall for him.
"That's it...... It is...... It's just ......" He spat and vomited, as if he had some difficulty speaking, and spun around in circles in the stone chamber.
I watched him pacing around, embarrassed, and my heart became even more strange, what did he want to ask?
He spun around a few times, and finally seemed to have made up his mind, and sat down across from me, "Hmm...... How so? It is...... It's just ......" He hesitated, then looked at me again, still a little unsure of how to speak.
I looked at him quietly, without any expression on my face. Thinking in my heart, whatever he wants to say, I just listen. There's no way to escape now, anyway, since he wants to ask, I'll find a way to deal with him, even if I can't let him go, I can pass some boring and difficult time.
His gaze moved from mine to the candle flame on the table, and the red wax was dripping, and he didn't know who he was crying for. He looked at the candle flame for a while, and then said slowly: "I have admired my cousin since I was a child, and I think he is the most powerful, handsome, and powerful person in the world, just like a god......
Listening to Hua Feixue's words, I felt as if I had been tricked, and I couldn't help but roll my eyes. After a long time, that's what you want to say? That's it, how embarrassed you are, aren't you King Yu's follower, who doesn't know!
Hua Feixue didn't look at me, naturally he didn't see the expression on my face, he didn't seem to care about my reaction, he still looked at the red candle on the table, as if telling a story, and said slowly: "I liked to follow him very much at that time, I was willing to follow him no matter what I did, even if I didn't have anything, I couldn't wait to go to him every morning when I woke up." Later, I grew up slowly, this sense of worship became deeper and deeper, I felt that what he did was right, I would do whatever he asked me to do, as long as it was what he wanted to do, I tried my best to help him, I felt very relieved when I saw him every day, and I felt empty in my heart when I didn't see it every day. With that, he paused and looked at the candlelight.
The more I listened, the more bored I became, and I couldn't help but yawn. He's such a talker, he can speak better than me, and he even wants to say this kind of thing to me? You want to say I don't want to hear it yet!
Although I couldn't stop complaining in my heart, I still didn't dare to be sarcastic. I can only be sleepy, listening with one eye open and one eye closed.
Hua Feixue didn't seem to want me to respond, she was stunned for a while, and continued: "Until one day, he married the princess, I was stunned, I suddenly understood that I might not be just ...... to my cousin" Hua Feixue suddenly stopped, raised her head to look at me, her eyes as bright as peach blossoms showed a confused look, as if she had countless questions, and as if she had infinite sorrow.
"Huh?" I suddenly woke up from my daze, my eyes widened, and I was stupid! Oh my God, what is he talking about! Did I hear it wrong, or was it a dream?
"You say...... You said...... Do you like Yu ......"
Hua Feixue's face was red and embarrassed, he silently lowered his eyes and did not speak.
Did he acquiesce?
I'm really messy! Oh my God, he actually said that he liked his cousin, and he was too ...... Too...... Too...... It's unbelievable. Well, I really can't think of it; Well, I'm so innocent; Well, I know why I couldn't persuade him just now; Well, I now know how ridiculous my words were.
He continued: "I was sad at the time, but I knew I shouldn't bother him, so I treated him as before. Will still go to him every day, or will do things for him. Later, I learned that my cousin didn't like the princess, and I was very happy. Later, my cousin fell in love with Sister Mu. I could see that he really loved her, and although I was sad, I still hoped that they could be together and that they could be happy. It's a pity ......"
Hua Feixue sighed, looked at the candle flame burning on the table, and looked sad, "It's a pity...... They have no part. I saw that my cousin was sad, and I was also sad, but I could only accompany him, I couldn't do anything, and I didn't dare to tell him what I thought, I was afraid that he would get angry and ignore me. Later, my cousin was very frustrated and went to Yudi, and I followed him without hesitation......" Hua Feixue said slowly, his expression gloomy, he didn't seem to be talking to me, but like he was talking to the candlelight about what he had hidden for a long time.
I listened absentmindedly, watching Hua Feixue like a monster, and I hadn't recovered from the shock I had just had. God, it's not even that he likes men, he also likes his cousin, it's really hardcore. The feelings of this rich and noble family are really messy!
Why did he say these things to me, though? Why did he say such an unspeakable thing to me? Why do you want to tell me the secret that is hidden in your heart?
I suddenly had a bad feeling in my heart, oh my God, do I know too much? Am I going to be killed by him? Or did he tell me because he knew I wouldn't give away his secret?
Hua Feixue came back to her senses and continued: "I always thought I loved my cousin, and I never doubted it. Until, until, until, ......" He paused and looked at me with a deep confusion in his eyes, as if there was some problem that could not be solved.
I also looked at him stunned, thinking only about whether I was really going to finish, and as for what he said, I didn't listen seriously.
He continued: "Until I met a girl. When we first met her, it was clear that she had hit us, but not only did she not apologize, but it was because we had hit her. I have never seen anyone so bold as to be rude to us. I really wanted to teach her a lesson, but at that time, we were in a hurry and didn't have time to dwell on her, so we gave her money and sent her away. At the time, I didn't think anything, I just felt that Bai gave her silver, which was really cheap for her. ”
“……”
Later, as it happened, we met a few more times, although we didn't have a deep friendship, but for some reason, as soon as I saw her, I felt very unpleasant, and I wanted to sarcastically say a few words to her. At first, I thought it was because I couldn't get used to her behavior. Until one day, I saw her hiding in the corner alone crying, I don't know what's wrong, I feel very distressed, and I especially want to hold her in my arms. When I heard that she was sick, I was very worried about her...... I knew I shouldn't care about her...... I knew I shouldn't have thought like that...... But I still couldn't control myself. "The flowers and snow stopped.
......I listened casually, and I didn't care about what he said, and I only thought about whether I could survive.
He was silent for a while, and then suddenly asked, "You say, do I love my cousin, or that girl?" ”