Chapter 70: The Night Meeting (3)
Zhong Kenan's gaze retracted from afar, looked at Yan Xinyi, slowly lowered his arm, and the lines at the corners of his mouth became cold.
Yan Xinyi peeped at him and sighed in her heart, for his intimate and sometimes distant actions, but she still continued the topic: "The reason why you can't pursue your own happiness is because you are overintegrated with your parents. Parents are unhappy and unhappy, and it is difficult for you to pursue your own happiness. In fact, their suffering is their own business, and you have the right to pursue your own happiness, and you should separate from them. ”
A mocking smile tugged at the corner of his lips, "I don't know what happiness is. ”
She looked at him, those deep, bright eyes knowing and sincere, "It's okay, one day, I'll let you understand." ”
He faced her, looked her face and eyes, and said in a deep voice, "Shouldn't I be too close to you?" ”
She was startled, "Why?" ”
"I have no confidence in myself...... "I am afraid that the approach to you will delay you and be unfair to you." But I can't let go of ......."
She bit her lip, lowered her eyes, and looked at the cement road under her feet, "As I said, don't ask about the past, don't be afraid of the future, just live in the present." ”
He reached out to hold her chin, his gaze was almost serious, "You hope that you can walk into the siege of marriage and never come out for the rest of your life." I never thought to go in, we weren't all the way. ”
"It's not a person all the way, it may not be impossible to go to the end together, all roads lead to Rome." She boldly looked at him, "Do you like me?" ”
"Do you need to ask?" He spoke softly, his voice low and soft, with a bewitching and hypnotic power, "I don't like it, why are you standing here?" ”
She had known the answer for a long time, but listening to him admit it himself, she still felt the joy in her body, "If you understand what happiness is, are you willing to overcome psychological barriers to achieve happiness?" ”
He nodded slowly but firmly.
She fell into a state of deep thought, her emotions were confused for a moment, and then she spoke softly: "So, can you trust me?" I want to help you, but only if you trust me enough. ”
"What should I do?" He asked.
"I'm going to get to the bottom of your early relationships. In all early relationships, as a child, there was no reason for his love and hate, just a feeling. She replied, "When you see the truth of the events of that year better, there will be some changes in love and hate, and when you look at that thing again after the inner feeling of the thing changes, the thinking will change and the real problem will be solved." ”
"In case the truth of the events of that year is more cruel than I feel...... a feeling of uneasiness invaded him with the coolness of the night breeze, and he subconsciously re-embraced her.
She also shivered slightly from the heavy coldness, his body temperature warmed her, and she sighed softly in his arms: "No matter what, it is better to face reality than to run away." I also have a past that I am afraid to face, but I really want to find out the truth about the fire back then, and I am willing to endure it no matter how painful it is. It's just that I can't do it on my own at the moment. ”
"Was the fire man-made?" He slowly walked forward with his arms around her.
She let out a soft "um", "But the arsonist hasn't been caught yet." ”
Both of them fell into a deep silence, and there was a bamboo forest next to the cultural center, and they walked into the forest path. The surroundings were quiet, only the night breeze shuttled back and forth, and it was suffocating. There are no street lights installed here, but fortunately, the moonlight is like water, and the road is very clearly illuminated. The moonlight cast the shadows of the two of them on the ground, thin and long. They walked slowly, silently for a long time, and in such an environment it seemed that no word was enough to spoil the intimidating silence.
Suddenly, there was a soft sound of "stabbing", and then Yan Xinyi let out an exclamation of "ah". Because she was in a trance, the hem of her skirt was hooked by thorns and she didn't pay attention, and as a result, when she took a step forward, the hem of her skirt was torn a big gap. She bent down to check, annoyed and distressed, this silk dress is not cheap.
"I'll buy one for you." Zhong Kenan took the initiative to take responsibility, "If I hadn't come to you, you wouldn't have come here, and your skirt wouldn't have torn, so I should compensate." ”
"No, it's none of your business. I wanted to buy a new dress, but if I don't go to the old one, the new one won't come. Yan Xinyi pretended to smile lightly, "Let's go, don't let this affect your mood." ”
They continued to walk forward, Yan Xinyi looked up, the sky was bottomless, and a few sparse cold stars shimmered in the black sky, like small glowing water droplets. She suddenly stood up and asked softly, "After a person dies, will he really become a star and illuminate those who walk at night?" ”
"Maybe." Zhong Kenan also looked up at the sky, "No one knows what will happen to people after they die, but I believe that our deceased relatives will protect us in heaven." ”
"I hope my father will bless me in heaven." She whispered.
He looked at her deeply, "We are in the same situation. The dead are gone, and the living should be stronger. ”
She looked at him too, her eyes twinkling in the dark night, like two stars falling from a galaxy, "I've always been strong, if I wasn't-" she paused, "I wouldn't be alive today." ”
He was shocked, but speechless.
She quickly looked up at him, then down at the grass beneath her feet. They all stopped talking, and were shrouded in silence again. There were shadows everywhere, and the wind blew on the body. He took her hand, her hand cold.
"It's too windy here, don't catch a cold, let's go back." Her bare, skinny shoulders should be cold, and he couldn't bear to let her continue to get cold.
"I don't want to go back yet." She refused, "Find a place where the wind is light and sit." ”
There was a clearing in the bamboo forest for the residents to relax, and there were bamboo tables and chairs, as well as a bamboo pavilion with bamboo benches, so he took her in and sat down on the bamboo benches.
Yan Xinyi's skirt is very short, and as soon as she sits down, the torn place is like a cheongsam with a high fork, and the spring light bursts out. She is not wearing socks, her legs are bare, and her black lace bottoms are faintly visible, which invites infinite reverie. Zhong Kenan's eyes drifted by, and he suddenly felt his breath suffocated, and sighed bitterly in his heart, you little goblin is simply here to torture me and test my will.
She didn't seem to notice, letting her thighs be exposed. He had no choice but to look around, and the bamboo towered into the clouds, adding a chaotic shadow between the shadows of the pavilion, and intertwined with the moon shadows, cloud shadows, etc., to form an ambiguous night. Listen attentively, there are pine waves and bamboo sounds, as well as the low chirping of autumn insects, and the whispering of the night wind.
"Mr. Popsicle." She shouted.
He squinted at her, "You still think I'm like a popsicle?" ”
"Of course, popsicles are still popsicles." She deliberately laughed after saying it, and laughed uncontrollably.
He stared at her, her delicate laughter echoing in his ears, his eyes full of her quivering red lips, and his heart fluttered with it.
He suddenly lowered his head, his lips pressed against hers. Her lips were cool and soft, and as soon as they touched it, a slight shudder swept through his whole body, and his arms immediately bound her like two powerful vines. Naturally, she reached out and hugged him, her soft body clinging to him, his body like a red-hot iron, dispelling the coolness she was full of.
His hands didn't dare to move, but her little hands grabbed his chest and groped his pectoral muscles. He was so moved by her that his breathing was disordered, and the flames that were stirring in the depths of his body screamed to jump out, and his hand finally ran uncontrollably on her thigh, reaching out to the most secret place.
She shuddered with stimulation and instinctively pushed him away, and the two scorching bodies parted at first, and a heavy chill hit them, and they shivered at the same time.
He was stunned for a few moments before he recovered from the heightened enthusiasm and the frustration of being interrupted. "I'm sorry......" he whispered, his gaze touching her again, forcing himself to look away.
Only then did she realize that the crack in her skirt had leaked a good spring, and she was embarrassed and embarrassed by her negligence, as if she was deliberately seducing him. "I ...... I ......," she muttered.
He turned his face, her red face was so cute, he couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth, "What are you?" ”
"I ...... Not intentionally......" she said timidly.
"Deliberately what?" He asked knowingly.
She grabbed the hem of her skirt with both hands, pulled the crack together, and muttered, "I didn't notice the skirt...... Didn't mean to seduce you......"
He laughed: "Don't touch me in the future." ”
Her face turned even redder, and she muttered: "It's all Xu Dongdong, what do you say about touching a muscular man, it makes me curious." ”
"You deal with naked male corpses all day long, and there are fewer muscular men who have seen and touched them?" He quipped.
"How can a dead man be compared with a living man?" She retorted, "The feel is different, the corpses are stiff......"
He interrupted her with a heavy cough, worried that she would burst out in horror again, "My muscles, haven't you seen it too?" ”
"Yes, I have seen it, but ...... Didn't look closely. She tilted her head slightly, her eyelashes fluttering, "I haven't touched it either." ”
He lifted her chin, "Since you're so interested, why don't I take off my clothes so that you can see and touch enough?" ”
"Don't." She stood up frightened, "We should go back." ”
A smile flashed in his eyes, "Okay, let's go." ”
The canal in the official city is flowing continuously, Ye Mingchao chose a floating restaurant with a very Jiangnan style at the place where the canal flows, Yan Xinyi was very surprised, in the bustling city, there is a peach blossom-like southern ancient town. Walking into the antique buildings with pink walls and tiles, pavilions, small bridges and flowing water, carved beams and painted boats, as well as swaying peach blossoms, red lanterns with shadows, and colorful oil-paper umbrellas, it is as if you have stepped into the ancient town of Jiangnan thousands of years ago.