Chapter 178: Sad
As Qin Shiyi and Tang Xueqiao's wedding date got closer and closer, Lin Qinglin became more and more uneasy.
From the beginning of expecting a plot reversal to now silently accepting the upcoming wedding, she has become more and more able to face it calmly.
Qin Shiyi is also getting busier and busier, although most of the wedding matters are handled by Tang Xueqiao, but the wedding photos always have to take time, right? Tang Xueqiao has more than one shot, and the media has exploded again and again.
"What are you looking at?" At night, the two of them nested in Splendid City, and Qin Shiyi found that Lin Qinglin was lying on the sofa with a weak breath and swiping her mobile phone, which was not like her usual.
"Nothing." Laughing sarcastically, you can't say you're looking at their wedding photos, right?
"Qinglin ......" Many times he really wanted to send her to an isolated place, at least not to be influenced by the outside world during this time.
He also knew that after the sets of wedding photos flowed out, she saw them all in her eyes, but she was helpless, and could only say to herself over and over again in her heart that this was all temporary, and these would pass.
"What's wrong? I'm fine, don't think about it. "Seemingly comforting words are more perfunctory.
She knew that her emotions were not as important to Qin Shiyi as she imagined.
"Would you like to consider going out for a vacation?"
"No need, there are so many things to do, how can I have time to take a vacation."
"Qinglin, believe me...... All this will pass soon. "Don't they all say that the sun always comes after the storm? There is no reason why they have gone through so many tribulations...... Also accept the reality of the breakup.
"yes, I know." Qin Shiyi's outline of the future is still very beautiful, but it can't stop her heart from getting cold a little.
The reason why she can't extricate herself from this relationship is nothing more than waiting for him to give the final result.
At least Lin Qinglin wanted to hear Qin Shiyi say sorry clearly...... Can't walk together anymore.
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Maybe because he had pushed himself too hard in the past few days, Lin Qinglin felt very uncomfortable in his stomach, so he deliberately took half a day off and went to the hospital alone to dispense some medicine.
There are not many people in Shenyang Private Hospital, and after waiting in line for a short time, I saw the doctor, and when I left the hospital, I met Yin Yinuo who came out of the obstetrics and gynecology department.
The two of them were startled and then laughed, and they hadn't seen each other for a long time.
"Looks like congratulations." Seeing her walking carefully guarding her belly, Lin Qinglin guessed that she should be pregnant.
"Thanks, I think it's sudden, too." With Jiang Qiyan's attitude towards her, she thought that he should be very resistant to having a child so soon.
"Surprises always appear in life unexpectedly, enjoy the process." Lin Qinglin looked at Yin Yinuo's expression full of envy.
The world is full of sieges, and people outside feel happy and peaceful inside, but the real feeling is like drinking water, and they know their own warmth and coldness.
Lin Qinglin envied Yin Yinuo for giving birth to a new life at this moment, and Yin Yinuo also envied Lin Qinglin for being the white moonlight in Jiang Qiyan's heart.
"Is he good to you?" At the hospital's FamilyMart supermarket, the two of them bought lunch and ate while chatting.
“…… That's it. Yin Yinuo doesn't know how to answer this question, you should be able to see it if it's good or not, right?
Jiang Qiyan attended major occasions during her marriage, and she would rather take her with her secretary than take her with her once, so her attitude towards her is obvious.
"I don't know what you like about him." Women are so strange, is it best if you don't get it?
"Actually, I met him many years ago."
"Huh?" They're going to be 6 years apart, aren't they? Lin Qinglin was surprised.
"Really, I couldn't believe it myself at first."
Yin Yinuo smiled, and gradually fell into the memories of the year again.
Although she is the Miss Yin family, she is not the daughter of Yin's old relatives, but the "oil bottle" brought over by her mother after she remarried, and the Yin family can't afford to raise a girl for the sake of face, so they tolerate Yin Yinuo's existence.
Yin Yinuo watched the change in her mother's attitude, and in order to please the Yin family, she could only keep scolding her own daughter, but instead digging out her heart and lungs for the Yin family's daughter, who was not related to her.
Indeed, my mother's position has been consolidated, and now few people mention that she is a junior who is a latecomer, but everyone's attitude towards Yin Yinuo is so lukewarm.
And Yin Yinuo has been a sensitive girl who is very good at reading people's faces since she was a child, and she knows very well that she is a second lady who does not go well with her words, and she is careful everywhere.
When she was 18 years old, her birthday happened to coincide with the graduation of Yin Tianai, the eldest lady of the Yin family, and the Yin family held a grand banquet for her and invited guests from all major families in Shenyang.
And Yin Yinuo's 18-year-old coming-of-age ceremony that day was to hide in the back kitchen and help wash the dishes together.
She had long recognized her identity and didn't care about what she did with the servants, but obviously those real "daughters" were unwilling to let her go.
Yin Tianai specially called her to the lawn to play the unnutritious game of "throwing cakes" with them, Yin Yinuo only remembered that day she was pitifully standing in the middle of the lawn wearing a simple maid's costume, and her face was covered with cakes and she had to laugh with them.
In the end, she hid under the big tree behind the villa and secretly wiped her tears, but she didn't know that she met Jiang Qiyan, who was tired of the banquet.
He didn't know her identity, and he didn't ask more, maybe out of sympathy or pity, he was the only person who gave Yin Yinuo warmth that night.
It was very late that day, and Yin Yinuo didn't see what he looked like, only remembering that there was a tattoo on his wrist with the letters LIN engraved on it.
After many years, the tattoo on his hand has not faded, but Jiang Qiyan is not easy to be found by people in a shirt and suit all year round.
After many years, she finally found the kind person she was back then, and of course she understood who his tattoo was carved for......
Fate loves to play tricks, and sometimes Yin Yinuo himself can't figure out whether it is right or wrong to meet Jiang Qiyan again?
I can't figure it out, is this the fate given by God or ...... Destined to be inescapable of catastrophe.
"It turns out that there is such a story...... Lin Qinglin held his head in one hand and picked up the lunch box at the same time, feeling a little sorry for Yin Yinuo.
Such a good girl should not be let down.
"yes, don't you think it's corny?" It's been so many years, and she can still remember it so clearly.
"No, it won't." Because every girl is like this, right? For the person in life, every fragment of getting along is unforgettable.
"I've been struggling for a long time about whether to give birth to this child." Yin Yinuo knows that in a family without love, it is irresponsible to the children themselves.
"If you come here, you will be safe, don't you say that a small life means hope and a new life?"
Yin Yinuo smiled, yes...... She still wants to bet on the possibility of being able to fall in love until she grows old.
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On the way back, Lin Qinglin's mood was also complicated.
Back then, she also had Qin Shiyi's child, the year they eloped.
It's a pity that the child appeared at the worst time, a heavy financial burden, and it was a problem for the two of them to even take care of every meal, how could she bear to use the child's pressure to force Qin Shiyi to make a choice?
So Lin Qinglin didn't even tell him the news of her pregnancy and chose to give up the child, Qin Shiyi only found out about this matter by accident on the medical record that fell out of her bag.
Of course, there was another big quarrel, and that time Lin Qinglin deeply felt what it meant to be "a poor couple mourning".
The saddest thing in the world is that they are all desperately thinking about each other, but the results are all unsatisfactory.
"Lin Qinglin, have you ever considered my feelings? Do you know that this child is also my child? "So how could she bear to do this!
"I just had to do it because I thought about it twice! Do you think I don't want him? But do we want to get up? Now that you don't even have the money to go abroad for graduate school, what will you rely on to raise another child? "These are all very real problems, and they are not allowed to be emotional!
"You clearly think that I can't afford to raise it! Lin Qinglin, inherit it! You're a big lady at heart, and you've never believed me! This was the trigger for their relationship to erupt into problems, and it was from that time on that that all kinds of problems that were not problems became problems.
"Shi Yi, I don't want you to be so tired, I really ...... It's so distressing! Seeing that he has to take time to tutor during the day and continue to deliver food at night, she is really distressed.
When it was difficult to watch him even get a full sleep every day, Lin Qinglin ...... There is really no way to convince yourself that choosing to fight against the family desperately is the right choice.
“…… You have a good rest. "What else can I say? They all felt tired after the argument.
For the first time, Qin Shiyi suddenly realized that maybe they couldn't continue at all.
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"Go to the doctor today, what did the doctor say?" Qin Shiyi knew that Lin Qinglin had an upset stomach in the past two days, so he calculated the time and deliberately called to care.
"It's nothing, just prepare some medicine, and eat three meals on time."
"It's okay, I've asked my aunt to make it lighter recently, and I'll eat the crayfish again after a while." Lin Qinglin loves to eat thirteen-spiced spicy crayfish, and has eaten it with her twice recently, Qin Shiyi is worried that it will be bad to eat this.
"Okay, I'll listen to you."
"Are you going back to the company now?"
"Hmm."
"Drive carefully."
"That's right...... Shi Yi ...... couldn't help but stop him before hanging up the phone.
"What's wrong?"
"I met Yin Yinuo today."
"Oh?" He didn't understand why she was mentioned?
"She's pregnant."
“…… Is it? ”
It turned out that some wounds not only never faded in her heart, but also felt pain in Qin Shiyi's heart that could not be forgotten.
The child they didn't even have a chance to stay has been deeply engraved in their hearts.
"Really, what am I talking about?"
"Qinglin, child...... We'll have it too. "This is the promise he gave her.