"I don't want to fall in love yet, the psychological trauma caused by the last love is very great, and I haven't sorted out the mood for the next relationship, let's still be friends, okay?"

Nan Yao read this passage word by word, read it over and over again, no disappointment, no anger, on the contrary, she felt that Gal was so gentle even when he rejected people, and this can show that the other party is a person who values feelings, which did not disappoint Nan Yao. She carefully read this passage over and over again, and always felt that she still had a chance, but the other party just said that she didn't want to talk about it for the time being, didn't she, that is to say, when he passed this period and wanted to talk, he still had a chance.

With such a fantasy, Nan Yao excitedly replied to the other party with the word "good", and then pressed the phone tightly to his chest, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously raised and laughed.

The supervisor sitting opposite wanted to get up and pour water to drink, and just when he saw her side, he asked with a smile: "What good thing about Nan Yao makes you happy like this?" Nan Yao hurriedly shook her head and said that it was nothing, so frightened that she immediately put down her mobile phone and quickly put herself into work.

As soon as Nan Yao arrived home after the day's work, Nan Yao told her a good news, the one who used to go to school with Nan Yao is now back here to work, and she just needs to rent a house, so Nan Mu asked them to find a suite together.

Nan Yao was overjoyed when he heard the news and hurriedly contacted Xiaomi. Xiaomi excitedly told her that she had already found a house, and she was waiting for the other party to take a look when she was free. At that moment, Nan Yao was so excited that he wanted to rush to the other end of the phone to give Xiaomi a big hug.

Nan Yao knew Xiaomi when he was in elementary school, and later he was at the same table in the same class in junior high school, and Xiaomi's father was the physics teacher in the middle school they attended, so the two were fortunate to sit at the same table in high school for another three years.

With this as the premise, it is natural that Xiaomi knows all the little secrets of Nanyao's youth, including the matter of gallons.

The two made an appointment to go to see the house this Saturday, and early in the morning, Xiaomi began to bombard the phone, and Nan Yao reluctantly got up to wash. Then he chose an off-the-shoulder light blue chiffon top, a pea-green skirt, and a pair of small white shoes, and ran towards the agreed community in a hurry. Fortunately, it is not far from her house, a 20-minute walk away.

When she arrived, Mi was standing at the door waiting for her in a hurry, and when she saw her coming, she complained from afar: "Oh, I'm an ancestor, you can count it as coming, so hurry up." ”

When the doorbell rang, a girl came out, about twenty-seven or eighteen years old, still wearing a burgundy suspender nightdress, looking at them with sleepy eyes and saying, "Come and see the house, come in." ”

As he spoke, he turned around and went back to his bedroom, leaving Xiaomi and Nan Yao looking at each other. This house is three bedrooms and two living rooms, the landlord himself lived in a master bedroom, and the other two side bedrooms were used to rent, Xiaomi and Nanyao went in to take a look, it was not bad, beds, air conditioning, wardrobes, and tables were available. Then the living room, dining room, kitchen and bathroom are shared and cleaned very cleanly. After reading it, the two of them felt very satisfied, so they sat on the sofa and waited for the landlord to come out.

After a while, the landlord cleaned up, wore a light beige off-the-shoulder long skirt, outlined a well-proportioned and perfect figure, and put on a delicate makeup, using matte earth-colored eyeshadow, with red and brown bean paste lipstick, Nan Yao secretly sighed: "This landlord is so beautiful, he really has no resistance to beautiful women." ”

"What are you two doing?"

Xiaomi and Nan Yao glanced at each other, nodded at the same time, the landlord saw that they had no objection, and continued: "It's all introduced by acquaintances, I won't charge a deposit, you can call me Sister Yihan, if the rent is paid, pay it half a year, share the water and gas bills equally, and each is responsible for its own hygiene, if you are sloppy and don't like cleanliness, don't blame me for picking people, oh, yes, try not to bring strangers back, especially men." If it's okay, sign a contract and move in at any time. ”

Nanyao and Xiaomi signed the contract happily and moved in at a very fast pace.

The first night she moved in, Nan Yao was excited to tell Xiao Mi about her and Gallon, at this time Sister Yihan took a book and sat on the sofa on the other side, Nan Yao didn't talk about it behind her back, she happened to have her own thoughts, I don't know why, she felt that Sister Yihan was a person with a story, if she pretended not to hear it, but Nan Yao looked forward to the other party giving her some advice. A woman's intuition is sometimes inexplicable, but it is usually terrifying.

Nan Yao told Xiaomi about the recent relationship with Gallon, and Xiaomi said with a wicked smile after hearing this: "It seems that you will soon be off the list." Then he sighed softly and continued: "I didn't expect that after such a long time, Gallen is still so gentle, this has not changed at all, and he can't imagine how happy he will be if he is his girlfriend." ”

"Really?" Sister Yihan on the side couldn't help it, she put down the book, took off the rimless glasses on the bridge of her nose, then sat up, and said to the two of them: "I shouldn't have intervened in this topic, but since Nan Yao didn't hide from me, it means that he doesn't mind being heard, so I'm afraid it's okay for me to say my opinion." ”

Nan Yao nodded vigorously, which was in her expectation, and then looked at the other party expectantly.

Sister Yihan moved to this side and asked, "Do you all think a man like Gal is very suitable for a boyfriend?" ”

Hearing this question, Nan Yao and Xiaomi were stunned for a moment, and the two nodded at the same time after looking at each other.

Yihan snorted coldly, mixed with a little helplessness, and said with a smile: "The little girl is really still a little girl, in fact, it is not good for such a man to be a boyfriend, he is very gentle to everyone, so how do you know that you are unique to him, such a person is like a central air conditioner, you have heard this word, he can warm a room of people, not just you." ”

With a "bang", Nan Yao felt that his heart suddenly burst, this sentence seemed familiar, yes, Wenwen had said the same thing to her.

Then Yihan brushed his hair behind his ears, looked at Nan Yao and continued: "Do you think you still have a chance? Girl, you can have a snack, he said it very clearly, it was already a naked refusal, he didn't want to fall in love, he just didn't want to fall in love with you, what are you imagining? ”

Hearing this, Nan Yao's pupils contracted rapidly, her heart "popped", and a basin of cold and biting cold water poured her from head to toe, freezing her teeth uncontrollably, at that moment, she had a feeling of being abandoned by the whole world.

Seeing this, Xiaomi retorted unceremoniously: "Sister Yihan, did you say a little too much, and you don't know Gallon, how do you know what he means?" ”

Hearing Xiaomi's question, Sister Yihan almost fainted with anger, she rolled her eyes, said "hopeless" and got up and went back to her room.

After Yihan left, Xiaomi hurriedly comforted Nan Yao and said: "Yaoyao, don't listen to her nonsense, it's definitely not that Gallen doesn't want to fall in love with you, you are beautiful and good, what reason does he have to refuse you, he really doesn't have that mood for the time being." ”

Nan Yao stood up and shook his head, went back to his room and closed the door. Throw away your slippers, sit on the bed, hug your legs, and put your head on your knees. Although she thinks what Sister Yihan said is very reasonable, she just doesn't want to believe it, she doesn't believe that Gallen ruthlessly rejected her, she always wants to believe that the other party is really not in the mood to fall in love for the time being, he may still not be able to forget his ex-girlfriend, what he needs is time.

Seeing that Nan Yao had returned to the room, Xiao Xiao angrily knocked on Yihan's door. After entering, she said angrily: "You don't understand what gallon means to Nan Yao, she secretly had a crush on him for ten years, from junior high school to high school, and then to college, and finally mustered up the courage to confess, but you poured cold water on her mercilessly." ”

"But don't you think that giving her empty hope is the cruelest thing to her? You know. ”

Hearing this, Xiaomi took a step back in a panic, and tears welled up in her eyes, "So what to do, I don't want to be sad from Haruka, you know, gallon is the memory of her entire adolescence, carrying her countless fantasies, that kind of pure like, no, can't be like this, what should I do, how can I help Haruka?" ”

Yihan came over and put his arm on Xiaomi's shoulder, and said patiently: "If you really want to help her, don't continue to fuel her expectations of Gallon, I tell you from the experience of people who have come before, the man's reply to the message has ruthlessly rejected Yaoyao, help her realize that not to waste time on unworthy people is what you should do now." ”

Speaking of this, Sister Yihan suddenly thought of something, and then continued helplessly: "Forget it, if the parties can't make up their minds about this kind of thing, no matter how much we say, it's in vain, and time will tell everything." ”

After Xiaomi left, Yihan stood on the balcony and couldn't help but take a cigarette and smoked it, and the smoke he spit out moved closer to the windowsill and was swept away by the wind. Her entire face was sunk in smoke and mingled with the neon lights of the city, making it impossible to see what it really was.

How could Nan Yao's mood not understand, that kind of self-deception is a comfort to himself in the final analysis, he doesn't want to admit the cruelty of reality, he doesn't want to admit the ruthlessness of the other party, and then he falls into his own conjecture alone, and finally he is willing to give up when he is injured. A woman's self-deception and stubbornness are really more terrible than anything else.

Nan Yao in the opposite room was alone for a long time, she got out of bed and took out the diary she used to take when she was in school from the drawer, which carried all the memories of her and Gallon, in fact, the two of them said very little, but Nan Yao just liked him, hopelessly, there was no reason.

She knew that she might be deceiving herself, but as long as the other party was still single, she was sure that she had hope, and even the disappointments again and again did not make her afraid to give up on the other party. This attachment is very powerless, so powerless that everyone except the person concerned thinks she is a fool, but she doesn't care.

Yihan's words, Nan Yao didn't understand, she was not an ignorant girl of seventeen or eighteen, but she just didn't want to peel off her clothes to touch the thorny cactus, she was willing to live in anticipation, because for her, the terrible thing was not that Gallen didn't like her, but that she no longer had expectations for Gallen.

Before I knew it, it was almost ten o'clock, and when Nan Yao was about to close the diary and go to bed, there was a knock on the door with a loud sound, as if he was slamming the door.

The three of them came out of the room at the same time, and everyone looked at each other at the inexplicable knock, not knowing what was happening. Yihan boldly went over and opened the door, and then an angry man broke in......