Gu Huizhu sighed: "It's me who asked too directly, I apologize." But we are sisters, there is no need to go around and around to speak, I really care about you so I will ask, if you don't make it clear, how do I know how bitter you are, maybe you are now loving and loving He Gongzi every day? And how can you conclude that I am good by my marriage? No one's life is only happy and beautiful, and you don't need to worry about new words. ”

Gu Panzhu glared at Gu Huizhu in surprise: "Your life is not good?" Who else do you want to marry? ”

Gu Huizhu shook his head: "It's not this problem, I also have my sadness." ”

Thinking of the past, and also thinking of the dream last night, Gu Huizhu took a deep breath, she no longer ran away, and decided to have a long talk with Gu Panzhu, "What did you and your eldest sister like to laugh at me the most in the past?" ”

Gu Panzhu frowned slightly: "So grudgeful? I was ignorant when I was a child, and now I don't talk about you anymore. ”

Gu Huizhu lowered her head slightly, hiding a little pain in her eyes, and then looked at Gu Panzhu squarely, her voice was obviously a little trembling: "Second sister, it's not like this, you and your eldest sister have laughed at me since I was a child for not having a mother, every ridicule is like whipping my heart with a whip, and the wound has not healed yet, and the second whipping is coming." This pain has been haunting me like a vine, and I can't let go of it.

I'm human, how can I stand these words? Just because I didn't cry on the spot doesn't mean I can bear the pain, and no matter how young you were, don't forget that I was younger than you and hurt far more than you imagined.

Do you think I don't envy you for being able to be coquettish with your mother? You say that I have a good life, why did my mother leave forever when I was young, why did I live like a leaf without roots in the Gu family? To get to this day, I don't want to lie, for a long time, I survived by unwillingness and anger, and the dead and quiet garden is not as stormy as you think at night.

You say that people who can't drink bitter coffee have a good life, and in my opinion, people who can't drink bitter coffee don't want to be bitter anymore, because even every breath of air she breathes is extremely astringent.

Second sister, it's you who has a good fate, you have been loved by your parents since you were a child, you can buy whatever you want, you can't stop what you want to do, your mother is listening to you in joy, anger and sorrow, what about me? You also know that Dad is not a person who talks to people, I have always been alone.

Second sister, have you ever taken the bus? I guess not, of course not, because you have your mother to help you arrange a special car, and I, every day to and from school, I can only get up early to catch the bus.

When I was in elementary school, I woke up late one winter......"

I don't know what's going on, obviously she just wants to talk to Gu Panzhu in her heart, obviously it's been a long time ago like Xianfeng years ago, but when she talks about this, thinking of all the things at the beginning, Gu Huizhu's eyes suddenly filled with tears, maybe it's because she has never told anyone about the past, and she doesn't have any opportunity to vent her emotions

Gu Panzhu felt a little guilty, a little scared to look into Gu Huizhu's eyes, and when she didn't know what to say, she suddenly heard Gu Huizhu's sound like a sob, and turned her head to look over, this girl actually shed tears?

"Hey!" Gu Panzhu lost her sense of proportion, and hurriedly took out a handkerchief from her pocket silently and threw it over, her tone was half annoyed and half ashamed, "Wipe it, others still think I'm bullying you when they see it." ”

Gu Huizhu took the handkerchief, hesitated for a while, gritted his teeth, and decided to let go.