121 Is there me in the dream? (There are still updates.)
Mrs. Han pondered Uncle Han's thoughts and asked cautiously: "Master, is Rou'er's marriage an eyebrow?" β
Uncle Han said: "Every year on August 15, General Dingxi has to return to Beijing to report on his work, and this year is no exception. That Liang Dingshan gave me a headache, I don't want to bother about this little thing anymore, daughter, you take care of it, don't make trouble again. β
Hearing that her daughter was going to the northwest border after all, Mrs. Han had mixed feelings in her heart, but she didn't want to be robbed of her child by the queen, and would rather send her to the desolate border pass ruthlessly, rather than let her daughter recognize her aunt as her own mother, and some of the things she wanted to say were not said after all, and the matter was settled.
In the boudoir, Han Yuerou still didn't know her father's decision, she was still looking forward to what her aunt promised, and she was looking forward to standing by Liang Dingshan's side one day. The maids saw that she was stunned to comb her hair in the mirror, and a maid who usually waited close to her stepped forward and said: "Second Miss, Madam has been very angry these days, probably because she can't see the eldest son injured, if you speak carefully, you won't be scolded." β
Han Yuerou glanced at her lightly: "I know, you all step down, I'm going to sleep too." β
She doesn't want these people to be in front of her, no one in this family will really pity her, her parents are still like this, do you still expect a few minions? As for provoking her mother today and letting her mother reprimand herself loudly despite Ji Qianye being in her brother's house, she did it on purpose. Knowing that her mother would be angry when she brought up the matter of returning to the palace, she deliberately chose such an opportunity, and the bitter meat plan discussed with Jinzhu has not been used, but her mother has become the best helper, compared to Jinzhu, it must be more realistic and touching.
"I don't know what she thinks in her heart, what a hard-hearted woman." Han Yuerou held the ivory comb tightly in her hand, recalling Chiba's reaction today, obviously seeing that she was so pitiful, she was indifferent and ignored. Jinzhu is really right, she has to show it in front of her again and again, Ji Qianye will take a second look, after all, people in this world, including herself, owe her too much.
A few days have passed in a blink of an eye, after an autumn rain, the capital has completely retreated from the impetuousness of summer, a thin autumn coat can resist the cool wind, and will not be stuffy, in the late spring and early autumn of the year, the most comfortable time. On this day, Chiba waited in front of the door for Joyama to leave, and then personally sent the group to Wenxian Villa, and that place, Huili will never go again.
Chiba guessed that Xiangtai confessed to Huili, and Mr. Wen might have learned from Zhuo Xi's mouth, or that the two young people were talking in the garden that day, and they might have been listened to by some senior brother or scholar, Chiba thought that Mr. Wen would definitely know that he didn't have anything to tell Mr. at the moment, so after sending Tuan Tuan, he didn't plan to disturb Mr. and went back. But the little boy beside Mr. Ke came to the door, and when he saw her, he said politely: "Princess, Mr. is invited." β
The guest is at his disposal, Chiba is not easy to excuse, and goes to Linfeng Xuan along the corridor that is already brilliant in autumn. Thinking that it was on this corridor, that day Xiangtai confessed to Huili, thinking that her sister had gradually let go of her heart these days, she really didn't want anyone to mention this matter anymore, and she didn't want to set off ripples in Huili's heart, no matter what, Xiangtai couldn't give Huili the life she deserved.
In front of Mr. Dewen, the old gentleman was as kind and kind as ever, and Chiba smiled even more: "I didn't bring the dim sum made by Erniang today, and I didn't dare to come to see Mr., who knows, Mr. wants to see the junior." β
Mr. Wen leisurely touched a handful of beards, and saw that the scars on Chiba's forehead were undisguised to the outside, he already knew that Chiba went deep into the disaster area with Jozan, and sighed that a weak woman could have such courage, and he knew that Chiba shocked the ministers in the court, and he felt that Chiba was the daughter of Prince Ruide after all.
"After the old man and the prince parted in the villa in the past, until the prince set out for the northwest, there were often correspondence exchanges." As Mr. Wen spoke, he ordered the boy to present the bamboo box, open it and hand it to Chiba, recalling the inevitable vicissitudes in his eyes in the past, "These letters are all written by the prince himself in the past, telling what the prince saw and heard and the way of the country. β
"What do you mean, sir?" Chiba asked.
"I want to send these letters to the princess, so that the princess can know what the prince has experienced, and the princess's memory of her parents is only a childhood laugh, these letters can make the princess know more about the prince and the princess." Mr. Wen smiled and looked at Chiba lovingly, "Naturally, if the princess doesn't want to touch these memories, just leave the letter, and the old man will keep it properly, or it's not too late for you to come back and pick it up one day." β
"Sir's kindness, the juniors are grateful." Chiba had carefully held the bamboo box, and from the clear eyes, she could see the sadness in her heart, "Ever since I knew the possible truth about my mother's death, my mother has never dreamed again, as if she once invaded my dreams again and again to tell me that she didn't abandon me." Now I want to say a few words to my mother in my dreams, and I want to see her again in my dreams, but it is not easy. β
Mr. Wen soothed: "I think about it day and night and dream about it, the princess is no longer alone, and she no longer lives by the memory of her parents, and her dreams are naturally steady." The old gentleman looked up at the boundless sky and said with a smile, "The prince and the princess have spirits in the sky, and they must be guarding the princess's side all the time." β
Chiba's eyes were moist, and he hugged the box tightly, and bowed to Mr. Wen and said, "Thank you." β
Originally, for the sake of Huili's affairs, Chiba wanted to avoid facing Mr. Wen and didn't want to disturb Xiangtai, after all, they were masters and apprentices, but Mr. was so sincere to each other, Chiba also let go of his heart. Before parting, Chiba said to Mr. Wen: "The last time the junior said to you, I felt that Joyama was a greedy person, but I don't know what he was greedy for, and I suddenly remembered something in recent days. β
Mr. Wen smiled, "What's the matter?" β
Chiba thought for a moment and said without reservation: "Dingshan once said to his juniors that he was not willing to inherit Shending Village. At that time, I hurriedly said a word, and I didn't think about it in detail, but in the past few days, the younger generation saw that he was busy running around for the affairs of the court, forgetting to sleep and eat, and for no reason, he remembered this sentence. β
The old gentleman pondered for a moment and only asked, "In this way, Dingshan's wish has come true?" β
But Chiba can't answer, everything in front of him, does it count?
When sending Chiba away, Mr. Wen asked Chiba what he was doing at home, Chiba smiled and mentioned those trivial things, Mr. Wen listened thoughtfully, and ordered the boy to take a few books from the study and teach Chiba to say: "With the qualifications of a princess, you can pass by yourself without a teacher, forgive the old man for saying a lot, everyone can do housework and trivial things, if the princess has leisure, she can read more and know more about the world." β
Chiba accepted Mr.'s gift of books, not only Mr., but Joyama often told her that she didn't need to do the trivial chores at home herself, and even his living and eating didn't need Chiba to worry about, but Joyama always saw that she liked it and didn't stop it much, and when it came to Mr., it was more straightforward.
"Everyone has something to do, and the old man thinks that the princess should never be entangled in housework." Mr. Wen sent Chiba away with a smile, and on the way back, she held the box, looked at the cotton and held the books, and remembered that the old gentleman said that her mother was a woman who was comparable to a man and could help her father govern the world.
On the other hand, she seems to be really more and more like a little woman from a civilian family, although she was impressive in the court that day, but after that, her life is still just firewood, rice, oil and salt, although she is tired of it and even very happy, but when she sleeps with Dingshan at night, she can say less and less.
Back home,Seeing that Erniang and Huili had nothing to do to find her,Chiba was alone in the bedroom,Take out the letters from her father to Mr. Wen one by one,Each letter is carefully read,Father's handwriting is exactly the same as the inscription on the painting,Between the lines,Chiba seems to be able to see the scene of the love of his parents in the pastγ There were so many letters, but she was reluctant to read them, and she read them over and over again a dozen times before she carefully put them away, and she was even more reluctant to read all the letters at once, and she was satisfied today.
Let's say that the emperor gave Liang Dingshan a month deadline, just before the Mid-Autumn Festival on August 15, Dingshan to resettle all the people affected by the disaster, and now everything is still going well, naturally Dingshan has paid hard for this, Chiba can see it most clearly. It's been a few days, Dingshan goes out early and returns late, because he doesn't want Chiba to stay up late and wait, and after repeated requests, Dingshan sleeps in the study these days, and they can only meet in a hurry in the morning. β³β§β³β§
It's the same day, Chiba waited until it was dark and didn't see Dingshan return, and didn't want Sister-in-law Li and Cotton to wait hard, so Chiba went to bed early, silently reciting the words in his father's letter, fantasizing about his father's life, and unconsciously confused.
In the dream, Chiba stood under the tree, and Joyama rode through the fallen leaves, and when she stretched out her hand, she was taken by her husband on horseback and protected in his arms, and when she raised her eyes and smiled, a gentle kiss fell on her lips. Chiba's heart moved, and suddenly opened her eyes, the candles in the room were lit by someone, and in front of her was her husband's face, Fang Cai's kiss, and it didn't look like a dream.
Chiba lazily reached out and gently cupped her husband's cheek, and asked sleepily, "Am I dreaming?" β
Joyama asked, "Is there me in your dreams?" β
There is a heat flow in the body, they have not been together for several days, even if they are close to each other, there has never been a person on this huge couch, there is no room for no one around them, not only the bed, but also the heart.
"Are you going to the study tonight?" Chiba's voice was as gentle as water, and the corners of his eyes were even more crystalline.
Joyama didn't answer her, just rained kisses on her forehead, cheeks and lips, and when Chiba felt it, the placket on her chest had been torn open. She felt cold and wanted to curl up, but the warmer body was already close, and she couldn't help but mutter: "Am I still dreaming?" β