Zhang Nanyan walked around the capital city alone.

She went to crowded shopping malls and streets, caught in the bustling crowds, and couldn't care about being sad.

It was the first time for her to visit the capital seriously, the high-rise buildings made her dizzy, the pedestrians around her were so beautiful and confident, the rushing traffic was like a rushing river, and the city was like a chariot with full horsepower, galloping forward with vigor.

It turned out that she was just a frog squatting in a well, only seeing her own small joys, sorrows, and sorrows, she only knew how to work and save, and her eyes were only staring at the pitiful little sky above her head. I forgot that beyond the wellhead was a vast world.

She was very annoyed that she had forgotten her original intention!

At the beginning, she was unwilling to live in the countryside for the rest of her life and vowed to change her fate. But after coming to the capital, she despised herself, fell into low self-esteem, and did not dare to fight anymore. She just jumped from the well the size of a needle nose to the well with the mouth of a bowl, and then she was satisfied, and she stopped moving. She suddenly understood Mother Lin's words, where did she have the right to pull Lin Dong into the bottom of a narrow well?

She finally came to her senses.

Zhang Nanyan bought herself a mobile phone, the cheapest blue screen straight phone, she got the phone card, turned it on, accompanied by the boot music, two hands clasped together appeared on the screen, and the screen was bright, as if a pair of hands pushed the door to a new world.

She went to the mall and chose a set of clothes for herself, which was not expensive but very decent and generous, and even the shopping guide praised her for her vision and good matching. Zhang Nanyan looked at herself in the fitting mirror, wearing well-fitting jeans, revealing her slender and straight legs, and her top was a simple light blue striped shirt, with the hem tucked into the pants, very young and energetic. In the past, she always tied her hair low, just like herself, inconspicuous and unremarkable, but now, looking through the mirror, she found that she always looked low and obedient, pitiful and useless!

She raised her hand, pulled up her hair, and tied it into a high ponytail, and her whole temperament suddenly changed, and her whole face showed youth and confidence.

"It's so beautiful, the little girl really knows how to match. Shopping guide, give me a shirt on her body to try. "Several customers were attracted to it, and the shopping guide was happy to help the customer with the clothes.

Zhang Nanyan put on new clothes, paid and left the store.

As she passed by the watch counter, she couldn't help but stop. A watch on the counter caught her eye.

"Would you like to take a look?" The shopping guide asked her enthusiastically.

Zhang Nanyan was a little hesitant.

"It's okay, you can watch it." The shopping guide wore white gloves, took out the watch, and put it in front of Zhang Nanyan.

This is a silver men's watch, and its restrained style reminds her of Mr. Zheng.

"How much?"

The shopping guide quoted a number, which made Zhang Nanyan smack.

"It's so expensive."

"Watches are like this, a good watch is commensurate with people, and expensive watches can be passed down to the world."

Zhang Nanyan really liked it, and looked at it carefully.

At this time, a man and a woman walked over, and the man said to the shopping guide in a loud voice, "Recommend me a watch." ”

The woman picked up the watch in front of Zhang Nanyan and looked at it casually, and gestured to the man's wrist: "How about this?" ”

"It's okay, but it seems like something is missing?"

Zhang Nanyan's heart lifted, she was really afraid that they would buy the watch.

The shopping guide said with a smile: "This watch is too simple, not suitable for the noble temperament of Mr., please take a look at this luxury model, gold-plated and diamond-set, is setting off the identity of Mr." ”

"Not bad!"

The man put down his silver watch and went to look at the gold-tone luxury diamond-set watch.

Zhang Nanyan hurriedly grabbed the watch into her hand and said, "I bought this." ”

She spent almost all her savings to buy this watch, but she didn't feel distressed at all, she felt that this watch should belong to Teacher Zheng.

She couldn't wait to give the watch to Teacher Zheng, and she immediately went to Teacher Zheng's house.

When you get to the door, knock on the door.

The door opened, and she couldn't wait to call: "Teacher Zheng......"

The atmosphere at home was deadlocked.

Zhang Nanyan noticed it and looked at Zheng Fan, only to see that Zheng Fan's body was slightly messy and his face was tired.

But the moment he saw Zhang Nanyan, his eyes lit up, revealing a look of concern and joy.

"Why don't you get a good rest? Are you alright? You, a child, must know how to take care of yourself, take a few more days of rest when you are tired, and do not need to rush to work. Have you eaten the porridge? Have you had lunch? The body is the most important thing, no matter what happens, eat on time......"

Xia Baiping looked at the scene in front of her sadly. He had nothing to say to her, and she had to rely on quarrels in exchange for a few disgusted glances and a few perfunctory words. However, this young and beautiful girl had so easily gained his sincere concern.

Could there be a more tragic marriage than here? What's even more ridiculous and sad is that she is still reluctant to let go, even if he has only disgust and patience with her and their marriage, she still has to hold on to him tightly. Because, she loves him, he is the last meaning of her life.

Xia Baiping sneered, pushed the wheelchair back to the bedroom, and with a bang, the bedroom door closed heavily, waking up Zheng Fan and Zhang Nanyan.

Zhang Nanyan looked at the scene in the room, the chair in the living room fell to the ground, and she vaguely saw a lot of papers scattered on the ground of the study.

In order to facilitate Xia Baiping's actions, and to prevent her from hurting herself, except for simple furniture, all furnishings and decorations in the house are empty. But even so, it can be seen that a fierce dispute has just broken out.

"Teacher Zheng, this ......"

Zheng Fan smiled bitterly: "It's okay, you haven't eaten yet, let's go, I'll invite you to dinner, and then send you back." ”

Zheng Fan turned around to take something and picked up the chair on the ground.

His bent back revealed deep exhaustion. He has lost weight, and his original gentleness and elegance have also been infected by the vicissitudes of life, he should not bear this, he should be a rich and handsome gentleman, not dragged down by the mud of life.

Zhang Nanyan was distressed and annoyed, she should share the trivialities of life for him, but she only cared about immersing herself in her own sadness.

Teacher Zheng is a very important person to her. He was her teacher, enlightening her into the ocean of literature; It was her elders who taught her the philosophy of life; It was her benefactor who gave her a job in her most difficult time, cared for her, protected her, and gave her the warmth of a loved one. Unconsciously, she has regarded Teacher Zheng as the most special and important existence, Teacher Zheng is her dependence, and at the same time, she feels that she also has an unspoken commitment to him, and she wants to accompany Teacher Zheng to resist the unfairness of life.

"Teacher......" Zhang Nanyan screamed with a sour nose.

Zheng Fan paused, turned around, and smiled gently: "Silly boy, it's okay." ”

Zhang Nanyan had tears in her eyes, and looked at Zheng Fan fixedly, like a child looking at her father with admiration, and like a girl looking at her idol with admiration and trust......

Zheng Fan walked over, he hesitated, but still raised his hand and stroked the top of Zhang Nanyan's head.

"Little Swallow, don't cry."

Zhang Nanyan hurriedly lowered her head, tears falling down.

Through the hazy tears, she saw that his hand seemed to be raised, and her tears fell on his palm......

She subconsciously reached out to wipe it, and the moment she touched Zheng Fan's hand, both of them were stunned for a moment.

She hurriedly withdrew her hand, nervous.

"Let's go, let's go eat."

"No!" Zhang Nanyan raised her head: "Teacher, I'll cook." ”

Zhang Nanyan walked into the kitchen in a panic, and soon, the sound of swishing water, the sound of chopping vegetables, the rumbling of the range hood, and the ordinary but warm fireworks of life floated up......

Zheng Fan's eyes couldn't help but show tenderness. He walked into the study and went to pick up the manuscript papers scattered all over the ground. He straightened out the messy paper, sat down at his desk again, and picked up his pen......

While writing, he felt the residual coolness on the back of his hand, and unconsciously stopped writing.