Maybe because of this push, although I didn't say anything, I saw her slightly flustered eyes, and I suddenly understood something in my heart. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info This is almost a wordless exchange, although it is not spoken, but this is the wall of estrangement, separating her from me directly. My mouth moved a few times when I looked at her, but I didn't say anything.

At this time, I actually wanted to say something, or say something. I also thought a lot in my heart, but I didn't know where to start, or what to say. I've never felt so clear in my heart, so thoroughly understanding something, but I found myself really unable to say anything. Because apart from the fact that we know each other, from childhood to adulthood, there is nothing else at all!

She and Yonghui are cousins, and I are nothing at all. At this time, there are not a few cousins in the township, and the old people have always thought that it is better to be close to each other, but I and Rose are not involved at all. To say that the only thing that has a trace of involvement is the relationship between Yonghui's grandmother and my grandmother, and the relationship between Rose and Yonghui's family.

But people like me who don't know how to connect with each other know that this is a relationship that is completely unrelated! She was able to call me out, probably because she had always remembered in her heart, and she promised to go to see her, but in the end she released her pigeons. You must know that she is the eldest sister at school, and almost even boys dare not disobey her, but I blatantly broke the appointment!

I know, it's just her excuse! In my heart, I've always thought so!

"I heard Yonghui say that you were sick some time ago and didn't even go to school, are you okay now?" As if to hide her embarrassment, Rose hurriedly took the initiative to ask me, and even tried to be as soothing as possible in her hurried tone. She slowly regained the look on her face, but seeing that I didn't squeak in reply, although she thought of something else, she didn't say it after all.

And to my surprise, she seemed to have forgotten what had just been done to push me away, and instead approached me again like an old friend, with a look and a look that looked very much like a cold greeting.

Seeing her look so close, I didn't feel as excited as I had been. On the surface, there seemed to be some expectation in her eyes, but it was obviously not as excited as it was at the beginning, and I gradually understood in my heart that she was not as simple as before. The girl in front of me who I once thought I was familiar with was no longer the girl who could sit on top of me, or hold my arm tightly and yell at me.

She's grown up, she's grown up completely. Not only is her enviable body mature, but I think the most important thing is that her mind is no longer something I can guess.

The situation of going to Yuliutang is still vivid, and we sang and laughed all the way. Although I didn't stay in Yuliutang for a long time, I got to know the old man Qiongyuan and got the blood ebony wood plaque he gave me, and then I had this time. Although this period of time seems to have nothing to do with roses, if she didn't go to Yuliutang with me, and if we didn't visit Yuliutang together, I wouldn't have let the old man Qiongyuan see me.

Thinking of that kind old man, my heart suddenly warmed. Because Uncle Luo talked about the importance of this wooden plaque, when I didn't encounter anything before, I felt that it was at most a piece of ornament that would exude fragrance and be carved with exquisite patterns. After going through a series of things, I finally understood that it was not as simple and useless as I thought.

I thought later, if it weren't for Rose having to go to Yuliutang, maybe not so many things would have happened. Thinking of her sweet smile standing under the ancient cypress, thinking of her helplessness standing on the ancient tea horse road in Xiangjia Village, and the laziness by the stream in Heihu Village, I was a little stupid for a while.

Many times I have seen a picture in my heart, that is, in the school behind the willow shade hall, I have seen one of the most shocking scenes in my life. That is the picture of the fierce Qiong Lulian bullying Yin Jiatang, and then he couldn't get rid of it in his heart. I don't know if it was Qiong Lulian's strong domineering, or seeing the privacy of the opposite sex, or even Yin Jiatang's pitiful compromise, which greatly shocked my heart.

As for Rose's reaction later, I don't find it strange now. Because I am no longer the little boy I was at the beginning, although I am still very young, but after seeing the spring color shown by Tang Jinzhi and even Shen Su, I have slowly understood what is going on. As for the accident with Tang Yubao later, and even some things that I didn't know about, it seems that my reaction to the original rose is not unusual at all.

At the beginning, the rotten rose regarded me as the last support, but now I don't even dare to hold her hand, because I am afraid that she will reject me. I had a bitter feeling in my heart, but it made it clearer in my heart. However, since I was a child, my grandparents have taught me not to worry about anything. Seeing her innocent expectant eyes, I couldn't help but smile at myself.

"It's okay, it's not a big problem, it may be that Yonghui and you exaggerated!" I calmed down a little and straightened up. This time I was standing in front of the roses, and I was standing straight and straight. It didn't mean anything else, but I felt like I had to give her a sense of comfort in front of her. However, seeing her staring at me, I couldn't help but ask, "I heard Yonghui say that you don't go to school anymore and go to your brother's place to do things, and it's been so long, how is it?" “

Rose was still surprised that I was anti-client-oriented, and even calmed down very quickly. After looking at me again and making sure that she didn't recognize the wrong person, she spoke again: "I used to study all the time, and my family was kind to me, and there was no restraint. This has never been to work, and it must be a little weird to go to work all of a sudden. But now that I'm used to it, I feel like I've learned a lot at work! “

Her tone was very light, as if she was telling about her usual life. But it seemed to me that she was recalling something. I didn't have that experience, and I couldn't guess what she was thinking. But seeing her thoughts, there must be a lot of things that have not been spoken. This is also understandable, after all, whoever changes the environment does not know what they will encounter!

But I may feel that I am observing her, although she did not deliberately turn to look at me, but I can feel that when she said this, she seemed to be very happy, and even looked at me a little proudly and said: "Although the salary is not very high, my brother said that it is already very good." I'm going to save up and buy a tape recorder so I can learn a lot of songs and I'll be singing a lot to it every day! “

Looking at her reverie, I was a little fascinated. The tape recorder she said is now new, and it is the most popular home appliance at the moment. I used to have a sewing machine and a bicycle at home, and I felt much better than the average person's home. Whoever has a TV and tape recorder at home today must have seen the world and have some family background.

I've seen people use it in the steel mill, and of course there are some departments in the factory, but where are we teenagers and children who can access it. But the more this desire, the more people yearn for it. It is said that this tape recorder can not only play songs like a gramophone, but also have a cassette tape to record songs. I once heard my uncle Yuyuan say that it was much more advanced than the record player in their movie theater.

This was very impressive, because it was said to be able to record songs for itself, and the tape recorder was now said to have a lot of songs in it. Some are from abroad and overseas, and some are close to our country, anyway, the song is so good. Although I haven't officially heard the movement, it is said that the one that my uncle and their party took at the beginning was just an ordinary single card, and I forgot to ask who it was, but it caused a sensation in Hongzheng Hall.

My family has seen this thing, because I have an older brother who works outside the home, and although he rarely comes home, it is a great honor to hear my father and relatives talk about it. I don't know where my eldest brother stayed, but it is said that everything new comes from there, and sometimes this is something I should be proud of.

Actually, when my eldest brother came back last time, I was still young, but I vaguely heard that the place where they worked was very close to the sea, and there was a place where people lived much better than us, and they all used this tape recorder and all kinds of electrical appliances. Thinking of the electricity-consuming thing, the villagers took a breath of cold air, how much money does this usually have to waste! For many rural people who do not have electricity in their families, they can only rely on their imagination to lust!

To say that the power of this tape recorder has indeed been longing for a while. Rose has also mentioned to me more than once that his brother has a television and tape recorder at home, and the melody played is very good. At that time, roses always talked about it, but this time when she said she wanted to buy it, she didn't mention her brother, so I didn't pay attention to it.

I know that my uncle Yuyuan has been looking forward to the day when my eldest brother will come back and bring him a tape recorder. But now there are tape recorders sold in the county, and the eldest brother has never returned. I don't know what my uncle thinks, but it seems to me that he must be a little lonely.

I remember this because it was something my uncle had been boasting about, but it seemed that his nephew, who was about his age, was a little unreliable. It was only when Rose mentioned it again today that I thought about it again. Seeing Rose's smug expression, I knew that she had indeed gained a lot of knowledge, where these children and teenagers in the township could know. I wasn't too happy, not so much for Rose to show off, but for the things she showed off, which I'd heard before. (To be continued.) )