Jin Se sat on the sofa and read a book, it was Keigo Higashino's "Anxiety Relief Grocery Store". I just saw this sentence: Heart, once you leave, you will never come back.

Relationships between people are often not severed for specific reasons. No, even if there is some reason on the surface, it is actually because each other's hearts are no longer together, and these excuses are made far-fetched afterwards. Because, if each other's hearts are not separated, one of the parties will take the initiative to repair it when a situation occurs that may cause the relationship to be severed. The reason why no one pays attention to repair is because each other's hearts are no longer together. It's like watching the ship sink and still standing by and watching.

Yes, Jin Se couldn't help but echo and said, people are gone, and they can come back, but if the heart is gone, they really can't come back.

She continued to read it, and when she saw this passage again, she thought it was very good.

If the people who come to me for advice are lost lambs, they usually have a map in their hands or don't know their current location.

But I believe that you do not belong to any of these situations, your map is a blank sheet of paper, so even if you want to decide where to go, you don't know where the road is.

Maps are of course nerve-wracking when they are blank sheets of paper, and anyone will be overwhelmed.

However, think about it from a different perspective, because it is a blank piece of paper, you can draw any map, and everything is in your own hands. You are free and full of possibilities. This is a great thing, and I sincerely pray that you can believe in yourself and burn your life without regrets.

Seeing this passage, Jin Se felt as if the old man in the grocery store was telling her, isn't the map of her life just a blank sheet of paper? Now this blank piece of paper is coming to an end, although the map has not yet been drawn, but Jinse already has a plan in his heart.

She bowed slightly, wanting to change her position, but suddenly found that her legs were a little stiff, and she chuckled in her heart, at this time, Zhang's mother just came over to remind her that she was not going to the hospital.

Jin Se said "I know" and motioned for Zhang's mother to continue to be busy, she slowed down, rubbed her legs vigorously, and then struggled to stand up.

Looking out the door, the weather was gloomy, as if a heavy rain was coming at any time, and the wind-blown glass was shivering. Jin Se sighed slightly, picked up the bag, and when she changed her shoes at the entrance, she first took a pair of burgundy high heels.

As soon as she put on her feet, she realized that it was no longer appropriate for her to wear high heels, so she quickly took them off and replaced them with a pair of flat black flat shoes.

Master Lu had already come back from the company and was waiting at the door, and after Jin Se got into the car, Master Lu reminded: "Madam, it's going to rain, remember to bring an umbrella?" ”

"Well, I've got it."

"Okay, go straight to the hospital?" Master Lu confirmed again.

Jinse said "um" and then stopped talking, she looked out the window, summer was almost over, autumn was on the way.

The cloudy sky was lifeless on the earth, the rolling clouds were accumulating layer by layer, the overcast weather was very low, and Jin Se felt that there was a stuffy breath in his chest that could not be released.

Master Lu tried to drive the car as slowly as possible to prevent bumps or sudden braking from increasing the discomfort of Jinse, but fortunately, the new area of the hospital was not far from home, about fifteen minutes, and they arrived at their destination.

When he got out of the car, Jin Se said to Master Lu: "Master Lu, you go to the company first, and I will take a taxi back by myself later." ”

"Is that really okay, ma'am, or I'll wait for you here."

"It's okay, you go back first, I may see a friend later, you go back first."

"Okay." After Master Lu agreed, he parked the car directly at the entrance of the hospital, and after Jin Se got out of the car, he drove the car away.

Jin Se glanced in the direction where the car was leaving, held a black umbrella in his hand, and turned around and walked towards the hospital.

After coming out of the doctor's office, Jin Se tightly clutched various test sheets and CT films in his hands. At that moment, she really felt that her sky was about to fall, and the doctor's words surrounded her ears for a long time.

"The cancer cells have metastasized and spread again, and if this continues, you may only have less than three months to live, so be hospitalized and treated conservatively."

Jinse refused on the spot, and the doctor shook his head helplessly and prescribed her some medicine.

Sitting on a chair in the hospital corridor, Jinse was in a daze, and her worsening condition forced her to start her plan early. Besides, the lack of time has led to the fact that the previous plan is no longer feasible, and you have to think about it again, but what to do in such a short time to achieve all the goals you have set.

Three months, to make An Qingxiu feel guilty about himself in three months, he will never forget himself, and he has to make him and Yihan turn against each other. It's a bit of a no-brainer, but it has to be done......

"Ahh

Jin Se frowned angrily, the other party quickly apologized, and suddenly, the other party looked at Jin Se carefully, and asked uncertainly, "You are Chairman An's wife, right?" ”

Hearing this, Jin Se glanced at the other party in surprise, and asked suspiciously, "Do you know me?" ”

When the other party saw that he didn't recognize the wrong person, he immediately smiled, he turned around and sat on the chair next to Jin Se, and explained: "My name is Liu Yuan, just call me Xiao Liu, I am a veteran, I worked as a security guard in your company some time ago, and I resigned not long ago." Every time I just look at you passing by the door of the building from afar, I just thought I was wrong, but I didn't expect my eyesight to be okay. ”

"Then why resign? The company gives bad treatment? ”

At the mention of this question, Xiao Liu couldn't help but sigh and shook his head. "My family is strong and sick, I quit my job to take care of him, I am a useless father, and I can't even pay for the medical bills."

Speaking of this, Xiao Liu suddenly hugged his head and sobbed, there were people coming and going in the corridor, everyone was in a hurry, and the hospital was a place of birth, old age, sickness and death, no one would notice the loss of control of the middle-aged man here.

Jin Se's throat choked, her chest tightened even more, she took a deep breath and asked, "Which ward is your child in, so that I can go and see it?" ”

Xiao Liu shook his head again, wiped his face, raised his head, and explained: "I have no money to pay for the medical bills, I have been discharged from the hospital and gone home, his little bear has fallen, I came to pick it up." ”

At this time, Jin Se noticed that Xiao Liu had a dirty brown bear in his hand, about forty or fifty centimeters in size.

"What's the disease?"

"Leukemia."

Jin Se pondered for a moment, pondered in his mind for a long time, and then asked tentatively, "Are you willing to do anything for the sake of being strong?" ”

Xiao Liu was startled at first, as if he didn't quite understand what Jin Se meant, and he looked at her suspiciously. Jin Se continued: "That is, in order to save your son, are you willing to do anything, even at the expense of yourself. ”

"Of course I do." Xiao Liu's head nodded like pounding garlic, his eyes were firm, and his hands were tightly tugging at the corners of his clothes, obviously, he didn't think about it too long before he said it. Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, for the sake of their children, parents are really willing to do anything, even if it is sacrificing themselves.

Jin Se proposed to go to Xiao Liu's house to have a look, but Xiao Liu refused at first, because he felt that his humble home could not carry a noble person like Jin Se, but he couldn't bear Jin Se's repeated pleas, so he agreed to take her over.

Jin Se stood at the door of the hospital and hesitated, Xiao Liu saw her thoughts, and said: "Mrs. Chairman, my house is not far from here, and the road will come to the end and turn a corner." ”

Jin Se hurriedly said: "Just call me Jin Se, don't be so angry, then let's walk over, it just so happens that the weather is also very comfortable, neither hot nor cold, and with the wind, even if it rains, I am not afraid, I brought an umbrella." When he said the last sentence, Jin Se didn't forget to smile and joke.

In this way, the two walked forward along the road, and they didn't go far, when Jin Se suddenly stopped at the door of a store, she looked inside, and then said to Xiao Liu: "You wait for me here, I need to go in and buy something." ”

Xiao Liu nodded.

After Jin Se entered, he went directly to the innermost end, where there were a pair of dolls, all sorts of kinds. Jin Se took a good look at the brown bear, the big one is one or two meters long, and the small one is dozens of centimeters.

She carefully selected, when the clerk came over and asked in a low voice, "Do you want to buy a brown bear?" Jinse nodded.

"Now this kind of activity is doing, buy two get one free, that is, buy a bear couple and send a bear baby." As he spoke, the clerk brought the three members of the Brown Bear family over there to Jinse.

Jin Se looked at it and thought it was very good, so he said, "That's good, that's it, wrap it up for me." ”

"Okay."

After saying that, the clerk quickly went to wrap up the three bears, but fortunately they were not very big, and Jin Se could still take them. After coming out, Xiao Liu hurriedly went up to help and took the things in her hand.

"I want to give this to Zhuang Zhuang."

"Then how can you be embarrassed, how can you accept a gift from your wife?" Xiao Liu looked very cramped and uneasy, his eyes flickered, and he didn't know how to place the hands holding the brown bear.

Jin Se replied with a smile: "I gave it to Zhuang Zhuang, this is a family of three." It's okay, take it, it's just a small gift. ”

Xiao Liu hurriedly thanked him, hugged the brown bear tightly, and a wave of heat spread through his body, trembling in his heart, and he was indescribably moved.

After arriving at Xiao Liu's house, he heard the sound of the door opening, Zhuang Zhuang ran out excitedly to greet his father, suddenly saw Jin Se, quickly hid behind Xiao Liu, and looked at this stranger with a pair of innocent big eyes.

"I'm afraid of life." Xiao Liu smiled awkwardly at Jin Se, then pulled Zhuang Zhuang out from behind him, and said gently: "This is Aunt Jin Se, say hello." ”

"Hello Auntie." Zhuang Zhuang said timidly, and then ran away with a swish, at this time Zhuang Zhuang's mother also came out, Xiao Liu hurriedly introduced her and introduced Jin Se to her.

Zhuang Zhuang's mother had never seen such a person, and she was cramped and uneasy for a while, and she was stunned and didn't know how to operate. Xiao Liu hurriedly said: "Why are you stunned, quickly pour tea for someone." ”

"Oh oh oh oh oh Saying that, Zhuang Zhuang's mother hurriedly went to the kitchen.

Jin Se took a look, Xiao Liu's house is an old house, and there is a small courtyard, like a small alley, just along the way, many old grandfathers and old ladies are sitting at the door to take advantage of the rain before it rains down. It was the first time she had come to such a place, and she thought it was very strange.

After Xiao Liu entered the house, he took the bear sent by Jin Se to Zhuang Zhuang, and the child tried to suppress his happiness, timidly came over to thank him, and then happily hugged the bear back to his room.

After Zhuang Zhuang's mother brought the tea, they went to Zhuang Zhuang's room together, leaving Jin Se and Xiao Liu in the hall.

Jin Se pondered for a while, and said to Xiao Liu: "Then I'll get straight to the point, I don't like to beat around the bush." I'm willing to pay for Zhuang Zhuang's treatment until he gets the right bone marrow and is discharged from the hospital in good health, but as a condition, you need to do something for me, and I hope only you and I know about it......"