Chapter 307

He won't want anything else, and he won't want anything from the Su family.

In fact, without the Su family, he can live a better life by himself, even without the Su family, he can work by himself, and she can do what she likes by herself. There is nothing better than the Su family, there is no bad thing, there is not only one Su family in this world.

Even if the Su family recruits more, he doesn't like the airport, the Su family's tea, that's impossible, there are so many people in the Su family, how can he inherit his uncle's family? Even if he wants to inherit his uncle's family, those intrigues in the Su family will definitely not agree.

When the time comes, lest you intrigue with those people, quarrel and quarrel, it is better to simply leave now, leave nothing in this life, and return everything to the Su family, this is the uncle's thing, he doesn't want it, although he loses in his mind, he has already decided to give up this family.

Why give up on this family? Because he is really completely disappointed and desperate in this family, there is no other way but to leave him, what else can he do? The Su family has now fallen to this point, and it is not caused by him alone, but he has to bear such a responsibility alone, and all the responsibility falls on her own head, and all those hairy things fall on her own head.

At that moment, Su Jinyun felt like a scapegoat, was he really, not the Su family, the one who bought it back as a slave? Is he really not the Su family, picked it up? He really belongs to the Su family, child.

Maybe in the eyes of others, he is a beautiful young master of the Su family, but in fact, everything is bullshit, he is nothing, and the Su family is nothing to her.

I only know that the Su family cultivated it. Cultivated, just a working tool.

Su Jinyun has always known the meaning of his existence, and Su Jinyun has always known what kind of people those people are, he knows everything, in fact, he has always known.

But even if he knew, even if he knew, he didn't have the ability to change all this, and he couldn't change all this.

If there's no way to change all this, why not give it up completely? So why not leave it all behind?

In the first half of her life, she was almost for Su Jiahe, but Su Jinyun now he doesn't want to drink for the Su family, and he also wants to live for himself.

Just like Su Yunman said, life is very short, people's lives are really short, when you can live for yourself, you must live for yourself, let yourself live a more wonderful life.

If you can't even live happily with yourself, how can you make your life more happy? If you are not happy to be alive, then what is the point of living? What's the point? That being alive is like dying, so why live? So life has a lot of meaning, it has a very important meaning, why not pursue it?

Life is so short, why not choose to do something you love to do? Why is the department here? Is it really worth it? If it was before, Su Jinyun would feel that it didn't matter, because he had no distractions, no dreams, and no ideals.

But now, but now it's different, now Su Jinyun feels that life must go out of her own way, it is impossible to live for others all your life, and sometimes you have to live for yourself.

He no longer needs to live in the environment of the Su family, he doesn't want to live in the kind of house of the Su family anymore, the Su family has given him a lot of kindness, the Su family raised him to grow up, educated him, taught him to do things, this is whose kindness to him, but now he has returned all the kindness to sleep, and now it should be time for him to leave Suzhou.

There is a very good saying, that is, no heart and no lungs, life is not tired.

Su Jinyun has lived really too responsibly and planning all his life, and he will not live for himself at all, so he lives very tired, his life is very tired, and everything about him makes him feel tired.

This is also the reason why he doesn't want to continue to persevere, because this kind of life makes him too tired, so he really doesn't want to continue, and he can't find a reason to continue.

I used to think that he could endure all this, once did the best for her, once thought that he took all this as his responsibility, but now it seems that these are not his own responsibilities, these things are dispensable, this is a responsibility, it doesn't matter at all.

What he has always insisted on is those things that are dispensable, those things that are not important to himself, those are all, some dispensable things, those are unnecessary things, so why bother? So why keep sticking to it?

A person, or a job, if you want to stick to it, you must have a reason, such as liking, such as responsibility, such as love, such as dreams, such as ideals, but for this job, for this family, Su Jinyun has no expectations, Su Jinyun has no expectations, no sense of responsibility.

So she insisted.

He went, so he wanted to find one. The excuse to leave, he couldn't find an excuse to leave before, and there was no reason to leave, but now he has found an excuse, found a reason, he wants to live alone, he wants to live strongly, he wants to live for himself, not for others, the rest of the time is for himself, and the rest of the time is just for himself.

Even he couldn't make up his mind, he didn't have it before, determination, he didn't feel it before, it was a determination, a decision, but now he finally understood that it was an excuse, that was not the whole reason, this was not right.

Therefore, he completely gave up on the Su family, and completely gave up the belief that he had to adhere to before, in fact, it takes a lot of courage to give up, but when you are really completely desperate and completely disappointed in these things, you will feel that all this is really indifferent, and everything is really indifferent.

Originally, he could still persevere, as long as he insisted on it a little more, as long as he insisted on it a little more, he didn't have to tell himself every day, as long as he insisted a little more, he would be fine, but he kept insisting on it for so many years, and in the end there was nothing.

This is the thought that makes him completely lost, and this is the excuse that makes him completely helpless.