Qin Shan sighed, this voice contained many feelings, reluctance, helplessness, heartbreak, and of course, endless sadness.

The young man didn't know what it was like, and he exchanged half a hundred tears, and today he saw the girl in his dreams, but Yin and Yang were forever separated.

This is Qin Shan's current state of mind, sadness, sighs, heartbreak, and mixed tastes.

Qin Shan calmed his mind a little, and then opened his mouth and said: "We got along because of that letter, and our relationship became warmer and warmer. ”

"I remember on the day of Lan Meng's 21st birthday, I gave her this blue butterfly, accompanied her to plant the big locust tree next to the artificial lake in our school, and made a love poem for her: hand in hand to plant a locust tree, the blue butterfly flies in the green clouds, lovesickness does not change the fate of this life, and life and death do not leave for a hundred years"

Qin Shan read the poem with great emotion, and then continued: "At that time, Lan Meng was very happy and happy, so we, we went to the hotel, opened a room, and had the first time. ”

"The people of our time are very different from the people of your time, men and women take the first time very seriously, if a man gets the first time for a woman, then he has to marry someone else, otherwise you will be judged by the law for playing hooligan, so we have the first time basically means that we will get married in the future."

"And the protective measures of that era couldn't be compared with now, so unconsciously, Lan Meng was unexpectedly pregnant."

"As Lan Meng's belly gets bigger and bigger, this incident also happened, I remember that it was the seventh month of Lan Meng's pregnancy, the school finally made a move, the school found me and ordered me to beat the child in Lan Meng's belly, and then immediately draw a line with Lan Meng, otherwise, the school will expel me, you must know that I have been studying for twenty years, and my luck is against the sky, I was recommended by my teacher to stay in school to teach, I regarded this job as more important than life."

"But Lan Meng was seven months old at the time, and Lan Meng was still the woman she loved the most, she was pregnant with her own child, and she personally let her favorite woman beat her child, this decision was really difficult."

"So I was very entangled, I didn't know how to talk to Lan Meng, I was afraid to see Lan Meng's hysterical appearance."

"I flinched, I struggled, and at that time I was forced to suspend my studies, and I could only be locked up in the dormitory every day to get moldy, I didn't know what to do, I couldn't make a decision."

"At that time, my teacher, that is, the vice principal of the school at that time, knew about me, he knew my difficulties, and he also knew how bad the impact of this matter was, the teacher of Haicheng University made the female student have a big belly, if this matter spread, I would be ruined, so the teacher went out of the mountain in person under great pressure and found Lan Meng."

Qin Shan paused here and looked at Lan Meng, Lan Meng's expression obviously became very hideous at this time, Qin Shan groaned and said, "Lan Meng, next you, you say." ”

Lan Meng sneered after hearing Qin Shan's words and said, "Why, I can't go on, okay, I say, I say." ”

"Yes, Zhang Jianjun's old bastard found me, by the way, Zhang Jianjun doesn't know who it is, he is Qin Shan's teacher, a hypocritical old bastard"

"At that time, he found me, and he really talked to me with affection, knew reason, and said it seriously, and coercion and temptation did everything he could, this old bastard told me that my relationship with Qin Shan was a big rebellion, it was immoral, it was shameful, and it was unkind, unrighteous and unfilial."

"He told me that my parents raised me so big and sent me to school to study, not for me to be a teacher, but I had a child with the teacher, if my parents knew about this matter, it would be a great shame, maybe it is possible to die of anger, your parents raised you, but you made them half angry, this is unfilial."

"He also told me that Qin Shan is now in the initial stage of his career, and there is a great future waiting for him in the future, but he has a child with him, and he is ruining his future, if he insists on giving birth to this child, then Qin Shan will be unemployed, Qin Shan loves himself so much, but he makes Qin Shan unemployed, which is unkind"

"As a college student in the new era, I did not leave a good example for college students in the new era, and it has caused a bad impact on the society, and even affects a group of students, outlook on life and values, which will lead them astray, so that I have harmed a generation, which is unrighteousness."

"Such an unkind, unrighteous and unfilial act, that old bastard must let me beat the child out, otherwise I will be a sinner of the country and an enemy of the people, and I was about to be moved by him at that time."

"And this is nothing, the most excessive thing is in the back, he saw that I still did not agree to kill the child, and he was ready to lure me, he told me that as long as I agreed to kill the child in my belly, he would send me to graduate school, and the graduate school tuition, he can help me apply for the national bonus, so that my future will be bright."

"He told me to think about it, but how do I think about it, it's seven months, my child is already seven months old, and if I want to kill him at this time, I can only cut him into two pieces, and he already has a life at this time, I, how can I take my son's life, so I gritted my teeth and disagreed."

"That old bastard saw that I was so stubborn and disagreed, he was angry, pointed his nose and scolded me for being a slut, seduced his apprentice, and asked me to wait, he would let Qin Shan cut off relations with me, and he would also let Qin Shan persuade me to beat the child, I listened to the old bastard's words and laughed, and told him very confidently, don't dream, Qin Shan will not betray me, Qin Shan will not persuade me to beat the child."

"I was very confident at that time, I believed in Qinshan, and I believed in the love between us even more."

"But that old bastard said to me, impossible, Qin Shan will know which is more important, how can a woman and a wild seed be compared to his future, so Qin Shan will definitely come to persuade himself to kill the child."

"I don't believe it, I laugh at him for not understanding Qin Shan, not understanding the love between us, but unfortunately, soon I slapped myself in the face, Qin Shan, Qin Shan, this bastard really licked his face and begged him to kill the child, and asked me not to contact him before graduation, he really did like that old bastard said, for his bullshit future, don't want me to be with the child, then what is the point of my life, so I was angry and hung up in the dormitory."

"But I can't forget Qin Shan, you bastard ruthless appearance until I die, I want revenge, I want to kill you, I want to kill you"

Lan Meng looked at Qin Shan and roared angrily.