Bidding farewell to Kong Sinan, Ye Zhiyan got on the bus and walked towards the place where she had not dared to step into it for a long time.

After a few stops, the scene outside the bus gradually became familiar, and memories gradually flooded into her heart.

Walking Street, she used to go shopping with friends, at that time she was just a working girl, very poor, every month to make a careful budget to maintain daily expenses, of course, to buy clothes can only buy discounts, promotions, broken codes, during that time, she often wore loose clothes that did not fit. Ye Zhiyan looked out the car window and seemed to see a plainly dressed rural girl and a confident and beautiful college girl walking on the street, they were cheerful and lively and laughing, and she always followed them silently.

After the pedestrian street, here is the farmers' market. This is the place she is most familiar with, and at that time, her happiest thing was to buy vegetables and cook. She has nothing else to do, she has always had low self-esteem, only when she makes delicious and nutritious meals and Lin Dong is satisfied, she feels that she still has a little effect. She used to have Lin Dong in her heart, and her every word and deed was for him. Now it seems that I was terrible at that time! Anyone who is responsible for someone else's life will resist and disgust, so Lin Dong will give up on her.

Ye Zhiyan smiled with relief, at this moment, when she thought of Lin Dong again, there was no hatred, only gratitude and regret. She was grateful to Lin Dong for giving her a new life, and regretted that she was not able to give him a good relationship. He must be very happy now, bless him.

Ye Zhiyan could already see the gate of the Academy.

It turned out that she once thought that the world was only a few hundred meters away, and at that time she was deeply immersed in it, unable to extricate herself.

Ye Zhiyan got off at the stop sign.

Looking at the familiar school gate, I was not as timid as I imagined, but full of emotion. When she walked into the campus, the scene in front of her was still the same as it was at the beginning, and it hadn't changed much.

She thought she had tried so hard to forget, but when the familiar scene reappeared, all the feelings she had had had come back, and it turned out that every experience had become deeply ingrained in her memory and a part of her life.

Walk along the road towards the family building. It's winter vacation now, the students are on vacation, and the campus is very quiet, but fortunately, Ye Zhiyan has the courage to slowly recall and face it again.

Walking downstairs to the family, the brick-red building was right in front of her.

Hollowed-out red brick windows, green windowsills, brick-red walls with dry creepers, cement steps covered with fine cracks, holly in the flower beds on both sides grow extremely tall, and the dirt is overgrown with weeds.

The family courtyard was silent, it was dinner time, but there was no sound around, and there was no smell of stir-frying and cooking, only a dilapidated and depressed scene.

The old family home is rarely inhabited anymore. The old house is old, and the professors have moved to a more modern and convenient new house. Some of them are rented to young single teachers, and when they are on vacation, teachers from other places also go back to their hometowns for the New Year.

Ye Zhiyan still remembers her love for this small building when she saw it for the first time, and felt that the small building was full of nostalgic romanticism, and it was as beautiful as the scenery in a fairy tale.

It turns out that everything can't withstand the wear and tear of the years, and no matter how beautiful and profound the feeling is, it will dissipate silently with time, whether it is love or obsession.

Ye Zhiyan took a deep breath, plucked up her courage, and walked upstairs.

She took out the key, opened the door, and walked in.

The familiar living room, the unfamiliar living room, the furniture is still there, but it is covered with a thick layer of dust. The photo wall is empty, and the memories that belong to the past have been collected and collected.

Walking into the study, the tall bookshelves are still full of books, and since breaking up with Zheng Fan, Ye Zhiyan has not been to this house once. Now, she looked carefully at the furnishings of the study, the books on the shelves were still there, only the desk was emptied, Zheng Fan only took away his professional books and materials, and left all the other books to Ye Zhiyan.

Ye Zhiyan seemed to hear Zheng Fan's words: "It's a good thing to like reading, you don't have to stipulate that famous books are high-level, popular novels are low-level, literature and emotions are not high and low, just go and read, romance novels, mystery novels, professional books, as long as you like to read, as long as you can get the pleasure of the soul, just read it." If you can get a little more out of it, that's the best thing. ”

At this moment, Ye Zhiyan couldn't help but want to cry, she didn't dare to look any further, afraid that grief would come to her.

She looked at the bedroom, the study, and the storage room one by one......

Everything is still the way it is in memory, everything is different, Zheng Fan and Xia Baiping took their belongings, but every place here clearly leaves traces of their lives.

Ye Zhiyan returned to the study again, and this time, she felt Zheng Fan's good intentions.

He left the house to her, knowing that it was a sad gift, but he could only do his best to help her in life.

He left her the beloved books he had treasured for many years, hoping only to guide her one last time--- life is always worth striving for and pursuing. Perhaps there is also a little selfish wish that these books will protect her instead of him.

Ye Zhiyan stared silently for a long time, rolled up her sleeves, and began to clean.

As soon as she got to work, she didn't think much about it, and just cleaned the room with all her heart.

I don't know how long it dries until the floor is clean, the windows are bright, and the furniture is clean......

Tired, she went back to the hut where she had lived, lay down on the bed, pulled up the quilt, and fell into a deep sleep.

When she woke up, she quickly got up and hurried out of the room, looking at the clean but empty and silent living room, she came back to her senses.

She is no longer the little nanny Zhang Nanyan, now she is Ye Zhiyan, a college student with a city hukou, and the house in front of her is already her property.

Ye Zhiyan silently walked into the study, took out a book from the shelf, sat down and read it carefully.

The sun rises in the sky and sets in the western sky......

Ye Zhiyan finished reading the last word.

"No one knows where I come from, and no one knows where I am going......

Twilight, surrounded from all sides. ”

Ye Zhiyan raised her head blankly, and the surroundings were already dark. She was stunned for a moment, and then burst into tears.

After holding back the tears for a day, I couldn't control it anymore.

She cried sadly and whispered, "Teacher...... Teacher ......"

She cried out all her strengths and grievances.

Finally stopped the tears.

Outside the window, there are already thousands of lights, the sound of firecrackers is heard not far away, and the sky in the distance is lit up by fireworks from time to time.

Tonight is Chinese New Year's Eve, and it's a time to say goodbye to the old and welcome the new.

Ye Zhiyan wiped away her tears, and the previous fragility and confusion had faded.

"Teacher, it turns out that it is not so difficult to let go. I'm going to start liking someone, I'm going to feel loved, I'm going to love well, I'm going to be happy. ”

……

The New Year in the countryside is the most straightforward and lively, and the deafening sound of firecrackers comes from all directions!

Every house is plastered with the brightest red couplet, the loudest firecrackers are lit, strings of smoke and dust rise, and sparks bloom, decorating the low-rise bungalows into lively new houses.

Mom called Wang Dai in the yard.

"Dai'er, come and whip! We can't be held down by other people......"

Wang Dai came out of the house and saw his mother scolding his little nephew who was running crazy.

The little nephew, together with the children of the village, picked up the unlit artillery battles all over the village.

"Dan'er, where are you going to run crazy? Give me back! ”

The little nephew shouted loudly: "Let's go to the second grandfather's house, the firecrackers at the second grandfather's house are the loudest and loudest!" ”

"Nonsense, our firecrackers are also going off!"

"The second grandfather's house still has flowers, and there are candy~"

The children shouted, and they had run away.

Mom wanted to shout again, but Wang Dai stepped forward, took the firecracker from his mother's hand, and said, "Mom, let's set off the firecrackers." ”

"Okay, your dad and I specially bought 1,000 rings. My son is a college student, better than your second uncle's family! ”

The second uncle in the mother's mouth is the richest family in the village, and his son works in Guangzhou, and this year he also brought his daughter-in-law back to celebrate the New Year.

"My son is a college student, and after graduation, I am from the capital, and the daughters of the capital are also chosen by me, and when the time comes, your father and I will point to you to enjoy happiness."

Wang Dai felt a burst of breathlessness, and he couldn't breathe well no matter how hard he tried.

He quickly lit the firecracker, and without looking at the sparks swimming like a snake, he turned around and went back to the house.

Firecrackers exploded behind him, as if to blow up the sky.

There are only a few bowls of dumplings on the square table in front of you, and the TV behind the square table is playing the Spring Festival Gala, and a burst of snowflakes flashes on the screen from time to time, and the sound of Zi Lala is playing the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner of reunions in various places.

Wang Dai's chest was so tight that he couldn't breathe, and he simply walked into his room.

Wang Dai eagerly took out his mobile phone, at this moment, he especially wanted to hear a person's voice. He misses her beautiful confidence, and he misses the passion to start a business with her.

Wang Dai thought, no longer greedy, although her family is only an intellectual family, it is enough. They tacitly fit together, and they will succeed in their struggle!

His fingers pressed on the phone button, and he wanted to press it down, but there was a hint of hesitation in his heart.

He is just a rural boy, with no money, no power and no background, it is too difficult to succeed in the metropolis, and it takes ten years to struggle on his own? Twenty years? and their own family of origin...... He knew too well that he was carrying a heavy burden, and if he didn't have the most powerful help, he would be dragged down by his background.

Wang Dai sighed and moved his finger down.

At this moment, the mobile phone suddenly rang.

Wang Dai was startled, and his heart skipped a beat as he looked at the names that appeared on the screen.

He took a deep breath and pressed the answer button.

"Happy New Year, senior! Am I the first person to say Happy New Year to you? I've been watching the time and calling you at midnight......"

The happy girl's voice passed through the other end of the phone in the distance, and through the slightly distorted radio waves, he could hear the warm background sound on the other end of the phone, and he could imagine what it would be like.

The girl stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the penthouse building, and the brilliant fireworks in the sky outside the window reflected her beautiful smiling face......

"Senior, do you miss me? You're going to think about me three times a day, well, just once, anyway, you have to remember, I'll go to you for college......"

Wang Dai greedily listened to the breath of another world coming from the phone, and he heard the cheers and the faint sound of the waves.

"Senior, I'm spending the New Year in Phuket, there are too many people, it's so noisy, you wait for me to go back to the room~"

It turns out that the distance between him and the other world is even farther than imagined!

"Sisi~"

"Well, senior, you say."

"Slow down, don't worry, I'll wait for you ......"