Chapter 112: Waves (3)
couldn't hide anything from Wu Han's eyes, Yan Xinyi also needed someone to talk to at this time, so she told Wu Han about her and Zhong Kenan.
"Sleepwalking?" Wu Han was quite surprised, "Do you believe what he said?" ”
"I don't see any signs of him lying, and I don't believe he needs to lie to me. As for whether there is really sleepwalking syndrome, it can only be handed over to the doctor for diagnosis. Yan Xinyi let out a long sigh, "After saying it, my heart is much more comfortable." It happened so suddenly, and in such a way, I couldn't accept it for a while, and the rest, nothing. ”
Wu Han smiled, "I understand, to put it vulgarly, you don't mind being slept with him, but you don't mind being slept with by him in this way, and you don't know how to sleep in vain." ”
Yan Xinyi suddenly had a feeling of crying and laughing, such words came out of Wu Han's mouth, the sense of disobedience was too strong, but she did hit the nail on the head, and completely ate her mind.
The first thing Yan Xinyi did when she got home was to wash the sheets, she soaked in laundry detergent and rubbed the bloodstained area.
Throughout the process, she couldn't contain her feelings of sorrow and loss. But as the blood faded until it was gone, she suddenly relaxed, as if some invisible burden had been lifted. Anyway, she gave the first time to the man she loved, and willingly, and that was enough. When Zheng Duoer asked Wu Han when it was most suitable for him to give his boyfriend, Wu Han replied that if he felt suitable, he could do it. If you're still hesitating, don't act hastily. In fact, after experiencing the life and death of Wushan Village, she did not hesitate in her heart, and was ready to dedicate herself to him at any time. It's just that there are inevitably regrets, grievances and unwillingness, such private, beautiful and sacred moments should have belonged to their common and unforgettable memories, but he was abnormal at the time, and that memory was erased from his mind, leaving her alone, melancholy and loneliness.
Early the next morning, Yan Xinyi went to the hospital, she was worried about Zhong Kenan, and couldn't wait to know the results of sleep monitoring. Zhong Kenan has already gotten out of bed and is waiting for the doctor's preliminary report.
"How did you sleep last night?" She asked with concern.
"Neither good nor bad." He reached out and stroked her long hair dangling, "What about you?" ”
"It's fine." She slept sounder last night than expected, and had no dreams all night.
The doctor came over and told them that the preliminary report showed that Zhong Kenan did not have a sleep disorder, and from the sleep EEG waveform, no abnormalities were found. The official report will be picked up at the hospital tomorrow during business hours.
"You mean, I don't have sleepwalking?" Zhong Kenan was puzzled, how to explain his behavior the night before yesterday?
"No, polysomnography results can only rule out some causes of sleepwalking, or see what sleep stage your sleepwalking is occurring." Doctors say that if the test results don't show a problem, more tests are needed.
Zhong Kenan held his forehead with his hand in a dejected manner, this unresolved state was the most tormenting, he hoped to find out the problem as soon as possible and treat it quickly.
So all day, Yan Xinyi, who was finally able to rest, accompanied Zhong Kenan in the hospital, and Zhong Kenan had to put down the work at hand and undergo various examinations. However, the final examination results did not find any cause of sleepwalking. The doctor's diagnosis concluded that he did not suffer from sleepwalking, and as for the cause of the strange behavior that night, it no longer belongs to the sleep medicine center, and it is recommended that he go to a psychiatric department.
Zhong Kenan's mood was extremely low, and he suggested that he go to the psychiatric department, just to suspect that he was mentally ill, how could he accept it!
Walking out of the hospital, both of them were silent, the rainy season was still going on, the sky was cloudy and rainy, the clouds were low and heavy, and there was a sense of gloom and vastness. Or, it has nothing to do with the weather or clouds, it's their mood that glooms. The evening breeze was blowing, and there was a damp rain in the night breeze, which was cool on their foreheads and necks.
Yan Xinyi raised his head and looked at Zhong Kenan in a misty and trance-like manner, his eyes were dark and shining, his mouth was tightly closed, and his face was full of gloom and contradictions. The two looked at each other silently for a while, and he said with difficulty: "Do you think that I am a liar and deceived you?" ”
She shook her head firmly, "While I also want to know the truth, I believe you didn't deceive me. ”
He quickly turned his back to prevent her from seeing the stiff muscles on his face and his breathing shortness of breath, and his whole body was enveloped in a sudden passion. Then, he felt a delicate, warm hand gently grasp his hand. He shook involuntarily, and then her warm voice sounded softly in his ears: "I...... Already figured it out...... Don't be too ...... Tangled. ”
He came back to his senses, staring at her sparkling eyes, her gently quirming lips, and the sorrow on her brow...... He suddenly reached out and clasped her head around his chest. "Come to you." He said in a dumb voice.
Zhong Kenan stood in Yan Xinyi's bedroom, looking around, three days had passed since his "sleepwalking" incident occurred. He had been tormented and tortured for the past three days, and when he came to this place of great significance to him again, his heart was surging. Her room is simply and generously furnished, with a bed, a wardrobe, and a wooden frame, all milky white, simple and generous. There are many very delicate and unique ornaments on the wooden frame, such as a cartoon character doll, a nest of rabbit knick-knacks, and a couple kissing dolls, all of which are very cute and in line with her style. The curtains and sheets were pink, and he suddenly realized that the original light white sheets had been replaced, and a feeling of sourness and pain welled up in his heart. He owed her so much that he couldn't even give her a reasonable explanation.
The rain outside the window went from small to heavy, the wind was slow and urgent, and the window pane was knocked to a tinkling sound, he walked to the window, his eyes were faintly projected on the raindrops on the window, and he watched countless small raindrops slip down from the glass.
Yan Xinyi walked in, "The water is boiled, do you want coffee or tea?" ”
Zhong Kenan didn't answer, only beckoned to her. She walked over, he put his arm around her waist, and the two of them looked out the window at the light and shadow shining on the raindrops, dyeing the raindrops into strings of colorful crystal balls. The room is so quiet, so quiet that it makes people panic, so quiet that it makes people suffocate.
Zhong Kenan turned around, lowered his head and kissed Yan Xinyi's forehead, and then down, his lips gently slid over her cheeks and landed on her lips, his arms embracing her gently and delicately. They hugged each other, listening to each other's heartbeats and the sound of wind and rain outside the window.
After a long time, she slowly raised her head and stared at him, "Nothing is as simple as it seems. ”
He gritted his teeth, a dull pain passing through his chest, "What do you want to say?" ”
"There's a psychological effect called Murphy's Law, and one of the main things is that nothing is as simple as it seems. There are three other things that are that everything will take longer than you expect; What will go wrong will always go wrong; If you're worried about something happening, then it's more likely to happen. She looked up at him, "Murphy's Law tells us that making mistakes is an inherent weakness of human beings, and accidents happen no matter how advanced technology is. And the more clever we are at solving problems, the more serious the troubles we face. Therefore, we should be as thoughtful and comprehensive as possible in advance, and if misfortune or loss really happens, we should deal with it with a smile, and the key is to summarize the mistakes we have made, rather than trying to cover it up. ”
"I never tried to cover it up, I just wanted to summarize the mistakes I made, but I still can't find the reason." He sighed in frustration and dejection, "If similar situations continue to occur in the future, will you think that I am a terrible person and afraid to be with me?" ”
"I know you're worried about this. But it's useless to worry, if something bad is likely to happen, no matter how unlikely it is, it will always happen and cause the greatest possible damage. Her eyes were filled with a sympathetic tenderness, "I'm not afraid, I'm going to help you as much as possible to prevent bad things from happening again, so from tonight onwards, I'm going to watch you for several nights in a row to see if you still have symptoms of sleepwalking." If there is, I will guide you back to bed, and then we go to the psychiatric department, there is always a disease to be treated. If not, consider whether there are other possibilities, such as whether there will be ...... The human factor. ”
"The human factor? What do you mean? He asked suspiciously, "I went straight home after I parted with you that night, and I didn't have any contact with anyone in between." ”
"I still don't understand it myself." She sighed softly, "Anyway, let's observe for a few nights." ”
A bright color appeared in his eyes, "You are really not afraid, are you willing to stay with me for a few nights?" ”
"Somebody has to be watching you." She half-hung her eyelashes, half-hiding her clear eyes, "Of course, if you have a more suitable candidate than me, I will also be happy to save trouble." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, his lips quickly pressed down on her, his lips burning and thirsty, with a burning heat. He kissed and led her to the bed, and the two collapsed on the bed. Her lips were soft and cool, like the petals of a morning with rain and dew. He looked up, her eyes wide open.
"Close your eyes." He commanded.
"What are you going to do?" She asked very bluntly.
He looked at her, there was a faint flush on her cheeks, and her lips twitched like two petals that had just bloomed, and he felt that she was so beautiful and innocent, that he felt ashamed and ashamed. He sat up and frowned worriedly, "I can't hurt you anymore." ”