One hundred and five, face up to differences
"Who are you worried about?"
The harsh voice rushed out of her throat, and Xia Baiping was also taken aback by the resentment revealed in her voice, didn't she make up her mind to endure it!
Of course, Zhang Nanyan also heard Xia Baiping's dissatisfaction, she hurriedly walked back to the living room and replied in a low voice: "I'm sorry." ”
Zhang Nanyan picked up the iron again and told herself to work hard.
Xia Baiping is also desperately telling herself that in order to save her family, she must endure it.
Xia Baiping took a deep breath and forced herself to calm down: "Look at me, I'm impatient again." You should be the one who should be really anxious, you must be worried, right? ”
"Hmm." Zhang Nanyan responded vaguely, not wanting to talk more with Xia Baiping.
Xia Baiping continued to talk to herself: "Are you really worried about your boyfriend the most?" ”
Zhang Nanyan was like a kitten whose tail had been trampled on, and the whole person was full of hostility: "Of course! ”
"Hehe, what is there for him to worry about? A college student should naturally know that the test data is not allowed to be leaked, and, it is reasonable for him to review the manuscript before submitting it, and it should not be the case no matter how quick the success is done. tried to get away in the dark, and the matter was revealed and he hid behind, so naturally Lao Zheng cleaned up the mess for him and took responsibility for him. Lao Zheng has been harmed by a female student once, and this time I don't know how to take on the responsibility, Lao Zheng, he is a soft-hearted person. ”
Zhang Nanyan listened and felt that Brother Lin was not like this, but she was worried about Teacher Zheng, so she couldn't say anything to defend herself, so she only said: "No......"
"Isn't it? Did your boyfriend call you after the incident and confess? No, not only this time, but even the last ice disaster in H City, he didn't expect you to worry. He promised to take you home to meet your parents, but when it came to the end of the story, did he explain it to you? Everything is his own words, without any responsibility, such a self-interested person, it is not surprising that he would do such a thing. Xia Baiping's words were direct and sharp, and she threw them out in one go, so she didn't care about Zhang Nanyan's feelings.
No, it was for Zhang Nanyan's feelings that Xia Baiping just wanted her to recognize the reality. "Lao Zheng, he is too upright and old-fashioned, and now he still keeps the old idea of 'teaching is not strict, the teacher is lazy', and he wants to take care of the student's fault, and he can't wait to punish him for the student. A literati is tall and arrogant, the last time a female student entangled him, he refused to draw a line solemnly, only for fear of hurting the dignity of the student, and only said that he was not afraid of shadows. But you see, in the end? Isn't it that the rank that should be promoted has been canceled and the scientific research projects that have been devoted to it have been curtailed? This time, he slapped the table directly with the dean, accusing the dean of not educating people, and ruining the lives of young people, saying that the project was his project and that he was in charge of everything. How is he responsible? It's nothing more than demotion, salary cuts, and project cuts, and I think he is going to be a reader in the library or a janitor in the reference room this time. ”
Before, Zhang Nanyan saw Zheng Fan's calm appearance and thought that Teacher Zheng could solve everything, but now listening to Xia Baiping's chatter, she realized that Teacher Zheng would face such a big price, and she was worried about Teacher Zheng, so she couldn't help but blame Lin Dong.
She blamed Lin Dong for being reckless and careless, blamed him for not taking responsibility, and blamed him for implicating Teacher Zheng...... She didn't realize that in her heart, Lin Dong was no longer the teacher she admired and loved back then, and she disagreed with him.
Even, this is not the first time she has had a disagreement with Lin Dong. When she worked in the cafeteria, Lin Dong never wanted to go with her; When she was scolded by the forum for being frivolous, he only accused her of not knowing how to be cautious; She worked as a nanny, and he was full of reluctance to hurt face.
Zhang Nanyan realized that there had already been so many contradictions between them. No, she already knew that she had blindly felt inferior before, but now, she saw Lin Dong's shortcomings.
Zhang Nanyan's heart was even more chaotic, and she had no intention of doing anything else.
Xia Baiping took out a book, put it in Zhang Nanyan's hand, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, Lao Zheng is here, I will definitely keep your little boyfriend." Let's read a book, Lao Zheng said that the only way to solve a thousand sorrows is to read books. ”
Zhang Nanyan opened the book in a panic, and the two words "Outside the Window" on the title page came into view, and below was a line of handsome handwritten text:
"Traveling with you today, pleasing to the eye, fascinated by beauty.
4 May 1988
(Tonight, I must have a good dream, because there will be your shadow in my dreams)"
Zhang Nanyan still remembers that the first time she entered the study, the first book she got was this "Outside the Window", at the beginning, she was afraid that Teacher Zheng would be disgusted with her shallowness, but she didn't expect Teacher Zheng to gently encourage her.
"Teacher Zheng......"
Zhang Nanyan was worried and guilty.
She was tormented by the time, and finally heard someone talking downstairs, Zhang Nanyan immediately rushed to the balcony.
Sure enough, it was Teacher Zheng and Lin Dong.
The two stood opposite each other, Zheng Fan taught earnestly, and Lin Dong bowed his head to listen.
Zheng Fan seemed to sense something, and looked up at the balcony.
Zhang Nanyan and Zheng Fan looked at each other, the eagerness and worry in her heart were all written on her face, and when she saw Zheng Fan's gentle smile, she breathed a sigh of relief, and then she felt that her fingers hurt, and she was so nervous that she tightly fastened the railing of the balcony.
At this time, Lin Dong also looked up, his gaze hastily intersected with Zhang Nanyan, and immediately lowered his head without looking.
Zheng Fan said, "Let's go upstairs and sit down, little swallow...... Xiao Zhang is worried about you. ”
"No, I'll wait for her here."
Zheng Fan patted Lin Dong on the shoulder: "The matter is over, learn a lesson, don't think about anything else." ”
"yes, I see." Lin Dong replied.
Zheng Fan walked upstairs.
Zhang Nanyan immediately rushed to the door, opened the door of the house, and greeted Zheng Fan.
Zheng Fan's footsteps sounded one after another, clear, calm and calm!
Zhang Nanyan felt that the footsteps were her backbone, bringing her peace of mind, and her heartbeat actually resonated with the footsteps.
Zheng Fan's face appeared in front of Zhang Nanyan's eyes, heroic eyebrows, a straight nose bridge, and a thin and square face, Zhang Nanyan always felt that Zheng Fan was gentle and elegant, and she found out for the first time that his facial features were so handsome and elegant. His edge is hidden under elegant glasses.
Zheng Fan thought of it, Zhang Nanyan must have been eager to greet him, but when he really saw her at the door, he was still in a trance, as if she was welcoming him home, as if the worry she couldn't hide on her face was because of him, and her slightly red eyes were also because of him.
"Teacher Zheng......" Zhang Nanyan murmured.
Zheng Fan came back to his senses and replied with a smile: "It's okay." Kobayashi is waiting for you downstairs, come down. ”
Zhang Nanyan was worried and wanted to ask, grateful and wanted to say, guilty and uneasy to say, but her mouth had never been so stupid, and she couldn't stammer.
Zheng Fan understood and comforted her with a smile and gaze: "Don't worry, go ahead." ”
Zhang Nanyan had no choice but to say: "Thank you." ”
She went downstairs, I don't know how, my heart was very entangled, as if my heart was still worried upstairs.
She walked to the first floor and saw Lin Dong standing in the open space with his head down, so she put away the inexplicable emotions in her heart and greeted Lin Dong.