Chapter 379: You Win
I was stunned and couldn't help but ask, "Who's gone?" Where did it go? ”
When he said who left, did he mean King Luo? I didn't know his whereabouts anymore that day.
Where the hell did he go? Did you really do something?
I was stunned, and when I saw the emperor taking a step towards me, I immediately came to my senses, clenched the hairpin in my hand tighter, opened my eyes wide, and shouted: "Don't come here, don't force me!" Don't push me! ”
Listening to me, he stopped there and did not come any closer to me. His eyes were fixed on me, looking a little annoyed and a little anxious, but he couldn't bear it. He seemed to be very annoyed by my behavior, and wanted to come up and beat me up immediately, but he was afraid that I would really kill myself, and he had to endure it.
Seeing that he didn't come, I had a bottom in my heart that he really didn't want me to die.
He looked at me, his expression regained his composure, and said to me coldly, "Don't wait for him any longer, he won't come to save you." He had already left the capital, and now he should have arrived in Qidi, right? When he left, he was not unhappy at all, and asked me to take good care of you. Don't be stupid, he doesn't care about you that much at all. You put down the hairpin and obediently listen to me, I will not hold you responsible, if you are still stubborn, I will ...... That's it...... It really doesn't matter if you live or die! ”
My heart was excited, who was he talking about? Is it King Luo or Flywheel?
I've been inquiring about their whereabouts these days, but no one dares to tell me, and I didn't expect him to take the initiative to tell me this time. I hid the excitement in my heart, tried to calm myself, and asked, "Are you talking about King Luo?" It turned out that he went to Qidi. He pretended to ask casually, "That'...... That...... Xuan Flywheel...... He...... Where to go? ”
"Xuan Feilun?" He let out an "oh", looked at me and sneered, and said, "And the childhood sweetheart you grew up with." You're so merciful! It's a pity that he won't come to save you......"
I tried my best to hide my excitement and pretended to be nonchalant, "Where did he go?" ”
"He was sent by me to guard the Jade Gate."
"Yumen Pass? No way...... No way...... There's no way he's going to go! "I don't know where the Jade Gate is, but I know that it must be far away. I don't believe he's going to go that far when I'm not sure I'm going to die.
"Impossible?" He smiled, "How could it be impossible?" I pointed out Roujia to him, and he thanked Dade and went. ”
"What? He...... He...... No way...... It was impossible to ...... "I tried to pretend to be calm on the surface, and I didn't dare to show too much concern for Flywheel, I was afraid that my concern would hurt him.
But his heart was already in a hurry, and he couldn't wait to fly over immediately and ask him for clarification.
He looked at me and sneered, "I know he likes you very much, and he has done some touching things for you. But he just likes you a little. In front of Roujia, you are defeated. He gave up on you and chose Roujia. So he won't come to save you. You'd better leave your heart to me! Be obedient and put down the hairpin in your hand! ”
"No, I won't. If you insist on forcing me today, I will die before you. Don't push me! I yelled at him.
Now that I know the whereabouts of the flywheel, I can't let it go. I don't believe he's going to give up on me, I don't believe he's going to lie to me, he's not that kind of person. He must have had no choice but to go. I'm going to escape from the palace, and I'm going to ask him for an explanation.
The emperor looked at me and smiled, and said very confidently: "I bet that you will not kill yourself!" I know you, you're not the kind of person who would easily seek death. ”
I was debunked by him, my eyes turned red, and I said loudly: "You...... You...... Now you've cornered me, and if you push me again, I'll really kill myself. Do what I say, don't push me! Don't push me! "I held the hairpin tightly, and my palms were sweaty.
"Are you really willing to die rather than follow me?" He looked at me with a gloomy face, and his look of anger was about to explode again.
I said loudly without hesitation, "Yes! ”
He was furious and laughed, "Good! I have perfected you! He took a step forward and seemed to have really decided to watch me die.
I saw that he really didn't plan to let me go, my heart was desperate, helpless, and the hand holding the hairpin couldn't stop trembling, "Don't come here, I'll do it if I come over again." If I die, someone will avenge me, and you will regret it! Yes! With that, I closed my eyes, intending to take a desperate gamble. I took the hairpin an inch away and stabbed it hard at my neck.
There are countless pictures, countless people, constantly flashing in front of my eyes, all kinds of the past, everything that has been in the past is constantly emerging in my mind. My life is so short, and how helpless, it seems that fate has been pushing me forward, I try to change, this fate manipulated by others, but in the end it is still powerless.
Hopefully, in the next life, I will be able to decide my own destiny.
"Stop! I promise you! At the last moment, he finally spoke up.
He still didn't want me to die after all.
I immediately stopped the hairpin in my hand, opened my eyes, gasped for breath, and my heart fluttered and jumped, but the hairpin in my hand still did not let go, I was afraid that he would just let me put down the hairpin, so he would say this.
He looked at me and muttered, "You won!" You win! He seemed to have a very difficult decision, frowning and looking very painful, "Okay, I promise you that I won't touch you again today!" You put it down! ”
"I won't let it go until you get out of here!" At this moment, I dare not let go, if I do, what awaits me is what I can't bear.
"You ......" He was enraged by me again, but this time he didn't say anything, didn't do anything, just stood there and looked at me hatefully but helplessly.
I know that his tolerance for me has reached the limit, if it were someone else, he would have been locked up in the cold palace a long time ago, or he would have died a long time ago, and if it was the previous Xiao Yuezi, I am afraid that he would have been ordered to be executed.
Maybe he's right, a noble identity really works.
But this identity will also be like a shackle, trapping you, and you will not be free from now on.
He just stood there looking at me, without saying a word, without leaving. My hand holding the hairpin was so sore that I couldn't hold it anymore, even if it was so light.
Just as I was about to break down, he took one last look at me, turned away, and never said a word.
I collapsed on the bed as if I had survived the battlefield, covered in sweat and collapsed in bed. I just lay down on the bed, not feeling cold, not feeling pain. The whole person was in a mess, as if he had just woken up from a dream, and his expression was in a trance.
Jin Se and Yaoqin walked in from outside, and when they saw my miserable situation, they were startled, "County Lord, you ...... How...... How...... Finish? ”
I looked at them and said weakly, "You go out, don't disturb me, I want to be quiet!" ”
"County Lord, shall we serve you to sleep?"
"Get out!"
They didn't dare to say anything more when they saw that I didn't look good, so they gently covered me with the quilt, and the two of them walked out step by step, their eyes full of worry.