Chapter 57: She's Not She

"There is a small kitchen in the yard, if the girl wants to eat something, she can order it in advance, but the prince has specially instructed that the girl must not be wronged." Jin Se smiled while removing the hairpin from her head and pulling down her long black and silky hair.

Ruan Xuan'er was stunned for a moment, blinked her eyes a little dazedly, and after a while, she smiled softly at the girl in the mirror and did not speak.

"Then the girl should rest first! The maid will go down first, and the prince will come over to accompany the girl for dinner later! The girl's voice was crisp and clear, with an innocent vitality in it, which made people feel very comfortable to listen to, but what she said made Ruan Xuan'er's face stiffen slightly, and when she raised her head, the girl had already bowed out of the door and gently closed the door of the room.

Ruan Xuan'er sat in front of the mirror and was distracted, the room was very spacious, the layout was not particularly luxurious, but it was comfortable and elegant, the table was burning incense, and the lingering aroma filled the whole room, making people feel like a dream.

After sitting for a while, she suddenly pulled the corners of her lips slightly at herself in the mirror, and said silently: "Ruan Xuan'er, you can't be weak, you can't retreat, don't forget your hatred, don't forget your promise to him......"

She got up and walked slowly to the carved bed, and stood in front of it for a while, the expression on her face changing uncertainly, and finally only resoluteness remained.

The bed is covered with thick soft cotton wool, it is very comfortable and warm to lie on, and there is a soft and dream-like gauze tent hanging in front of the bed, these are all the most familiar to my sister, right? The dull pain in Ruan Xuan'er's heart became more and more obvious, and the past and tangled present kept pouring out in her mind like a horse, making her sleepy, and when she finally looked at her eyes in a daze, she suddenly woke up.

Qin Mosong really came over at dinner.

When he came, Ruan Xuan'er hadn't been up for long, although she hadn't fallen asleep, she didn't really want to move, so she lay on the bed for a long time, until all her pain and emotions became numb.

Yaoqin called her softly at the door, and she suddenly came back to her senses.

As Yaoqin pushed the door in, the soft light outside the door shone in, making her feel as if there were two worlds inside and outside the house.

"My father ......" When Yaoqin was grooming her, she hesitated for a moment, but she couldn't help but ask.

"Don't worry, Master Ruan, he is very good, Steward Song specially arranged two maids and two mothers for Master Ruan to serve him! I just returned it to the doctor. Yaoqin didn't stop moving her hands when she spoke, and quickly helped her tie her hair in a bun, and quickly picked out beads and flowers from the makeup on the table and put them on for her, and then checked them in the mirror, and then asked with a satisfied smile: "Does the girl like it?" ”

Ruan Xuan'er glanced at herself in the glasses, smiled reluctantly, and said softly: "Thank you for your hard work!" ”

"These are what the maid should do, the girl doesn't have to be polite to the maid, if there is anything you don't like, the girl just say it, and the maid will help the girl change it first." Yaoqin's attitude and tone when she spoke were very respectful, and she was not contemptuous because of her identity.

"Hmmm! It's all good. She still felt a little uncomfortable, and there was some discomfort in her eyes when she spoke.

Yaoqin smiled and began to clean up the things on the table.

Ruan Xuan'er got up and was about to go for a walk in the courtyard when Jin Se came in.

"Girl, the prince is coming over soon, girl, get ready." Jin Se first bowed, and then said to her.

Ruan Xuan'er paused, looked at Jin Se, there was some not obvious panic in her eyes, the corners of her lips moved, and her voice was as thin as a mosquito: "Hmm! ”

Qin Mosong strode towards Qinfang Courtyard, and saw Ruan Xuan'er waiting at the gate of the courtyard accompanied by Xu's mother and two maids from a distance.

She was wearing a light purple dress he had personally selected today, with a slightly darker embroidered belt of the same color around her waist, and her already graceful figure looked more and more beautiful and moving, with long hair half-curled, embellished with simple and delicate hair accessories, which made her face more delicate and charming.

These were her favorite outfits, and at this moment it seemed to go back to three or four years ago, back to the days when she leaned on the door and waited here every day.

He quickened his pace even more, and when he arrived at the gate of the courtyard, he didn't wait for her to bow down, and stretched out his hand to lead her: "Have you waited for a long time?" ”

His voice was soft, even with a hint of excitement, and his eyes were even deeper, and he looked at her with tenderness.

Ruan Xuan'er's heart twitched uncontrollably, feeling that she was disgusted by his eyes, which made her almost break free of her hand, she hurriedly lowered her head, hid the dark look in her eyes, struggled slightly, and her voice was soft and panicked: "Your Highness!" ”

Qin Mosong held her hand tightly, he stretched out his other hand to pick up her chin, forcing her to look at him, the panic in her eyes made him a little disappointed.

She's not her! The way she looked at him was never panicked, and when she looked at him, she was joyful and bold. There is always a hint of playfulness in her voice, and she speaks the most daring words. She would shake her hand and coquettish with him, begging him for mercy, but she would never avoid him.

But the contradiction of her flustered and having to give in seemed to please him in a different way, and at the same time he was disappointed and had a sense of excitement and pleasure that wanted to possess her even more.

He looked at her, his eyes looked very focused, but the focused eyes didn't seem to be looking at her, her hanging hand clutched the hem of her skirt tightly, she tried to make herself look panicked, desperately trying to suppress some emotions in her heart that might have made her lose control.

"Let's go!" He raised his lips and whispered, finally withdrawing his gaze and leading her inside.

"Are you still used to it?" He turned his head to ask her as he walked inside, the beams of light jumping in his eyes that pierced her eyes.

"Hmm!" Her eyes flashed, and she whispered, just the right way to express her uncomfortable and uneasy feelings that she didn't dare to show.

He glanced at her, and then looked at the familiar courtyard, which had been deserted for a long time, and had not set foot in it since she had left, and seemed to have forgotten it completely. However, the moment he saw her in the restaurant that day, he remembered this small courtyard.

"You can stay here in peace, and as long as you don't want to, no one will come and disturb you." He led her to sit down at the table, rested her hand on his knee, kneaded and rubbed it, and looked at her with undeniable certainty in his eyes: "If you feel bored, you can also let Mother Xu accompany you around the mansion, remember, there is no place in this mansion that you can't go." ”