Chapter 85: Gains and Losses
Gu Yang felt that he was very unlucky, especially unlucky! First fell in love at first sight, and finally met a beautiful man she liked, and she was about to be happy with a beautiful man, but who knew that those bloody stories of love at eight o'clock began to happen, and her sweetheart lost her memory.
What made her even more depressed was that Zhu Yunze remembered that Song Yu, a childhood sweetheart, couldn't remember her Gu Yang. If it weren't for Zhu Yunze sacrificing his life to save him, Gu Yang really didn't think that Zhu Yunze liked him, otherwise, why did he forget her?
It's just that now that things have happened, it's useless for him or her to think more. Gu Yang has never been a person who feels sorry for herself, and she will break through one thing, no matter how difficult it is ahead. Typical if you don't go to the Yellow River, you won't die, you won't hit the south wall and you won't look back.
But now she finally made up her mind to confess to her sweetheart, but who knew that Zhu Yunze, a big bastard, was actually such a hard-hearted man? She is such a charming beauty who said that she liked it, but he didn't have a special reaction, and what made Gu Yang even more angry was that she actually kicked her out, and it was still on this rainstorm day.
"I wish Yun Ze, you big bastard!" Unable to bear it, Gu Yang finally couldn't help but scold fiercely. I don't know if it's because of the rainy day, his mood has become extremely bad like this weather.
Even...... There are even some grievances.
Is Zhu Yunze really so ruthless? Do you really care about her? It was raining so hard, she couldn't call a car at all, and she didn't bring an umbrella, would Zhu Yunze let her be drenched in this downpour?
Gu Yang stood downstairs for a long time, and Zhu Yunze never came down. She looked up and found exactly where Zhu Yunze's home was.
It was brightly lit.
Standing for a while, Gu Yang was a little cold. Just went back empty-handed and got nothing, and she felt unwilling. After thinking about it, Gu Yang took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Zhu Yunze.
[It's raining heavily, I don't have an umbrella, I can't get a car, it's so cold.] 】
Gu Yang didn't directly ask Zhu Yunze to come down, or her to go up. However, as long as everyone can see the subtext of this sentence, let alone Zhu Yunze, a boy with a high IQ.
However, Zhu Yunze seems to be really an elm head.
Gu Yang waited for a while, and Zhu Yunze finally replied to her text message.
[Oh, then be careful on the road. 】
Gu Yang: "......"
Why is this man like this? Did he really not understand, or did he deliberately pretend not to understand? In Gu Yang's opinion, a person as smart as Zhu Yunze would definitely not understand what she meant. So, then Zhu Yunze deliberately pretended not to understand.
Gu Yang thought that Zhu Yunze didn't answer her question directly just now, nor did he give her a definite answer. So, could it be because he didn't want to reject her face-to-face, so ...... Just now he was tactfully letting her retreat?
Thinking that there might be this reason, Gu Yang's heart hurt a little.
Although she told herself that Zhu Yunze had amnesia, he couldn't remember the previous things clearly, even if he liked her before, but he had forgotten now. Moreover, he forgot it to save her, so she can't be willful, she has to understand him.
However, it is one thing to know, and quite another to accept.
Love came unexpectedly, and before Gu Yang had time to experience the sweetness brought by love, he began to experience the uneasiness, apprehension, and fear that accompanied love.
The person she fell in love with first was always in a passive position, and every move of the person she loved would make her have infinite reverie.
There are good and bad.
And precisely, what Gu Yang is thinking about now is not good.
Since Zhu Yunze lost his memory, Gu Yang would think from time to time, is it still possible for her and Zhu Yunze?
And when she clearly told Zhu Yunze about her feelings, would Zhu Yunze be touched in the slightest?
I didn't know before, but now she kind of understands.
Maybe it was touching, but it wasn't the kind she thought.
Zhu Yunze may feel guilty about him, because he forgot her, and it is definitely not the kind she thinks in her heart, and he has no feelings for her.
Zeqi said that the memory is gone, but there is still instinct. And now, Zhu Yunze has forgotten her, and he has no instinct for her.
Gu Yang actually didn't want to think like this, after all, this was not in line with her character, this kind of thinking was too frustrating. She made up her mind to chase Zhu Yunze back.
But, for some reason, her heart was sullen and uncomfortable.
Standing here and waiting for someone like this is really not her style like Gu Yang.
She endured it and finally didn't hold back, raised her head, and yelled in the direction of Zhu Yunze's home-
"Zhu Yunze, you come down for me!"
The sound was so loud that the trees next to it couldn't help but float down a few leaves. However, there was no response from those who were supposed to respond.
"Zhu Yunze!"
She screamed again.
Until the voice disappeared in the wind and rain, she still did not hear the voice that belonged to the man alone.
Gu Yang snorted, couldn't help but squat down, and sighed deeply.
It seems that Zhu Yunze really doesn't feel sorry for her at all.
Realizing this fact, Gu Yang stayed in place for a while, and finally evoked a bitter smile.
That's it, since that man doesn't care about her anymore and doesn't want to see her anymore, then she stays here just to humiliate herself.
She is Gu Yang, the flower of a big kaolin, and the iceberg beauty that countless people envy. She was born arrogant, she had already been willful, and now, she didn't need to consume her self-esteem here.
Thinking of this, Gu Yang stood up straight, and finally took a deep look at Zhu Yunze's home, and finally turned around and walked towards the wind and rain without looking back.
No one should see that the moment she turned around, droplets of water passed through the corners of her eyes, along the white side of her face, and fell to the ground, mixed with the rain.
What does it matter if it's tears or rain?
She is Gu Yang, she can bow her head for the person she likes, but she has her own pride and dignity.
The rain fell on his body and seeped into his thin clothes, and it was cold and cold. It's like the heart in her chest, beating so vividly and so lonely.
Gu Yang quickly adjusted her emotions, as if the weakness just now did not exist, she sniffed, her face was expressionless, and at that moment, she became the iceberg beauty high above again.
Now that the rain is too strong, she can't take a taxi, so it's best to find a place where she can shelter from the rain and wait for the rain to stop before leaving.
Gu Yang thought in her heart, and was about to run faster, when suddenly a black shadow appeared in front of her, Gu Yang suddenly raised her head, and saw a blue umbrella, blocking all the wind and rain for her.