Getting off the high-speed rail station and taking the subway to the vicinity of the community made Ren Suo feel a sense of homecoming after a long time.

Amazingly, this was probably the first time in two years that he had gone home in the usual way.

The first time he went home this year, he was transferred from Lianjiang City to Baiyun City in an ambulance, completely unconscious.

The second time I went home, I was sitting in Qiao Muyi's car, like a little white face who was raised and was harassed by the female driver many times, and I was petting the cat and staring at Qiao Muyi along the way, where do I still want to get home?

The third time I went home, it was now, I honestly took public transportation, enjoyed the convenience of urban facilities, the speeding high-speed rail, the security check of the subway, the slightly crowded flow of people, and the slightly swaying carriage, so that Ren Suo tasted the joy of 'waiting'.

One of the reasons why Ren Suo doesn't like to travel is that he doesn't like to spend time on transportation. Ren Suo, who has had a slight symptom of motion sickness since he was a child, has experienced many emergencies of being swayed by the bus during spring and autumn outings, and he has become more and more resistant to going out, after all, not everywhere has a subway.

And even if he can take a taxi, Ren Suo still has to talk to people with different accents before arriving at the destination, watching the unfamiliar map move, which undoubtedly makes Ren Suo feel very troublesome.

But going home is different.

Returning home is to return to a familiar place from an unfamiliar place, planning a route without a map, the expected queues, the accustomed announcements, and even the sound of chatting is full of familiar swear words...... It gives you a sense of security.

However, when Ren Suo and his sister were changing the subway line, his sister suddenly stopped him.

"Can you ...... Go home? ”

Ren Suo was stunned for a moment: "We are going home." ”

"I mean, go back to Lianjiang," Ren Xingmei said with a hint of pleading in her voice: "I'll call my mother to explain later, can I go see them again after a while?" We don't need to be in such a hurry. ”

is getting closer and closer to the familiar home, but Ren Xingmei is getting more and more scared.

She thought she was strong enough to take on anything, she thought she was ready to be a moth to a fire, she thought she was determined in junior high school to shatter all gossip.

However, no.

Moths fight fires because there is nothing in the darkness, so even the slightest glimmer of light is willing to burn the whole world just to warm itself.

But Ren Xingmei's world is not dark, she was born to be guarded by the warm sun and taken care of by the mischievous moon.

If Dong Chengling knew her sincerity and Qiao Muyi guessed her wrong love, it only made Ren Xingmei a little embarrassed, then facing her parents, Ren Xingmei doubted that she would collapse her mind.

Ren Xingmei loves her parents more than anyone else, no matter in terms of deeds, Ren Suo is not as good as her - 60% of the elopement fund prepared by Ren Xingmei is a pension for her parents, which is enough for them to travel around the world at the highest standard before their blood pressure is too high to get on the plane, and if they are still unsatisfied, they can even come back a few more times.

She has made a plan for several years in great detail, how to tell her parents when the time comes, what to do if she breaks up, how often to prepare a heart-saving pill, and how often to return home after elopement......

However, now that Ren Suo hasn't even given a reply, Ren Xingmei doesn't even dare to see her parents.

She was afraid that Ren Suo would give an answer that she didn't want to hear, but she was even more afraid that Ren Suo would give an answer that would disappoint her parents.

Ren Xingmei, who has always hated escape and believes that a happy future depends on his hands, subconsciously wants to pull Ren Suo back to Lianjiang to escape from reality.

In fact, as long as they don't say it, their parents don't know anything; Even if Ren Suo didn't give an answer, Ren Xingmei felt that it didn't matter.

If the status quo can be maintained, it would be great for Ren Xingmei.

Perhaps, Ren Xingmei has been avoiding from the beginning: save enough money to start again, think about it again when you go to college, and make a move after graduation...... dragged and dragged it, and then Dong Chengling Qiao Mu Yi Gu Yueyan came out one by one.

She could only watch everything happen, and use Ah Q's spiritual method to draw circles and curse them for hating their brother.

She had the most intimate relationship with Ren Suo from the beginning, which is why she was so hesitant and hesitant, like a child with a perfect cake, who wanted to taste the deliciousness but didn't want to spoil the perfect appearance, and of course, the most important thing was that she didn't expect someone to share the cake.

Last night, when others discussed the question of 'who comes first, who comes last', Ren Xingmei was a little disdainful and a little superior-she is Ren Suo's only childhood sweetheart, and when they play with mud together, you must not be so naïve!

Therefore, Ren Xingmei would rather Ren Suo not reply to her, and she would not want their family relationship to change drastically now.

She also now finds herself deceived by Lori Fes, who says things like 'why don't you delay him' or 'Are you willing' to encourage her, but Lori Face is not like her at all-

First, Lorefis and Los are not brothers and sisters!

Second, Lori Face is an orphan!

She envied Lori Fes, but she couldn't be Lori Fes.

Feeling the fear in his sister's voice, Ren Suo exhaled, took her hand and smiled: "Don't worry, it'll be fine, has your brother lied to you?" ”

With your IQ, you can't fool me!

Ren Xingmei didn't even have the heart to complain, and was led into the subway by Ren Suo like a puppy.

Ren Suo didn't let go of her, as if he was afraid that this sister would escape and slip back to Lianjiang, and played with his mobile phone while holding him.

When there was still one station left from home, Ren Xingmei suddenly tried to break away from Ren Suo's palm, and Ren Suo subconsciously increased his strength. He is now a fourth-turn monk, and the physique enhancement after the cyclone's promotion has gradually shown, and with his physique, he can easily suppress his sister, a second-turn monk.

He saw his sister anxiously looking at the door, and when he stood up, he saw a girl standing behind them.

"Little Star!" The girl greeted, "Long time no see, I heard that you went to Tianlian Academy?" Ay? Bringing your boyfriend home? ”

Ren Xingmei: "He's my brother." ”

The girl looked at Ren Suo's eyes and little stars appeared: "Oh...... Wait, speaking of your brother Xiaoxing, isn't it the Holy Fist that ranks at the top of the Third Turn Monk Rankings......"

"That's right, that person is me, Ren Suo, the Heaven Repairer!" Ren Suo said confidently.

The girl was stunned for a moment, and all the little stars in her eyes were shattered. After a few words of greeting Ren Xingmei, she consciously walked to the other side and did not disturb them anymore.

After the acquaintance left, Ren Xingmei complained: "Why didn't you let go of my hand just now?" ”

"Why let go?"

"Avoid suspicion! It's not good to be seen, but fortunately, that is my high school classmate, and he usually has a tight mouth, so he shouldn't talk nonsense. ”

Ren Suo scratched his head: "But you don't call this to avoid suspicion, right?" To avoid suspicion is to do right, stand up straight, have a clear conscience, you look like you have a guilty conscience......"

Ren Xingmei's face turned red and asked rhetorically, "What about you?" ”

"Me?"

Without waiting for Ren Suo to answer, the subway arrived, and it was the closest subway station to their hometown community.

Ren Xingmei exhaled softly, waiting for Ren Suo to pull her home. However, until the screen door closed, Ren Suo didn't lead her away.

Noticing his sister's puzzled eyes, Ren Suo smiled and said, "Before you go home for dinner, accompany me to a place first." ”

After two stops, Ren Suo came out with his sister. Without looking at the signs and maps, Ren Suo took his sister to leave with Exit F.

As soon as she left the station, Ren Xingmei turned her head and saw several familiar white buildings: "The Second Southern Hospital? ”

The Second Affiliated Hospital of Southern Medical University, the hospital where Ren Suo lived when he was in a coma, is also the hospital where Ren Xingmei lived for the longest time.

Ren Suo dragged his sister to the atrium of the hospital, although there was no flower garden fountain in the TV drama hospital, there were also a few grassy plants and a few benches.

Patients come to the atrium when they have time, after all, the grass is green and looks very comfortable, without any trash or trampling marks – in the hospital garden, the warning slogan "Today you step on my head, tomorrow I will grow on your grave" is particularly powerful.

Ren Suo pulled his sister to sit down, looked at the crowded aisles and familiar buildings, and suddenly pointed to the road next to the creek not far away and said, "It wasn't a cobblestone road before, right?" ”

"Not only is it not a cobblestone road, but there is no creek." Ren Xingmei said: "I don't know where it attracted the living water. ”

"I don't know if that chubby head nurse is still there."

"It's been more than ten years, and I remember that the head nurse was not young before, and if she was still there, it would seem even worse."

"Perhaps, a handsome doctor who used to give me candy in the past, now his bald photos are hung in the column of the chief physician at the door, the years are really a pig-killing knife."

Talking about the hospital, Ren Suo and his sister opened up their chatterbox, from doctors and nurses to architectural styles, people who don't know heard their conversation, maybe they thought that the two of them were interns who didn't wear white coats.

Chatting and chatting, Ren Suo suddenly held his forehead and sighed: "This hospital actually occupies such a large share of memories in my childhood......

Ren Xingmei smiled: "After all, you used to accompany me in the hospital." ”

"It's not just the hospital," Ren Suo raised his head, looked at the white clouds above his head and said, "There are also communities, homes, squares, shopping malls...... When we were kids, we almost all acted together, with me in your memories and you in my memories. ”

Ren Suo said seriously: "I have always had very few friends, so I have always been glad that I have a sister like you." ”

Ren Xingmei seemed to sense something, closed her lips tightly, and listened to Ren Suo's judgment on her.

"It's very troublesome to meet new people, introduce yourself, run in the three views, but unintentionally still hurt others, or be hurt by others...... So Xingmei, you are the most special existence for me. ”

"The adventure Tigers I watched with a fan in the summer, the fun games I spent playing with you in the hospital, the happiness of the bear children I enjoyed by lighting firecrackers during the Spring Festival, and many, many more, everything, you are involved in it."

"In my past life, I ate with you, played with you, drank with you, and enjoyed with you...... Hoshimi, you make up my life. If it weren't for you, I'd have had to make friends with loneliness. ”

Ren Suo turned his head to look at her sideways and said, "And for you, I am equivalent to a similar existence. ”

"So, you have some kind of delusion, some kind of false love. Crush is the easiest to move yourself and hypnotize your mood, and the world in your eyes will put on a thick filter, making you mistakenly think that it is true. ”

Ren Xingmei: "I ......"

"Because if you've been in love with someone for a long time, it's equivalent to tying someone to your past. If you regret who you liked before, isn't it just a denial of all your previous time? ”

Ren Xingmei bit her lip and stared at Ren Suo without saying a word.

"I spent ten years brewing a jar of daughter red, but I was already drunk with flesh and blood."

Ren Suo said softly, "Should all seeds blossom and bear fruit?" Is it the best fate for those seeds that fall into the saline-alkali ground, miraculously bear bitter fruits, and bloom into the flowers of evil fate, that they do not germinate from the beginning? ”

"Are you afraid of being seen by your classmates, afraid of confessing to your parents, can you bear these reproaches and gossip that haven't happened yet?"

A mist appeared in Ren Xingmei's eyes, and she suddenly understood Gu Yueyan's mood a little, but she was not as good as Gu Yueyan at all - the seeds that germinated later still had room for competition, but the seeds that grew in the wrong place only had the fate of being uprooted.

"No, you can't take it."

Ren Suo looked at his phone, took her hand and said, "Let's go, it's time to go home for dinner." ”

Ren Xingmei nodded silently, she was suddenly not afraid.

It's so strange that if you turn in your summer homework halfway through, you will be so worried at night that you can't sleep because you wonder if the teacher will find out and punish you. But if you just hand in the blank homework, it will be reassuring to expect the worst - the horror of the unknown is far better than the tragedy.

Nervous and afraid, because there is always something in your heart, there is something to worry about, and it makes you feel that there may be a surprise in the next second.

Tragedy is not frightening, and it is the surprise that does not belong to you that makes people suffer from gains and losses.

It's like a favorite TV series might have a sequel.

But now that the sequel has been shot, she naturally let go of all expectations, mentally prepared, and drew an end to this story that was not interesting and even disliked by everyone.

When she returned to the community, Ren Xingmei saw Ren's mother who was shopping for vegetables in front of her, so she directly broke free from Ren Suo's hand, trotted all the way over to help her mother carry the vegetable basket, and naturally switched to the character of a good girl.

Ren's mother was so angry when she saw Ren Suo: "Look at you, you don't know how to take the initiative to come over and help get things!" Are you a lazy pig? ”

Ren Suo, who was too lazy to take things, nodded: "I'm a lazy pig." ”

"Are you a pig? You're not even as good as a pig, you can't even arch a cabbage! Speaking of this, Ren's mother got angry, snorted coldly, and went home with her good daughter.

Ren Suo scratched his head blankly, thinking to himself that he was just asking his mother to cook some food, as for being so angry?

After going home for a while, Ren's father also rode his bicycle home. When he saw Ren Suo, his eyes lit up, and he came over and patted Ren Suo on the shoulder, and said, "Wait a minute, let's have a drink." ”

Ren Suo: "I don't drink alcohol......"

"When you are sad, you should use your sorrow to dispel your sorrow." Ren's father, who was full of joy written on his face, said:

"If you don't drink, then let's not drink white first. When I passed by the commissary, I asked them to bring a belt of beer, and wait for the two of them to drink slowly, your father has no class in the afternoon. ”

One of you skips class, the other skips class, this life is too enjoyable, right?

Waiting for Ren's mother to prepare a sumptuous meal and serve it, Ren's father poured Ren Suo a full glass of beer, and said in an encouraging tone: "Don't worry, son, although you have taken the wrong path, it is a big deal to start all over again, you are still young!" ”

Although I was very unhappy, but it was my own son, Ren's mother reluctantly encouraged: "You have to be a human being in the future, your parents can't help you, and you can only rely on yourself for a happy life." ”

Ren Suo was stunned by what they said, and asked, "Have you all guessed it?" ”

Ren's father, who looked loving, and Ren's mother, who sighed, nodded, and Ren's mother said: "You are my son, I know that you raise your ass to shit and pee, where can you hide it from me?" Say it so everyone is comfortable. ”

Ren Xingmei looked at them with some doubts, she always felt that her brother and parents were not on the same channel.

Ren Suo thought that this was also true, so he asked, "Then you have to answer me a question first." ”

Ren's father: "Lin Xianyu." ”

Ren's mother: "I can't choose." ”

Ren Suo didn't bother to pay attention to which channel their thoughts jumped to, and asked directly: "Are Xingmei and I brothers and sisters?" ”

Ren Xingmei was stunned for a moment, looked at Ren Suo in amazement, and then looked at her parents.

"Huh? Well, of course...... Well? ”

Ren's father and Ren's mother's expressions changed in an instant, but they were both old fritters who had been in the world for a long time, Ren's mother put down her chopsticks, barely calmed down and smiled: "How do you ask this kind of question?" Of course it's dear. ”

"I don't believe it," Ren Suo said directly, "It's useless for you to lie to me, I just need to take a little bit of my sister and your hair to test the DNA, then I will know the result-"

said that it was too late, Ren's mother suddenly pulled out a beer bottle, and was about to smash the table to demonstrate, but was stopped by Ren's father, who was quick-eyed: "Calm down, these dishes are all made by you!" ”

Ren's mother gasped heavily, thinking that it took her a lot of effort to fill the table with dishes, so she slowly put down the beer bottle, stared at Ren Suo and said, "If you dare to do any DNA test, then you won't go back to this home for the rest of your life." ”

Ren's father also said: "Whether you are brothers and sisters or not, but you are all our children. Suo Zai, your mom is serious, she doesn't want our relationship to deteriorate because of a bullshit useless DNA report. ”

Ren Suo said: "I understand, if it were me, I would do the same, adopt a child, of course, the best thing to do is not to let her doubt her background, let her grow up happily, after all, children with both parents can avoid a lot of bullying in childhood." The information of the original parents must also give way before the child grows up. ”

"But now that we're all grown up, don't we really even have the right to know?"

Although he said so, Ren Suo was very sure that his sister should be adopted, after all, the parents who appeared in his sister's childhood memories were not at all like Ren's father and mother.

However, there is another possibility, which is that he was also adopted. On a dark and windy night, when Ren's mother went to charge the phone bill, she suddenly ......

Ren Ma squinted her eyes at them and said, "You don't have it yet." ”

"When will there be?"

"Let's wait until you both get married and start a family." Ren Ma said: "Only when you are all happy and no longer haunted by the phantoms of the past, I will let you know the truth." ”

Ren Suo and Ren Xingmei glanced at each other, and Ren Xingmei nodded.

She is already very happy with the result!

Ren Suo and her are not brothers and sisters!

Although Ren Xingmei knew that this was meaningless, at most, there were fewer moral flaws and less scruples when reproducing, but it didn't help the relationship between the two of them.

Ren Suo thinks that her feelings are illusory bound by the past, a secret love that cannot be tested, and a flower of evil fate that should not bloom, so Ren Xingmei has no way.

Lori Face has a saying that is very true, wishful thinking, then you have to be willing to gamble and lose.

Ren Suo exhaled: "It's nothing, I just want to make sure about this matter." Anyway, you're all my parents. ”

"I came back to tell you something else."

It's coming, it's coming!

Ren's mother and father, who were in a bad mood by this little episode, recovered in an instant.

Ren's father didn't need to mention it, his face was full of expectation, just waiting for Ren Suo to tell the news that he had been dumped, and then comforted him fiercely as a father, guided him, and hinted that he should pursue true happiness.

Ren's mother refuses to admit defeat, she can continue to pursue after being dumped! As a human being, you must not give up hope, maybe someone will be blind again? She wants to encourage her son, the lazy pig, to attack again, why don't you have to arch a cabbage for her!

Facing the expectant eyes of his parents, Ren Suo coughed, and in his sister's stunned sight, he took her hand and raised it high, and said:

"Dad, Mom, I like Xingmei."

Ren's father and mother blinked, as if they felt that they had heard something wrong.

"When I was a child, I liked Xingmei because I felt that she was my best friend and a sister who had to be protected."

"I liked Hoshimi when I was a teenager because she was my purest first love, just like the game."

"I like Xingmei now, because I hope that she who accompanied me in the first half of my life can continue to accompany me in the second half of my life."

"Brother......" Ren Xingmei couldn't help but snort softly.

Ren Suo turned his head and looked at her and blinked: "The seeds that fall into the saline-alkali land should not blossom and bear fruit, but it is not the seeds that should be blamed, but the saline-alkali land." ”

"Xingmei, I grew up with you as a childhood sweetheart, I have your illusions, your wrong love, I have them."

"You've been a gamer since I was a kid, and I used to hone my gaming skills, but do you really just want to play games? Yes, but more than that, just trying to find a reason to play with you. ”

Ren Xingmei muttered: "It turns out that your level has already been honed......

Ren Suo's face darkened, and he immediately sneered and said, "Our past has long been firmly bound and inseparable. ”

"I'm not touched by you, nor do I see one and love another, but ...... Suddenly there was a new idea. ”

"You and I tried all the ways to save Zhao Ling'er, practiced sniping hard in order to win the gun god in the next class, and helped our parents do housework together in order to buy games...... You are the one who makes me who I am today. ”

"There's nothing wrong with being tied up in the past, and it's because of the good past that we have expectations for the future.

"I also want to play more games with you, witness the development of games, play VR games of virtual reality together, and welcome the holographic era of intubation in the back of the head together......"

"I can't have a future without you."

"And ......" Ren Suo turned his head sideways, his eyes drifted, and his tone drifted: "Don't worry about having more debts......"

Ren Xingmei stupidly listened to Ren Suo's messy confession, and after sorting it out, she suddenly smiled and said, "You like me, you just want me to help you play games?" ”

"Can't you?"

"How can there be a brother like you......"

"Because of a sister like you."

Ren Xingmei blinked, her eyes flashed with moonlight, and she said softly: "Alas, who told you to play the game so badly, I really can't even watch it, then ......"

"The little girl is not talented, and she is willing to agree to your lifelong request to form a team. No matter what the accusations or gossip is, I'm just-"

Ren Suo shook his head: "No, as a saline-alkali land that blooms with the flowers of evil, I have long been conscious." I'll settle all the blame—"

Syllable!

When the two of them were chatting, Ren's father and mother did not drop the line.

They silently put the food on the table to a safe place behind them, and then placed a dozen beer bottles on the table. Hearing Ren Suo's words, Ren's mother picked up two beer bottles and saw that they were about to smash them - one of the advantages of her son becoming a monk is that he can fight without leaving his hands and can use any tool.

At this time, Ren's father stopped her again: "Wait, son, let me ask you, what are you going to do with the other girls?" ”

"Of course I can't let them down, and I'm not a scumbag." Ren Suo said as a matter of course.

Ren's father, who didn't know if the word 'disappointed' was used like this for a while, was silent, and he said to Ren's mother: "You wait, I'll go and pull down the curtains, and the ugliness of the family can't be publicized." ”

Ren Suo's eyebrows jumped wildly when he saw it, and he quickly stood up and said, "Wait, let's calm down and discuss, okay?" Mom, you put down the beer bottle first! ”

Ren Ma gritted her teeth and said word by word: "Lying, groove, Ni, Ma!" ”

Mom is already mad.

Ren Suo swallowed his saliva, pulled his sister back and said, "Didn't you say that you had already guessed my intention?" Didn't you know that I cocked my ass and shit and peed? Why are you still so angry! ”

"How could I have guessed that you, a thing, actually want to arch your own tender cabbage? You cock my ass! I don't bully you either, I hit you ten times when I was a child, and I hit ten times now! ”