Chapter 375 - I won't let you go

His face sank, he grabbed my wrist and looked into my eyes, and there seemed to be a flash of anger in his eyes, "You...... Want to get out of the palace? ”

My heart sank as I looked at his face, but I nodded slightly.

He suddenly laughed, "Didn't you say you wanted to be the queen that day?" Why do you still want to leave the palace? ”

"I ...... I ......," I had to tell the truth, "I said that on purpose that day, just to make the emperor angry so that he could let me out of the palace!" ”

The smile on his face disappeared little by little, and his face turned cold, "You just want to leave the palace like that?" ”

I knew he was by me now, but I nodded solemnly with what little hope I had left.

My words seemed to infuriate him completely, and he grabbed my wrist hard and said through gritted teeth, "Impossible! I won't let you go! ”

One sentence shattered all my illusions.

I was still so naΓ―ve that I almost believed him.

I reluctantly asked, "Why?" Didn't you just say ......"

He interrupted me unceremoniously, "Aren't you listening to me, that's what I said." This time I am determined to keep you by my side, and I will never let you go again, and I will never let anyone hurt you again! ”

I was furious and struggled hard to break free from his grip on me, but his hand squeezed tighter, and a pain came from my wrist, and it seemed as if my hand bones were about to be broken by him.

The pain in my wrist and the anger in my heart made me lose my mind, and I glared at him angrily and asked, "Why are you doing this to me!" Do you think of me for something, a thing? ”

Why do this to me? I'm a woman, I can't decide my own fate, but I'm also a person, I also have dignity, I have feelings, I have my own ideas, I also have my own pursuits, why treat me as an emotionless chess piece, why use me as a tool to use, why don't you ask me if I'd like to!

I know that the person in front of me can easily decide my life and death. But I don't want to just accept my fate, and I don't want to be at the mercy of others.

"Why?" He looked at me, his eyes were bloodshot, and he said word by word: "Because I like you and want you!" ”

My ears buzzed and my brain went blank.

What did he say?

I struggled to look up at him, and saw the flame of affection in his eyes, and I was in a trance.

No way, no way, I must have read it wrong.

Seeing the irresistible strength and domineering on his face, I was at a loss for a while.

No, you can't be fooled by him, he doesn't really like me, he said it on purpose, his purpose is to make me fall in love with him, so that he can easily defeat the person he wants to defeat.

No, I can't take his word for it, and I can't let myself fall. If I fall, I will be imprisoned in this deep palace for the rest of my life, and I will never be able to get out again.

Before I could recover from the panic, confusion, and confusion, he looked at me, his expression was extremely gentle, and said softly: "At that time, I didn't know what I thought about you, but I just thought that you were different from the women in the palace. When I let you go, although I was a little reluctant in my heart, I still let you go. But when I really lost you, I realized that I was so reluctant to let you go, and missed you so much. I have never felt that this palace is so boring and so dull before, but after you left, I felt that the days in the palace were so boring and boring. It's been a long time since you've been there......"

His gaze was so soft that it seemed to melt me into his gentle eyes. But I felt scared, even frightened, and I just felt like I was about to lose my breath. I struggled again, trying to pull my hand out of his hand to escape from this suffocating place.

Not only did my behavior not break free from his restraint, but instead angered him, the gentleness of his face slowly faded, and the anger on his face accumulated little by little. He stepped forward and stood face to face with me, only a fist between us, his breath ringing in my ears like a dense and rapid hail falling on my heart, upsetting. His breath was on my face, like a spring breeze on the plain, so soft, so sultry, so heart-wrenching.

He whispered in my ear, "I want to run again!" I won't let you run away again this time! ”

"Don't talk about it! I...... I...... You let go of me! "I was terrified, and his words were like a series of intense attacks, attacking my fragile heart, and I felt as uncomfortable as if I would be fried in a pan of oil and burned in a sea of fire. I really can't tell if he did it on purpose or if he meant it.

My intellect told me not to believe him, he was deliberately saying this, deliberately moving me, trying this way to trap me so that I would not leave again, and he could achieve what he wanted to achieve.

But there is still a place in my heart that is not under my control, she is moved, even feels a little sad, and even thinks for a moment that he is sincere.

He's so powerful, if I hadn't had the flywheel, if I hadn't known his intentions, I'd probably really fall, not because my mind wasn't strong enough, it's not that I'm half-hearted, and it's not that I'm going to betray the flywheel. Who can resist the pursuit of someone like him, that title alone has made countless women fight for their heads, and he has saved me several times.

But I can't be moved, let alone emotional, otherwise I will not be able to take off the wheel, and I will be in this palace for the rest of my life, and I will never be able to get out again.

"No, I'm going to say, I'm going to have to say! If I don't say it, will you always be confused with me? ”

Pretending to be confused?

Yes, I thought that as long as this layer of window paper was not pierced, I could pretend that I didn't know my current situation, I could pretend that I was still the same person, and imagined that one day I could go out again, I could go to the flywheel, and we could still be together.

But why wouldn't he even give me a chance to dream?

"Do you know how much I regretted it when I let you go? I thought you would never come back, I thought you would marry him. Although I feel sad in my heart, it is my own choice, although I regret it, I don't want to regret it. Maybe it's the providence of heaven in the dark, you actually came back again, and I didn't expect you to be my uncle's daughter. I knew that I almost couldn't wait to see you, but I held back, I knew that you loved him, and hoped that you would have a good outcome, and even made you the lord of the county. But he disappointed me so much, he didn't protect you properly, and I can't trust you to give you to him anymore. So ......"