Chapter 109: What I Miss

Ning Ning's question made Lin Qinglin silent, even if there was no misunderstanding, Qin Shiyi still didn't say a word about the future, she didn't know if there was still her place in his life plan.

This uncertainty was very unsettling, as if she was too optimistic.

"Don't think about it so much, after all, you have just gotten back together, just trust him."

"Hmm." Lin Qinglin held the pearl necklace given by Qin Shiyi on his chest, and the bad premonition was fermenting little by little.

"Ning Ning, do you think this person is Jiang Qiyan?" Ning Ning suddenly found that the man and woman sitting at a table not far from them were Jiang Qiyan, who had not been in touch for a while.

“…… It's really him. ”

"Next to him should be his fiancée."

"What? Is he engaged? This news surprised Lin Qinglin very much.

"Please, you're also a Shenyang person, and you usually watch the news or not." Although the news of Jiang Qiyan's engagement is not very sensational, it is also well known.

The other party is the daughter of the CEO of an investment company, not to mention that the Jiang family is now in crisis, it is indeed enough to be a good match.

"So soon, I didn't expect him to get engaged." The mood is a little complicated, but seeing that the man who once hurt her is now happy again, it is more relieved.

After all, in this relationship, he owes him a little more.

"However, there are also rumors that it is entirely because the Jiang family was forced to have no choice but to choose to marry." It's been analyzed in gossip magazines.

"But that girl looks good." Lin Qinglin noticed the fiancée beside Jiang Qiyan, who kept looking into his eyes when she spoke, and although the smile was shy, it was very real.

"Alas, it's a pity that I ran into a difficult mother-in-law." Ning Ning had never seen Mother Jiang and knew how unreasonable she was.

"Forget it, don't talk about it, I'm almost going home." Raised his hand and looked at the time, estimating Qin Shiyi's off-duty time.

"Okay, happy little woman, go back quickly."

"Don't say that, we're going to be happy little women together."

Before leaving, Lin Qinglin went to the bathroom once, and when he came out, he saw Jiang Qiyan leaning against the wall, obviously waiting for her.

At that moment, all I remembered were bad memories of the past.

Unconsciously took a step back, she was afraid, and these subtle movements did not escape Jiang Qiyan's eyes.

"We've already broken up, why are you still so afraid of me?" Reaching out to re-hook her messy hair behind her ears, Lin Qinglin's body trembled slightly and dodged his hand.

The atmosphere was very awkward.

"Yes, I'm sorry."

"It's all my fault for making you scared, why apologize?"

"I heard you're getting married? Congratulations. ”

"You know that too?"

"Hmm...... It's a good thing. She was afraid of him and wanted to run away from him, but in her heart she wanted him to be well.

"Really? I didn't expect that one day I would have to marry a woman I didn't love for money. ”

For the first time, Lin Qinglin saw such a mocking smile on Jiang Qiyan's face, so ...... Lonely.

"You ......" opened his mouth to say something comforting, but found that he couldn't say a word.

"Do you think I'm doing it to myself?" It's like he used this method to force her to marry him.

"I didn't, I never thought of it that way."

"Thank you, hearing this from you makes me feel at least not wrong with love." Even until now he still loves her deeply, and it is her face that closes his eyes every night.

The feeling of love in the bone marrow used to be an exaggeration, but only those who have really experienced it can understand.

"Kaiyan, look ahead. I think you look good when you're unmarried, maybe she's worthy of your love. ”

“…… You don't need to care about that. ”

Falling in love with that woman? Impossible, impossible in this life! There is already a person living in his heart, and he would rather wander this life than give love to that woman.

……

Lin Qinglin had no way to forget Jiang Qiyan's expression at that moment, his eyes were dim and he couldn't see any light, as if he had completely chosen to give up on life and no longer had hope.

She has always wanted to break the marriage contract, because she knows that Jiang Qiyan is not the person she wants;

And now seeing his appearance, I feel a little reluctant in my heart.

"Miss Lin, this is the fifth time you've sighed tonight, do you want to tell me the reason." At night, Qin Shiyi held her in his arms, reading a book, playing with her hair, and felt absent-minded.

"I met Jiang Qiyan today."

"Really?" Qin Shiyi raised her eyebrows slightly, and when she continued, could it be that she was starting to be sad now because of his engagement?

"He's with his fiancée, but he looks bad." briefly recounted everything that happened today, and finally sighed.

"You don't want him?" There was a palpable acidity in the tone.

"It's not that I'm reluctant, it's that I don't want to feel too guilty, and I did receive a lot of help from him."

"Qinglin, everyone is responsible for their own choices. He helped you with a purpose, and now he chooses to get engaged with the same purpose, so there is nothing to owe or not to owe. ”

"But, but......" That being said, she couldn't get past herself.

"I'm really so cranky, why don't we do something interesting together." Then he turned over and pressed her under him, her thoughts Qin Shiyi understood, but he just didn't like Lin Qinglin thinking about other men, especially Jiang Qiyan.

"Shiyi, don't make trouble."

"What did I do? It's such a ...... Or is it so? He is too familiar with Lin Qinglin's body, and he knows what kind of flirting can make her most unrelievable.

He used a love to stop her from thinking about Jiang Qiyan again.

Lin Qinglin is his, can only be his. Qin Shiyi's love is so domineering, but after asking her to pay again, he forgot to ask himself if he gave him an equal love.

……

The centennial celebration of Shenyangcheng University is very open in mid-March, and the school celebration is quite grand, and naturally the successful people of Shenyangcheng are invited to return to their alma mater to participate in the activities.

Qin Shiyi and Lin Qinglin were among them, but in addition to participating in the introduction of the first activity, the two of them held hands and hid on campus, as if they had returned to the scene when they were studying.

"Shi Yi, look, this tree is still alas!"

On the shore of the lake of the school, a big tree was planted, and there was a sign on the tree with the words Lin Qinglin of the 20XX Conservatory of Music.

"I didn't expect them to grow so big." They planted it together as a small sapling, but now they are much taller than the rest of them.

That year, the school held Arbor Day, and Lin Qinglin was assigned the task of planting trees, so that a person who had never held a shovel would dig hard to dig the soil, which was funny when I thought about it.

Qin Shiyi couldn't stand it on the side, snatched the shovel in her hand and planted the tree with some effort.

It was also the first time he knew that he could plant trees and get the worship of girls, and at that time, Lin Qinglin looked at him with a stunned look and was so cute that he couldn't help but want to take a bite.

"Actually, it should be your name."

"It makes no difference between hanging yours and mine."

Leaning against the tree, the two looked at each other and smiled, their college days had many good memories, and they had nothing to do with money but were warm.

That is, because of so many good memories, the unpleasantness that happens later will be magnified exponentially.

In the library, they read books together; In the music classroom, he accompanied her to practice; In the cafeteria, they line up to eat like every college student; In the playground, he led her for a run every night.

Now standing on the red plastic runway feels very kind.

"At that time, I saw that the running was almost in the shadows." Shenyang University attaches great importance to the all-round development of students, and the requirements for sports are also very high, and if you fail, you will not get a degree certificate.

Although Lin Qinglin failed to run, the problem of donating a building to the school was solved.

But she just didn't want to do this, and stubbornly wanted to pass the exam on her own.

"Are you sure you have a shadow? Why do you think I'm more shadowed? ”

For her exam, Qin Shiyi was her escort every night, dragging him with hugging and backing, exhausting him to death, and Lin Qinglin did not grow at all.

The athletic talent that is naturally lacking is useless no matter how much you make up for it later.

"Don't say that, I've done my best." pouted and protested dissatisfiedly, thinking about it, Qin Shiyi, who was in love with him, was actually even harder.

Not to mention that he has to earn living expenses and tuition fees for two people together, and he also serves as her tutor, her driver bodyguard, and a sparring partner.

Suddenly, Lin Qinglin took off his high heels, stood barefoot and ran up to Qin Shiyi, stretching out his hand to Qin Shiyi.

"I'd like to run with you again." The coquettish tone and her sweet smile shook his heart.

"Running barefoot, do you want me to go back and give you medicine?" So he resigned himself to carrying her to himself.

Facing the sunset, walk slowly around the playground.

Back then, he was wearing a T-shirt and sweatpants, but now he has changed into a shirt Siku, and it seems that everything has changed, and it seems that there is none.

He was still him, her ambitious boy; She was still her, his unique girl.

"How did you pass the exam?" It's been too long for me to remember.

"Do you forget to pull? It's still a little bit worse than the passing line, and there's no way to let Ning Ning run for me. ”

"But Qinglin, you seem to be heavier than before."

"No way, I'm obviously two pounds lighter than when I was studying."

"Really? It doesn't feel right on my back. ”

"That's because you're old, okay?"

"Lin Qinglin, I think you owe education."

The nearby auditorium was full of people and lively, as if they had nothing to do with the two people on the playground, and from a distance it was a beautiful picture, and the photographer passing by couldn't help but record this romantic moment.