I glared at him and waved at Youlan and Xianghui, and the two of them retreated.

I watched them walk out and immediately sank my face, "Jasven! What do you want to do, why do you cook in my yard, cook and go out to cook. You're not angry with me today, aren't you? ”

Jia Siwen saw that I was really angry, and his face immediately fell, a little aggrieved and a little apologetic, "I'm sorry, don't be angry, I'll never do this again." I heard Xianghui say that you refuse to eat, so I want you to eat something. As he spoke, he brought the bowl of porridge to me again, blinked his eyes, and said, "Do you really not eat it?" ”

I turned my face away angrily, didn't look at the bowl of fragrant rice porridge, gritted my teeth and said, "I said I wouldn't eat it, I just wouldn't eat it." ”

Seeing that I was unmoved, Jia Siwen had to put the food table on the table, he sighed and walked in front of me, "Why do you bother. Some things can be changed, some things cannot be changed, for things that can be changed, we can try to change, but for things that cannot be changed, we can only accept. Even if you don't eat or drink, she won't come back. ”

I felt sad again when I heard this, I didn't know this truth, I just wanted to feel better in my heart. When he saw that I was upset, he hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that, don't be sad." ”

"I know!"

After saying that, both of us were silent. I thought about it and decided to say it, and I looked up at him, but suddenly I didn't know how to speak. He looked at me and looked at him like this, his expression was a little unnatural, he looked away from my gaze, his pale face seemed to have a little more color, he touched his face, "What...... What's wrong? ”

I took a deep breath, was ruthless, and said, "Jia Siwen, let's go!" ”

Jia Siwen shook his head and sighed softly, and looked at the food table on the table helplessly, "Okay, you put things here, you can eat if you want, and if you don't want to eat, you won't eat." Then I'll go out first, and if I'm uncomfortable, let them call me! ”

Looks like he misunderstood me. He cared about me so much, I couldn't bear to say it again, but thinking that if I did this again, it would be bad for us, and I said cruelly: "What I mean is, you go, right?" Get out of here! ”

"What?" Jia Siwen was stunned, a little dazed, as if he still didn't understand what I meant, "You let me go?" Where do I go? ”

"Qingqinggu, or go find her? Anywhere? Just stop following me. After saying that, I lowered my head and didn't dare to look him in the eye.

Jia Siwen was stunned when he heard this, and he didn't speak for a long time. I looked down at my toes and didn't dare to look up at him, for fear that I would be a little unbearable to see him.

He was silent for a while and said, "Do you blame me for not saving your mother?" ”

I shook my head, "I really don't blame you!" I know you did your best, too. I thought of something and asked, "By the way, why did you go so long that day?" If you can't find Yanzheng, you can't find it, it's good to come back quickly, why haven't you come back for so long? If you ......" I stopped and couldn't go on. There is no if in life, if there is an if, then I am willing to start all over again, and at that time I will definitely stay in Tengcheng with my mother Feilun and never leave for the rest of my life.

"I ......" He didn't seem to expect me to ask him this, and a hint of panic flashed in his eyes, as if he had done something wrong, and lowered his head. He was silent for a while and said, "I'm sorry! ”

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I really don't blame you. I'm just asking, if you don't want to say it, forget it. "It's already like this, and there's really no point in asking about these things anymore.

"I ......," he sighed, "I met a man on the road, and she looked like her, so I chased after her." ”

I was a little annoyed, "How can you ...... at this time" Speaking of this, I was stunned, and I couldn't help but feel a little ashamed, what right do I have to blame him, he has nothing to do with me, why should he save us? He saved your life, what have you done for him?

In this way, it seems that my decision is the right one, and I should no longer accept his kindness for no reason, and I can't afford it.

I sighed and said, "In that case, then you go to her, right?" ”

He shook his head, his eyes seemed to be a little flustered, and he seemed to be a little sad, his pale face was even paler at the moment, there was no trace of blood, and his expression was a little frustrated, "No, she can't be her!" ”

"Then I'm the same, I can't be her!"

"I know you're not her, but I want to stay with you. Moreover, your body has not recovered, I am gone, if you are no longer feeling well, what will you do? ”

I looked at him, my already heavy head hurt even more, I steadied myself, and said, "I'm fine, as long as I recuperate for a few days, it will be completely fine." Thank you for taking care of me these days, I really appreciate it, but I don't know how to repay you, I always accept your kindness, I really can't get away with it. ”

I'm not such a shameless person who takes other people's efforts for granted. If others treat me badly, I will hold grudges, and if others treat me well, I will also remember them. But I really can't repay his kindness.

"As I said, I don't need you to reciprocate. I'm good to you because we're friends, not because of someone else. ”

"But I still don't want to go. And, I'll be out of here with the flywheel soon. So ......"

He immediately answered: "Okay, let's go together, isn't it just right?" ”

I was a little embarrassed, but I said, "I just want to be with the two of him." ”

"Oh!" He lowered his head and was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his head to look at me, his eyes were a little confused, and there was a meaning in his eyes that I couldn't understand, "Are you blaming me for disturbing you?" If I say, I didn't stay because of her, I stayed because of you, and you still drove me away? ”

My heart jumped, "What do you mean?" "I don't know why my heart is beating a little fast.

He took a deep breath, his expression darkened, and lowered his head again, "Don't get me wrong. I mean I stayed because you were hurt and I didn't feel at ease, and not just because of her. ”

I subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, "Oh! I'm really okay anymore, my body knows by itself, it's just a little weak, and I'll be fine after a few days of rest. I'm going to live well, I won't do anything stupid, and I'm going to wait for the day when they deserve it. ”

He closed his eyes, and immediately opened them again, as if he had made some decision, "I understand, I said, as long as you annoy me and don't want to see me, I'll leave." Now that you've spoken, it's okay......" He paused, seeming to hesitate, but said anyway, "Then I'll leave, I'll ...... Let's go! You have to take good care of yourself! After saying that, he looked up at me, suddenly laughed, winked at me, as if he was very happy, I looked at his bright smile, I don't know why my heart was sour, and I wanted to cry.

"You know what? Actually, I ......"

"What?"