Chapter 141: Even if you hate me, I will follow you
The shop rented by Yihan has been almost renovated, the hardware facilities have been completed, and the next time is to buy furniture and various consumables. Ranwen says raa'
Nanyao and Lusen went to Korea for three to five days to come back, so she went to the store alone. I struggled before leaving, but I decided to drive there by myself.
At the end of August, the weather was still hot, and it rained a little bit every evening, but it was not enough to be evaporated by the heat, and the next day it became sunny again. There was a tree on the road in front of the store, and I don't know when a noisy one came running, and Yihan was upset.
She remembered that she loved to hear the cry she heard, and thought it was a sign of the coming of summer. Paired with the croaking of frogs at night, it is the unique taste of summer.
By the time she arrived, the decorators had already cleaned up the last pieces and left. After the decoration of the store, it was much larger than she expected, and Yihan pondered that it seemed that there were three or five private rooms except for the hall. Although it is a clear bar, it is better to prepare some private space for everyone.
The main color she used warm yellow, with some lotus pink, gray and blue mixed with the foil, she thought, the bar should be so refreshing, she didn't like the color that was too heavy. Standing in the center of the store, Yihan laughed, this was her dream, and now she was finally one step away from her dream, how could she not be excited.
"If that day, say what should be said well, and be considerate of the non-attachment ......" A familiar mobile phone ringtone suddenly rang, and Yihan, who was immersed in her own world, was suddenly frightened, she quickly took out the mobile phone in her bag and found that it was Ning Ning calling. His brows couldn't help frowning, and he muttered, "Why is she calling?" ”
Reluctantly, he slid the answer button and placed the phone to his ear, "Hey." ”
"Oh, Yihan, why did you answer the phone!" Ning Ning was in a hurry, and said in a half-reproachful tone. It can be clearly heard from the tone of the other party's voice that she is extremely unhappy with Yihan's delay in answering the phone.
"I'm in the store, I didn't have my phone on my body just now, do you have something to do with me?" Yihan's patience was almost exhausted, and she said this in a cold tone.
Once upon a time, Ning Ning was still her best friend, and Yihan really couldn't figure out what happened to her study abroad life this year, which would turn such an innocent girl into what she is now. Vitriolic and unaware, selfish and disgusting.
"Ah, you're in the store, I've got something important to look for you, I'll see you in half an hour, you're waiting for me there." After speaking, he hung up the phone without waiting for the other party's reply.
Yihan held the phone tightly in her hand, she knew that it would never be a good thing for the other party to find her, either to find her how to take revenge, or to find out what to do.
She sat down at the bar at the front, took out the remote control of the air conditioner, and turned the temperature up by two degrees. When she first came in, because it was too hot outside, she walked again, and in order to minimize the temperature in the room, she also lowered the temperature of the air conditioner to a minimum. It would feel a little cold, and goosebumps would rise on my arms.
"Stab", the door was suddenly pushed open, caught off guard, Yihan was so frightened that her heart "popped", and she turned her face to look. With a "Teng", he stood up from his chair and rubbed his skirt nervously with both hands.
An Qingxiu first stuck his head in and looked around, and when his eyes swept to Yihan, his two eyes suddenly let out light, pushed open the door, and walked over.
The world around them fell silent for a moment, just
Even the noisy outside knew that he was tired at this time, lying motionless on the tree, wanting to rest for a while.
When he was still about a meter away from Yihan, An Qingxiu stopped. "Plop plop", the heartbeats of both sides echoed powerfully in the empty room.
When the four eyes looked at each other, Yihan's eyes dodged, she turned around, dodged the other party's fiery gaze, and said coldly: "What are you doing here?" ”
An Qingxiu smiled and replied, "Isn't it okay to come and see you?" ”
"Yes, no, you can go." A culvert is a dubious reply. When An Qingxiu left with Nan Yao two days ago, she hid in the room alone and cried. She thought that if she could let go, the damage caused to her by the other party in the past would become an indelible trace. That's something she will never forgive each other in her life, and even if she sees each other again in the future, she can be light-hearted.
But the facts showed that she was wrong, and she was very wrong. The magnificence in her heart was something she couldn't suppress at all, Yihan obviously felt that her legs were shaking, and her teeth were chattering, she didn't dare to turn back, she didn't dare to face him.
An Qingxiu's mouth moved, but he didn't say anything after all, and the two of them just stood like this. After a while, the chiroku in the roadside tree outside the window began to scream loudly again.
Yihan began to get upset, and with a "Teng", she suddenly turned around, but she didn't expect to hit An Qingxiu's chest directly.
Gangan Qingxiu also saw that Yihan didn't move, so he wanted to get closer to her, but he didn't expect that it would be so coincidental, she just turned around. In an instant, the two of them took a step back at the same time, and Yihan's face was even more red to the root of his ears.
"I'm not leaving, I know you hate me, but that's okay, I'll still follow you." An Qingxiu was the first to break the silence, and after saying this, he unconsciously licked his lips, wanting to touch the other party. But as soon as his hand was stretched out, he immediately realized that something was wrong and quickly put it down.
Yihan lowered his eyes, and his heart seemed to have overturned the five-flavor bottle, and an indescribable emotion surged. She looked into the other party's eyes and said coldly: "I'm afraid you haven't forgotten what you did to me before, I can't forget it, and my dead child can't forget it." ”
"Boom", An Qingxiu felt that his heart was about to sink to the bottom of his stomach, he didn't forget, but he never dared to mention it again. That incident, like a scar from the sunset, was uncovered unexpectedly, and it hurt so much that every cell in the body was fermenting.
Yihan's face looked calm and breezy on the surface, but if she looked closely, it was obviously not so pleasant, and her fists were clenched very tightly. An Qingxiu leaned closer to her, his eyes flickered, and he replied, "I haven't forgotten, I haven't been." During the time you left, I have been living in pain, in regret and self-blame, all the time. ”
Yihan's determination was half shattered in an instant with the impact of the other party's words, she once hinted to herself, knowing that mistakes can be changed, good is great, even if An Qingxiu made an unforgivable mistake, but it was also a reason, and it was excusable. If I had switched identities with the other party, I would probably have collapsed to the point of killing the other party directly.
Every time she thought of this, Yihan felt more and more sad in her heart, she didn't know if she was making excuses for the other party to excuse him. But as long as I think like this, I don't hate him so much.
When we stand outside things, we always think about things very simply, and we can't understand what others do. The three views are so good that they have no friends! But when we become parties ourselves, there is immediately a kind of "
"Three views" is what kind of bullshit thing it feels like.
"You regret it?" Yihan couldn't help but ask rhetorically, she snorted coldly, still deliberately pretending to be angry on the surface, and continued: "I have thought a lot during the time I left you, really, in fact, I can understand what you did at the beginning, but this does not become a reason for me to forgive you." I'm not afraid to tell you that if you could keep me even a little while I left, I would have stayed. But I never waited for your words. ”
"I ......"
Yihan stretched out her hand and interrupted his words, she turned around again, turned her back to the other party, and then said: "You don't explain, if you don't keep it, you don't keep it, you have missed the best time to keep me, and now, hmph, things are not people, we have all changed." ”
Hearing this, An Qingxiu was sad for a while, but this was also expected by him, so he didn't show it too much.
"I've been looking for you all this time, actually, I already knew where you were, but I didn't have the face to see you. I know I've done a lot of things to you before, but if you can, I want you to give me a chance to make amends. ”
"Make amends?" As soon as An Qingxiu's words fell, Yihan asked angrily, she turned around and walked to the other party, her eyes sparkling, and she hugged her arms. His chin was raised slightly, he looked directly into the other party's eyes, and said, "What do you make up for?" Well, if you can turn my dead child back, I'll forgive you. If not, please leave here now, immediately, immediately. He gestured in the direction of the door.
An Qingxiu immediately froze in place, and after a while, he suddenly smiled comfortably, and his smile made Yihan laugh creepy. I couldn't help frowning slightly angrily, and asked unhappily, "What are you laughing at?" ”
"I laugh at you for finally being the same as before, still so strong, so cute." As he spoke, An Qingxiu pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, grinned his rice teeth, and smiled brightly.
At this moment, Yihan's heart is deep: Wow! How could anyone smile so good-looking, with curved crescent eyes, long eyelashes, and politeness. It seems that Gongsun Ce, this kind of temperament precipitated over the years is really extraordinary.
In fact, on the surface, Yihan still had a black face, and replied disdainfully: "You have changed, you have become more and more improper, and you have become more and more oily." ”
"Oh, really?" The corners of An Qingxiu's mouth curled into a particularly good-looking arc.
I met Yihan today, and I chatted with Yihan, although the other party's attitude is still relatively strong, and he also shows that he will not forgive him in this life. But An Qingxiu understands that he understands Yihan, and being able to say those words to him means that Yihan has not let him go, but is just playing tricks to let him know her grievances and her anger.
This is a girl, a delicate but soft girl. As long as it is something they love, whether it is something or a person, they can't let it go, and they can't give it up. Duplicity is a common problem for all women.
An Qingxiu paused and said, "To be honest, I also found that I have changed, I have become more in love with you than before, and during the time you left, you were in my mind every moment. Even dreaming every night is you. I don't dare to expect you to forgive me, but it's my freedom to do whatever I want to do in the future. ”
"Whatever you want."
Yihan replied casually, she stood up and was about to walk away, An Qingxiu grabbed her wrist at once, and at this time, the door "stabbed" again, and the two looked at it at the same time......