was forced to fall ill, and the eldest young master lay back in the room again to recuperate.

The doctor asked for a quiet retreat, and blessed he closed the door of the courtyard, really not letting others come in and disturb him.

Because of this incident, the old lady Xu was ashamed, so she didn't come to visit, and she didn't think about letting the eldest young master reconcile with the second young master and Jinxian again.

One illness solves everything, I looked at the young master who was alive and well, admiring and at the same time disapproving of his practice of pretending to be sick and hiding things.

"Young master, don't pretend to be sick in the future." I watched him pour the freshly decocted medicine out the window and couldn't help but say.

"Why?" The eldest young master looked over.

I looked at him, "Have you heard the story of the wolf?" ”

The person in front of him snorted.

I smiled and said, "The young master is not in good health, and if he repeatedly pretends to be sick, the old lady and others will be frightened. And the people close to you are used to it, if you do get sick one day, but we think you are just pretending to be sick, then something is going to happen. ”

The eldest young master's expression froze, and then he glanced over coldly, "You are too much!" ”

I was dumbfounded, with a wave of grievances in my heart, and retired with an empty bowl.

"What are you doing with your master's affairs?" I scolded myself in my heart, "The eldest young master is such a smart person, do you still need your Jinlan to remind you?" I don't know how to measure, I commit too many crimes, and I manage too much......"

Night slowly fell, and the courtyard that was closed to customers became even more deserted.

Lu Yuan brought me the freshly boiled medicine, and suddenly asked me, "Grandma, is the young master's health better?" ”

I nodded, then shook my head again.

Lu Yuan didn't know why, but looked at me.

"The eldest young master's body is blessed to look at, don't ask too much." The eldest young master is pretending to be sick, whether it is good or not depends on the mood, I can't say too much, lest others see the clues.

"The eldest young master's body, can't the eldest young grandmother take care of it?" Lu Yuan said confusedly, I froze.

"The eldest young master gave you the ancestral jewelry of the eldest lady, indicating that he regards you as the main lady. You are the one who should be taken care of by his side more than you are blessed. The eldest and youngest grandmother did not look at him tonight, leaving a man with rough hands to watch. Grandma, Lu Yuan really doesn't understand what you're thinking. ”

I was in a trance by her, and after a long time, I came back to my senses, sighed, and said, "Lu Yuan, I'm just a child daughter-in-law." Before me, there were others. After me, there may be others. ”

So don't take me too seriously, I'm just a child bride who will leave at any time.

Lu Yuan was stunned.

After drinking the medicine, Lu Yuan took the empty bowl and was about to walk out, when he suddenly looked up and said to me: "Grandma, the slave maid just heard what you said, and I don't know whether to say it or not." ”

I looked at her," you said. ”

"Grandma Da Shao," Lu Yuan got permission and said seriously, "The slave knows that there were other Da Shao Grandma in the Luo family before you, but you are the only one who can get that set of jewelry." For so many years, the slave maid has never seen the eldest young master take any girl out for half a month. It's just you, and you've been alone with him for half a month. So, please don't be presumptuous. The eldest young master is affectionate to you. ”

She finished owing and walked out the door. I looked at her background, unable to recover from my astonishment for a long time.

Am I different to the eldest young master?

Perhaps, otherwise he would not have taught me to do business, and patiently accompanied me in the development of medicinal diets. But that's not all, he's good to me because I'm useful to him, not because he's affectionate. The only one who has affection in his heart is Siqing.

Lu Yuan's words made me toss and turn, and I always wondered if there was someone else besides her who had misunderstood my relationship with the eldest young master. In the middle of the night, there was a slight sound of footsteps outside the door, and there was a knock on the door, and I sat up.

"Sister-in-law, it's me." The voice of the second young master came in.

"Come in." I got up to open the door and leaned sideways to let him in.

Familiar scenes, familiar people.

"Why are you here?" I asked him, confused.

"I ......," the second young master swallowed, "I want to ask about the eldest brother's situation." ”

The physical condition of the eldest young master, you will know after asking the doctor, why do you need to ask me. He came late at night to visit this stupid question, afraid that he had other plans.

I thought about it and guessed, "Do you want the eldest young master to go to Jinxian to talk to you?" ”

"Uh......"

You guessed it.

"It's not."

I was stunned.

"I don't want the eldest brother to talk to me," the second young master said, "The eldest brother is too good, I don't have a marriage contract with Jinxian now, I'm afraid that Jinxian will ...... Loved him. ”

I see, should I say that he is worried about the sky or is he stupid for love?

"The eldest young master is seriously ill, and he won't see guests for a long time."

"Really?" The second young master was pleasantly surprised, and then remembered that his mood was inappropriate, and his emotions froze on his face, "Actually, I, um, it's not that I don't want my eldest brother to be good, ha, haha, hahaha......"

I sighed, "Don't laugh, I know what you mean." ”

The second young master really didn't smile as he said

"If it's all right, go back. Don't come after that, let others find out that you have come in over the wall, and you will be gossiped. "He said it by himself, there is a crooked neck tree in the yard, which is the most suitable for climbing over the wall.

The second young master snorted, but didn't get up.

"Anything else?" I asked.

"Ahem!" The second young master coughed suddenly, "Actually, I still want to ask, how is the relationship between you and my eldest brother recently?" ”

Another one asked me about my relationship with the eldest young master, and a bad premonition rose in my heart.

"Big brother is willing to take you out to play, presumably your relationship is very good. But if I can go further, big brother only cares about you, I don't have to worry about Jinxian. ”

Hearing this, my heart suddenly became irritable, "Why do you all think that I have a good relationship with him?" ”

"Because of your eyes," said the second young master, "you look at his eyes, and they are full of affection." The eldest brother looks at you with lingering compassion, and everyone who sees it thinks that you have a good relationship. And you are husband and wife, a serious relationship, sister-in-law, you don't have to be shy. ”

You say you don't have to be shy to not be shy? Lingering affection, lingering compassion? Can these words be used indiscriminately? Am I affectionate? That's fear. Is he lingering? That's a ghostly idea.

Ridiculous and ridiculous, it's ridiculous for someone to think crookedly about my relationship with the eldest young master!

kept refuting the words of the second young master in his heart, and his heart beat like a drum.

"Second Young Master, you better leave, I'm going to bed." The more I think about it, the more confused I become, and I can't think about it anymore.

"No, you haven't answered my question. If you don't give me a word, I won't leave! "The second young master is stubborn.

I had a headache when I heard the words, and after saying good and bad things, I still couldn't persuade him to leave.

After defeating, I considered my rhetoric, tried to ignore the rapid heartbeat, and whispered: "According to your opinion, the relationship between me and the eldest young master is not bad. ”

I can't say a word, I can't say it, I was heard by the eldest young master and Youfu, but I have to say a fool's dream. The second young master got the so-called quasi-words, smiled contentedly, and finally left my room.

I closed the door, sighed, and buried myself under the covers.

The hand inadvertently touched his cheeks, and it was scary.

"Don't think about it, the eldest young master won't have affection for me!" I said to myself.

But what if he really had affection for me? I can't help but think of the days in the Herb Village, when he would patiently solve all the problems for me, and he would also use a small hammer to repair all the broken places in the house. It is really an excellent thing to be able to get the young master's affection.

It's a pity that he only loves Siqing in his heart. What kind of woman is Siqing, who can make the eldest young master fall in love with him?

I thought about it, fell asleep, and fell into a wonderful dream.

In the dream, the eldest young master wore fine luxurious clothes for a while, holding a book and chanting poems against the second young master under the moon. In a moment he put on a coarse linen coat again, his face was pale, and he clumsily patched the roof.

I was there for him, holding his hand for a while, leaning on him and talking to him. He didn't seem to see me, and didn't react to my movements at all.

As soon as the picture turned, the eldest young master stood in front of the gate of the Luo family with a bloody knife, soaked in blood and his eyes glazed. Fu Yin came to arrest him with a weapon in his hand, and I panicked to stop the official and let him run, but he did not respond.

Then the eldest young master was kidnapped by Wuhua on Xingtai, the executioner's sharp knife cut off his flesh, and the audience cheered loudly. I was stupefied and overwhelmed. In addition to the joyful applause, there was also the cry of a person scratching his lungs.

She was begging the people around her to save the eldest young master, and I turned around to look for this person, but I was surprised to find that the person who was begging was me.

The skin and flesh of the eldest young master on Xingtai were all cut off, and only one heart was left beating. My heart shook and I reached out to stop the executioner. In the blink of an eye, the person tied to the platform became me. The executioner slashed at me, and it hurt me to death.

And the eldest young master was lying not far away, looking at me madly. The only remaining intact heart beat vigorously, fresh and desperate.

The eldest young master muttered, "Siqing." ”

I woke up suddenly, and my bedding and body were already soaked with cold sweat.

This dream was terrible, a hundred times scarier than the nightmares I had before. As if I had experienced it myself, the pain of cutting flesh was still raging on my body, and my brain was throbbing and almost cracking.

"Grandma, are you alright?" Lu Yuan's anxious voice sounded.

The house is already dawning. I licked my chapped lips, "Come in." After speaking, he found that his voice was hoarse, and he seemed to have roared hoarsely.

Lu Yuan walked into the house, tested the temperature on my forehead, and wiped my sweat, "Is Grandma Young and Young unwell?" ”

I shook my head, speechless.

Sit quietly for a moment, and your heartbeat gradually calms down.

"Is there any water?" I asked Lu Yuan.

Lu Yuan hurriedly poured me water, and drank three glasses of water in a row to make me feel better.

"Go get a doctor!" Youfu's panicked voice suddenly sounded in the courtyard, my heart jumped, and the tragic death of the eldest young master in my dream came to my eyes.

In the eldest young master's house, the blessed ones who were so anxious and sweaty were at a loss. The eldest young master was lying on the bed, his eyes closed, and he was sweating profusely. It's not like getting sick, it's like falling into a nightmare.

Faced with this situation, neither I nor the blessed have anything to do. When the next person led the doctor over, he was about to get a needle to wake up the young master, but he saw that the eldest young master suddenly woke up and sat up suddenly.

He was full of anger, like an evil spirit that had just escaped from hell. Everyone in the room didn't dare to move, until the eldest young master came back to his senses, supported his forehead with one hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "Go out." ”

"Yes." No one dared to stay, so they all walked out.

The eldest young master is fine, and he is blessed for fear of disturbing him, so he waved everyone away, "All go, all go!" ”

When I came to me, I ignored his glare and crouched down in front of the door, my eyes staring straight at the ground in front of me.

I seem to have forgotten something, my heart is empty, and I don't have the real feeling of being a human being.