Sixty-six, love is entangled
When it was almost eleven o'clock, Zhang Nanyan's pager rang. It was Lin Dong who sent the message, and he was already waiting downstairs in the women's dormitory.
Zhang Nanyan said goodbye to everyone.
The girls laughed and quipped, "Nanyan, remember to wear it at night." ”
Zhang Nanyan blushed, and she didn't know how to respond, so she had to say goodbye and run away.
"Nanyan, I'll send you." Bai Jing got up and walked out of the door with Zhang Nanyan.
The two of them walked down the stairs.
The stairs were quiet, and the laughter in the dormitories was faint through the doors and corridors.
"I broke up with him." Bai Jing said softly.
Zhang Nanyan was a little surprised. In usual interactions, Bai Jing is a very gentle girl, she is very tolerant, and she never seems to have rejected others. Although, Jin Yukun really broke her heart this time, after all, the relationship between the two of them has been together since high school, and it cannot be said that the relationship is not deep. What's more, they have ...... From a rural point of view, Bai Jing is already Jin Yukun's person, how can she break up easily.
"He agreed, too?" Zhang Nanyan asked.
"Hehe......" Bai Jing smiled bitterly: "How could he happily agree?" It's a big fuss. ”
It turned out that after Jin Yukun received Bai Jing's call asking to break up, he first thought that Bai Jing was losing his temper, he didn't care at all, and waited for Bai Jing to apologize to him as before. It wasn't until three days later that Bai Jing didn't contact him again, so he reluctantly put down his face and took the initiative to call Bai Jing. He thought that he had already taken the initiative to show goodwill, and Bai Jing should be grateful for the reconciliation.
It's a pity that Bai Jing coldly told him to break up, hung up the phone without waiting for him to say anything more, and never answered his phone again.
At this time, Jin Yukun was in a hurry. Unable to get through the phone, he had to rush to the capital.
"This is the first time he's come to see me at school! We have been together for five years, I have been in school in the capital for four years, and this is the first time he has come to the capital for me! For four years, every holiday, every two months, I would travel all the way by train to see him, and in order to save money, I would take the cheapest slow train back and forth, a full twelve hours. I've spent countless nights and dawns at the train station, hundreds of hours on the train, and I've always felt that as long as we love each other, I'm willing to take on more and give more. But, Nanyan, do you know? This time he came to me, and the first thing he said when he saw me was, 'Have you made enough trouble?' I've worked so hard to find you, what else do you want? ’
yes, what else do I want? I don't want to do anything anymore, I don't want to do anything with him anymore! ”
After Jin Yukun saw Bai Jing, he understood that Bai Jing was not angry, but really wanted to break up. He was in a hurry, and first accused Bai Jing of being impulsive and willful. After seeing that Bai Jing was unmoved, he turned to grief and pleading, trying to use his five-year relationship to redeem Bai Jing's mind.
Looking at Jin Yukun's sad appearance, Bai Jing was not distressed or sad, she persuaded her softly, hoping to get together and disperse and keep good memories.
Jin Yukun didn't think so, he asked for a few words but didn't get Bai Jing's consent, he suddenly started a fire and scolded Bai Jing angrily: "Do you know how long I took the train to see you?" I've worked so hard for you, in exchange for your cold-blooded willfulness? ”
Bai Jing finally felt cold, and said resolutely: "Of course I know the hardships of taking the train, because, in the past four years, I have borne this hardship alone." For you, for this relationship, I put all my effort into it, I have a clear conscience! ”
Bai Jing turned around and left, no longer seeing him and no longer answering his calls.
Jin Yukun is a face-loving person, he will not put down his face and ask for reconciliation in front of everyone no matter what, he left angrily and never contacted Bai Jing again.
Bai Jing said sadly: "Think about it, I really feel sad, I have been in a relationship with him for so many years, and when I broke up, he didn't apologize or work hard to save me." However, fortunately, he loves himself more than anything else, and if he really makes a fuss at school, I guess I will be ashamed. ”
"Nanyan, I know that some words don't sound good. However, look at me, in love, girls are always the weak party, you must take care of yourself, you must be cautious. ”
Zhang Nanyan was uneasy and frightened in her heart, and her face was confused.
Seeing this, Bai Jing comforted her: "Lin Dong and Jin Yukun are different, I just remind you to think carefully and cherish yourself." ”
Zhang Nanyan nodded: "I know, thank you, Bai Jing." ”
Walking out of the dormitory building, Lin Dong stood under the street lamp and waited for her. The light stretched his shadow long in her direction.
Lin Dong was reading a book in his hand, when he heard the voice, he raised his head, and when he saw Zhang Nanyan, he showed a bright smile.
Suddenly, Zhang Nanyan's anxious heart calmed down, and she walked over to him.
"Let's go home." Lin Dong held Zhang Nanyan's hand.
Her hands are so small, and his hands are big, just right to pull her warmly.
"Well, let's go home."
For the affairs of men and women, she experienced a terrible encounter at the beginning, Lu Chao's violence against her, and Chen Beifei's coercion on her, which made her difficult to let go of and had nightmares. She was instinctively wary of the approach of men, but Brother Lin was none other than hers, he was her dream and hope.
Zhang Nanyan thought that if Lin Dong really had to make such a request, she would agree, even if she was still scared and hesitated, she would not go against his wishes. She has nothing but herself to give.
The lovers are particularly sensitive and connected, and the ambiguous atmosphere makes Zhang Nanyan uneasy, and Lin Dong's heart is also turbulent.
Sleeping in each other's hugs last night, the two of them could smell their breath and skin to skin, how could Lin Dong have no impulses and desires? He suppressed it all night, but the more he endured lust, the more vigorous it became. All day today, Zhang Nanyan's beautiful and shy appearance was in his mind, her body temperature, her breathing, and the delicate smoothness of her skin seemed to still stay between his fingers.
Lin Dong's heart was passionate and hot, he went to the faucet again and again to rinse his hot face with cold water, and poured cold water into his throat one by one, barely suppressing the heat in his heart.
In the evening, the students were seriously doing experiments or writing papers, but Lin Dong couldn't calm down. He stood up abruptly, and walked out before he even had time to put his books in order.
Wu Zheng called him from behind: "Lin Dong, where are you going?" ”
"I've got to go beforehand!" Lin Dong hurriedly replied.
I only heard Wu Zheng say suspiciously: "What's wrong with the person who usually works the hardest today?" This textbook and record are no longer organized, there must be a problem. ”
"Yes, something is wrong, there is a big problem with my heart!" Lin Dong said in his heart: "I miss her, I want to do bad things to her!" ”