379. Farewell II

Looking at each other, Sister Yun lowered her head again, but she seemed unwilling to face my gaze, which is also very understandable, after all, I brought Doudou back in the first place, and finally she and Doudou had a relationship, but they had to be cruelly separated, Qu Yanyun must have complained about me in her heart.

There is no way, we are always misunderstood inexplicably, after so many years, I have long been used to it, and when faced with gossip, I usually choose to be silent.

After returning to the room, I couldn't sleep all night, after all, parting is sad after all, although what we do is facing the joys and sorrows of life, but when it really comes to myself, to say that there is no wave in my heart, it is absolutely nonsense!

In the face of some imperfections in life, we usually make some efforts to change our lives, help others, and make their lives better, but when it comes to ourselves, sometimes we become very helpless, and even can't do anything, which is why fortune tellers can tell fortunes to others, but they can't help themselves change their fate.

Before I knew it, it was already dawn, and I didn't get a moment of rest at the end of the night, not that I didn't have a chance, but I really couldn't sleep, and at three or four o'clock in the morning, I even felt that I had a hard time even opening my eyes, and I was afraid that it was like this, and it was still difficult to sleep.

Every time I close my eyes, I always feel very irritable in my heart, as if something is going to happen, and that feeling is very bad.

But my hunch was usually more accurate, and when I thought of this, I couldn't sleep at all, and I sat up and began to pace back and forth in the hallway, for fear that something might happen.

After all, Qu Yanyun and Doudou and I are all in the same corridor, although Doudou is not sleeping here now, but there is also Teacher Huang guarding, there must be no big deal over there.

The only thing that can't be relieved is Qu Yanyun, after this little girl has experienced so many things, she is very vulnerable, and she finally got a trace of emotional sustenance from Doudou, but even if it is this sustenance, it must be ripped away alive now, and the initiator of this matter is actually me!

This series of blows came up, I was really afraid that Qu Yanyun would not be able to stand it and collapse the whole person.

A few times I stood in front of Qu Yanyun's door, wanting to knock lightly on the door and walk in, but I still endured it, maybe I appeared in front of her now, not only did it not have a good effect, but it would make her more emotional, which really outweighed the loss.

That's it, I lay by the door and listened for a long time, but found that there was no movement inside, maybe Qu Yanyun fell asleep, after all, she was tired for a day, and crying is also very energy-consuming and physical, after shedding so many tears, Qu Yanyun must have been tired, as long as she can sleep obediently, I am already relieved.

So I stayed quietly in front of Qu Yanyun's door until dawn.

The day gradually brightened, after getting up, there was still no movement in Qu Yanyun's room, Brother Haojie arranged for someone to prepare food for us, I knocked on Qu Yanyun's door gently, after a long time, the door of the room gradually opened, Sister Yun walked out of it, today's Sister Yun looks particularly bad, her eyes are also red, obviously, there is no rest all night, but she doesn't know that I have been guarding outside the door, and I was surprised to see me standing in front of the door.

If it had been placed in the past, Qu Yanyun would definitely be very happy and moved, after all, as long as I showed a little enthusiasm for him, she would be as happy as a child.

Think about it this way, sometimes I may do a very bad job, let the girls take the initiative so much, but there is no way, as I said before, as long as I behave a little out of line, Sister Yun over there will be very encouraged, but there can be no result between us after all.

But today Qu Yanyun was not as happy as usual, after she looked up at me, she didn't say anything, but quietly came to the window.

Qu Yanyun hasn't eaten all this time, it's been almost a day, her body is already very thin, I am really worried that something will go wrong if it goes on like this, so I hurriedly stepped forward, quietly came to her side, and asked, "Otherwise, you should eat something first, after all, your body is important." ”

Facing my concern, Qu Yanyun slowly turned her head, showed a very reluctant smile, and replied: "It's okay, I know my body, I can't eat anything now, I just want to be alone." ”

After hearing Sister Yun's words, I nodded lightly and came to the other side with the food, after all, she wanted to be quiet, so we couldn't disturb it too much, and the reason why Qu Yanyun kept standing in front of the window in front of the corridor was because the outside of our villa was a compound, and Doudou would pass by this compound when he walked for a while.

That's why Qu Yanyun chose to stay here, although we can't go down and say goodbye to Doudou in person, but even if we look at him quietly like this, it can be regarded as a kind of spiritual comfort, after all, everyone has been together for so long, and after getting acquainted, the most basic farewell still has to be had.

It's only 6 o'clock in the morning, and I don't know what time Doudou will leave, so I had to quietly come to Brother Haojie's room with these foods.

Soon the door opened, it turned out that Brother Haojie also got up very early today, but he obviously slept last night, after all, his health has not been particularly good, and he has just gotten up at this time.

After letting me in, Brother Haojie knew my intention without even thinking about it, so I asked him directly about Doudou's situation.

Brother Haojie sighed slightly when he heard this: "Last night, Lao Huang kept Doudou until midnight, this little guy's mood didn't look particularly good, and he cried, but he still agreed to leave in the end, in fact, I know that you are very sad, and Qu Yanyun over there probably didn't sleep all night."

Hearing Brother Haojie's questioning, I nodded lightly, and I didn't know what to say for a while.

Looking at my expression, Brother Haojie sighed slightly, and he said slowly: "Actually, I can completely understand the mood of you and Qu Yanyun, don't look at the time I haven't been with Doudou for a long time, but this little guy is really very likable, but there is no way, people have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny, we can't keep him by our side all the time, after all, he is not our child." It's really unacceptable to stay strong! ”