What does it feel like to have fellowship?

This strange thought suddenly popped up in Ren Suo's heart, thinking that the next time he summoned Ren Han out, or if he met Ren Han in the tavern, he must ask him well.

Because Ren Suo now suspects that he is having a divine relationship.

When he fused with Sony before, Ren Suo didn't have any special feelings, and he wiped Sony dry almost instantly, and he obtained all of Sony's memory programs, thinking programs, and physical programs very smoothly, just like water blending into water.

If Fusion Sony is to remove Sony's SSD and install it on himself, then Fusion Sister is to slowly copy the program data in it from his sister's hard disk and then transfer it to his heart.

This process of transmission made Ren Suo feel very subtle, giving him a kind of pleasure in the ocean of memories and emotions, and a kind of peace of mind near the stove for heating.

If he had to say it, he felt that he was unilaterally handed over to God by his sister, or did he unilaterally God to his sister?

If it is a divine relationship, then who is active and who is passive?

Because now my sister should have no feelings, after all, Ren Suo didn't copy her own information to her, so Ren Suo is the active party?

But Ren Suo didn't make any effective output to his sister, but accepted all the output of his sister, so his sister was the one who took the initiative?

Ren Suo felt very confused, so he planned to ask Ren Han for the definition of divine friendship in the future, otherwise he would always feel strange in his heart.

It's not that he will feel that he can't face his sister, after all, now it's to survive, and he is in a hurry, and his sister should have no feelings, only Ren Suo feels very happy unilaterally, and his sister doesn't have any actual loss.

If I have to say it, it feels like Ren Suo watching his sister wearing a beautiful little dress, pure white stockings, duck sitting on the sofa, tied with a dangling ponytail, with small hands-

The BOSS Ring Breaking Monk who can't be beaten alive and dead has been cleared.

Although this process has nothing to do with Ren Suo, he just watches his sister play games, but Ren Suo will also feel very happy.

If it is confirmed that this is really a divine friendship, then Ren Suo will definitely have to say 'thank you for your hospitality' to his sister, and then there will be one more memory that can laugh at her: "Haha, the first divine friendship in your life and the only one who has a divine friendship with you is me Ren Suoda!" ”

Ren Suo also laughed at her like this just now: "Haha, the first man in your life to help you wash and rake your underwear is your brother!" - It can be said that killing a thousand enemies and losing eight hundred self-losses, and the brothers and sisters are embarrassed at the same time.

But aren't that the existence of brothers and sisters? Master all the black history of each other.,Dislike each other and help each other on weekdays.,Because it's too close, you can witness all the changes of each other.,The years of each other have engraved each other's indelible traces.,Even the black history has become a fragment worth recalling.。

It seems that the transmission volume has reached a certain level, and Ren Suo has already loaded a small part of Ren Xingmei's soul memory program, and it has already begun to run.

What passed by was bizarre fragments, as well as hazy happiness and curiosity.

It is Ren Xingmei's memories when she was a child.

Ren Suo had now shielded his thoughts and memories, otherwise he would have confused his own memories with his sister's. If he doesn't shield himself, Ren Suo feels that he is likely to have gender ambiguity, and even wants to think about women's clothing, or wants to try whether sanitary napkins really make people feel like flying as advertised.

In fact, this is still a trivial matter, what Ren Suo is really afraid of is that his brain will be stirred into jam by too many memories, so that it is possible to have a mental breakdown or even go crazy.

Even if Ren Xingmei is a few years younger than him, Ren Suo doesn't think that he can accommodate his sister's sensitive and intelligent inner world by spending many years of life in vain - Ren Suo has always been proud of his sister, she is smarter than herself, treats people better than herself, and even plays games to bring herself to the top points.

So there are too few things to make fun of her, and in order to maintain his majesty as an older brother, Ren Suo naturally has to grasp a little bit of his sister's black history. Although the means are a little dirty and the purpose is a little despicable, Ren Suo just wants to come to a perfect counterattack next time his sister laughs at him, and kill her without leaving a piece of armor and abandoning her armor.

Could it be that Ren Suo doesn't even have the qualifications to have this kind of small happiness? If he always uses the fact that he helped his sister wash her underwear in elementary school, it will lose its effect one day......

With a beautiful vision of collecting materials, Ren Suo bathes in Ren Xingmei's past and quickly skims her life from her main perspective.

Memories and moods in infancy are scarce, and even memories are fragmented and incomplete, with only scattered curiosity, comfort, and the uncomfortable feeling of a rake sticking under the buttocks.

In the vague and hazy, Ren Suo saw two figures, he knew that these were his parents, but the picture was too blurry, Ren Suo couldn't see the details at all, he only remembered the warmth and happiness in their arms, and the 'rake' and 'mama' he said when he was babbling.

Then came shattered memories, bizarre lights, and...... Severe pain.

The picture in the memory fell into chaos, and an indescribable sadness hit my heart, which made people cry out loud.

I don't know how long it took, the picture began to become clearer, Ren Suo found 'himself' lying in the warm crib again, with his little finger in his mouth, and there was a little boy with a tiger head next to the crib looking at 'himself'.

He ran out and back, broke his fingers, shoved his fingers into his mouth, and said, "Taste this!" Delicious! ”

'Myself' licked it, it felt a little salty, smashed it, smashed it, and waved its little arm twice.

"It's delicious, the powder I scraped from the senbairy." The little boy grinned, "Huh? Still want to eat? But that's not it...... Ah, try that! ”

The little boy ran out again, and stuffed a finger stained with red oil into his mouth, and he instantly felt his mouth explode, and cried out, frightening the little boy: "Isn't the old godmother delicious?" I usually use it to mix rice, huh? ……”

Hearing the cry of 'herself', a young and beautiful young woman in an apron immediately walked in.

She looked at the little boy and sighed, and skillfully picked up the feather duster: "Bully my sister 10 times, you know the rules, right?" If you take off your pants yourself, I'll hit you twice. ”

"No, I didn't bully my sister, she is so moved that she cries now, don't you see the people in the God of Food crying when they eat the ecstasy meal-"

"What did you feed your sister?"

"Xianbei powder, and the old godmother!"

"Feeding my sister chili peppers is an added sin. If you take off your pants now, I can only hit you 8 times. ”

"Wow, it stinks, my sister pulled the rake!" The boy suddenly shouted, and the young woman came to see how she was doing. The little boy immediately seized this opportunity and turned into an afterimage and tried to escape, but was grabbed by the young woman who was watching and listening in all directions.

"Dare to lie!"

"No, I didn't, I just cared about my sister's metabolism-"

"Ouch, you did well in Chinese class, you care so much about your sister, if your sister pulls the rake in the future, you will solve it."

"You wait, when I get the Tiga transformer, I'll ......"

"I don't give you pocket money, I'll see what you use to buy the Tiga transformer."

Seeing the little boy being beaten by the young woman, 'himself' stood up and leaned against the side of the crib, laughing and even clapping his hands happily. After a while, the little boy shouted, "Eight down, eight down!" You don't talk about it! ”

"Your sister is cheering, it's for your own good to hit you a few more times."

……

……

"Here, this is how it works."

The little boy took out a small white bag the size of his finger from the box, slammed it to the ground, and suddenly exploded with a bang, so frightened that he hid behind the little boy.

"Well, that's it, just drop the sand cannon on the ground." The little boy handed the box to 'himself', and then he took out several torpedoes the size of steamed buns, and also took out a lighter: "You play with sand cannons, I'll blow up the pond!" ”

'Himself' sighed in confusion, and soon finished a box of sand cannons, followed the little boy and watched him light the lead of the small torpedo, throw it into a stinky ditch in the neighborhood, and then hide behind the shelter, waiting for the stinky ditch to blow up the old high splash.

Once, when 'myself' dodged, I bumped into a little fat man, and the little fat man pushed 'myself' to the ground, took out a sand cannon and smashed it on the side of 'myself', 'myself' was so frightened that he was about to cry, but the little fat man laughed, "Hurry up and go home, what I hate the most is the little girl, who can only cry and can't play, it's not interesting at all!" ”

Suddenly, the sound of fireworks sizzling sounded behind the little fat man, and then the little fat man ran away with a whimper. I saw a little boy with a bouquet of fireworks that kept emitting sparks, chasing and killing the little fat man, like a dragon slayer warrior holding a sword.

The little fat man was screamed by him, ran over to say sorry to 'himself' and went back to his parents to complain. Although the little boy was also beaten by his mother later, he didn't care, and said to 'himself' very angrily that he should light three bunches of fireworks, one with his mouth and two with his hands, and if he used the big move 'Three Thousand Worlds', he would definitely be able to kill the little fat man in an instant......

'Myself' nodded again and again, and happily hugged him to sleep together.

……

……

"Look what this is!"

In the hospital, a boy in a school uniform pulls out a beautiful machine that looks like a work of art in a white shell. 'Myself' blinked: "A game console? ”

"That's right, it's the game console PSP!" The boy grinned and said, "There are a lot of games with good graphics and fun!" ”

'Myself' oh said, "Play with me?" ”

"Of course not, you watch me play." The boy said categorically: "This is what I begged my mother for a long time to get!" ”

"Oh......" 'Myself' pouted and continued to read the picture book.

"So that I won't be bored when I'm in the hospital with you," the boy said as he played, "The game here is really fun, as long as I can play PSP, I will definitely be able to accompany you in the hospital until you are discharged." ”

'Myself' thought for a moment, mumbled, and leaned his head over to watch the boy play the game.

After looking at it for a while, 'self' couldn't help but say: "When it raises its claws, you have to dodge it immediately, otherwise you won't have time to dodge." ”

"Don't take a third hit, or you'll get caught."

"Quick, go sharpen your knife, or you won't be able to cut it."

After watching his character be killed three times and completely failing the mission, the boy looked at 'himself' depressedly: "Say so much, you can do it." ”

"Let me try."

……

……

When he walked into the boy's room, he found the boy slumped on the bed like a dead fish, staring lifelessly at the ceiling.

'Himself' saw at a glance that he must have something on his mind, and without asking him, he turned on the boy's computer and started playing games. After more than ten minutes, the boy finally couldn't bear it anymore and whispered: "Ah, ah, sister, I have a friend......"

'Myself' rolled his eyes, didn't complain, played the game as always, and pretended not to care and asked, "Oh? What happened to your friend? ”

Don't show that you care, or he won't say it. Stupid adolescent boys, all like this, want others to care about him, and don't want others to care too much about him.

"My friend, he, he...... Confessed to his tablemates. ”

'Myself' flicked the mouse, misplaced the skill, and continued to ask casually, "Is the same table a woman?" ”

"Well, my friend is a man, and it's the two of them who are cleaning up today. After school, when all the classmates left, he took the initiative to hold the hand of his tablemate and asked her if she could do that, what ......"

"And then the table refused?"

"yes, you don't know about me...... I don't even know how that friend finished his duty. ”

The young man sighed: "How will he go to school in the future, it's so embarrassing." ”

'Myself' thought about it seriously, nodded and said: "It's very troublesome, some girls will tell their friends about this kind of thing, alas, it is estimated that your friends will become a laughing stock." ”

The boy was as if he had been struck by lightning: "That...... So what to do? ”

"As long as you're not afraid of being laughed at, it doesn't matter."

'Myself' pretended to be casual and said: "It's very troublesome to fall in love during school, not to say that there are problems like early love, but if you have a discordant relationship and break up, but you study in the same class, it will be very embarrassing at that time." ”

"Yes, too...... So it should go to the university......"

"It's best to think about falling in love after work, and if you have money after work, you can support it financially and temporarily, and your parents will definitely not object, right?"

"Hmm...... That's true......"

'Myself' secretly breathed a sigh of relief, paused the game, went over to lie down next to the boy, and asked casually, "You...... Is your friend's tablemate beautiful? ”

“…… It can't be said to be pretty, right, a very ordinary person? The boy scratched his head and said, "Maybe it's a long-term relationship?" ”

"But if you're going to be in a relationship, you probably don't have much time to play games. I have a date on Saturdays and Sundays, and I usually go shopping and chat after school......"

The boy nodded thoughtfully: "Yes, then there is no time to play games......"

"The King of Fighters?"

"Good!" The boy bounced up from the bed: "Turn on the modifier and play with unlimited energy!" ”

Watching the boy open the game in a nutshell, 'I' couldn't help but grin and sit next to him with a smile on his face.

That's right, that's fine.

It's okay to have me by your side.

Wait for me to go to high school, wait for me to go to college, wait for me to be an adult, and then we're ...... Free.

"Huh?!" Ren Suo's core program sounded the alarm.