Chapter 23: Be Yourself
After Zhu Di finished washing, Xu Miaoyun had already lay down, sleeping side by side facing in, Zhu Di's quilt was neatly placed on the other half of the bed, looking at the two quilts that were clearly distinguished, Zhu Di suddenly felt a little eye-catching, frowned and lay down on his side, Zhu Di quietly looked at Xu Miaoyun's back, delicate figure, jet-black hair spread on the jade pillow like flowing water, exuding a bright luster and a faint fragrance.
Although Xu Miaoyun did not tell the truth about his own things such as learning martial arts, the latter words were his own thoughts for many years. Since becoming Xu Da's daughter, watching Xu Da follow Zhu Yuanzhang to expand the territory, Xu Miaoyun is thinking of retreating, others may not know, but she knows in her heart that the crown prince Zhu Biao died early, and his fourth son Zhu Yunwen will become the emperor's grandson, Zhu Yuanzhang will remove the brothers who once lived and died with him one by one before he dies for the stability of his grandson's country, and even Zhu Yunwen will attack his uncles after becoming the supreme of the Ninth Five, and wantonly cut the domain, the reason is the same, the power in their hands is too great, especially the military power, for the superiors, It's a huge threat. Therefore, he has worked hard for many years, not only infiltrating various industries, but also privately establishing his own power, just to find a way out. Originally, the words to Zhu Di were hidden in his heart for many years, and he only told his father and mother, and they also concealed them for themselves, so that they could not be noticed by outsiders for so many years, of course, Xu Da and Zhang did not persuade Xu Miaoyun, but it did not work, but today they said such things to Zhu Di.
After lying on the bed, Xu Miaoyun kept thinking, over and over again, and couldn't sleep, why did she put Zhu Di in her heart and say these things that shouldn't be heard by the royal family? Why do you believe in him so much? is so rebellious, aren't you afraid of bringing death to yourself and the Xu family? But when I saw Zhu Di asking why he was pretending, he didn't want her to misunderstand him, did he really like him?
Listening to Xu Miaoyun's uneven breathing, Zhu Di knew that she was not asleep, knew what today's words meant to Xu Miaoyun, and could better understand her pain, and couldn't help but say distressedly: "From now on, everything has this king, you just need to be yourself." ”
Xu Miaoyun, who was worried and entangled in his heart, was reflecting on whether he was too impulsive, and after hearing Zhu Di's words, it was like a spring in March, warm and brilliant, and tears suddenly couldn't stop flowing. For so many years, I have been fighting alone, I was an orphan in my previous life, I trained since I was a child, and became the first person to be a national agent, only whether the mission is successful or not, there is no family affection and care. Although there is Xu Da and his wife love in this life, the sisters are harmonious, but the other brothers and sisters are young, and do not know the danger of the future turmoil, the father is now in a high position, a pair of eyes staring, can not do the slightest wrong, as the eldest daughter, naturally have to take on this responsibility, planning at a young age, although the actual age is not young, but for so many years, after all, will be tired, but when tired, I dare not tell my parents, for fear that my parents are worried. Now I suddenly heard a person say to himself, everything has him, it is like a person who has been floating in the sea for a long time, struggling to support, and suddenly someone grabs his hand, which makes people feel at ease. For a while, the long-term strength seemed to be suddenly shattered, aggrieved, sad, and tears fell silently like bursting the embankment.
Although Zhu Di could hear Xu Miaoyun's undulating and turbulent breathing, he couldn't hear Xu Miaoyun crying silently, and he couldn't guess that his words would give Xu Miaoyun such a big touch, but after listening to Xu Miaoyun's thoughts all night, he suddenly wanted to protect her, take care of her, so that she could live carefree, just like when she was a child. However, seeing that Xu Miaoyun didn't plan to speak for a long time, she lay down and closed her eyes.
Soon, the five-day rest of the New Year ended, the court resumed the early dynasty, Zhu Di and Xu Miaoyun also returned to their usual life, Zhu Di went out early and returned late every day, and stayed in the study to deal with affairs after the next dynasty, and Xu Miaoyun also continued to eat and drink every day. It's just that since Zhu Di said in the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve that he would often eat Xu Miaoyun's cooking, he went to the Qinghua Hall every day for dinner, and asked Xu Miaoyun to cook himself every day, which gave Xu Miaoyun the opportunity to perform. Of course, since Xu Miaoyun listened to Zhu Di's words that night, he let go of himself, returned to his nature, and no longer cared about his image when he saw Zhu Di, so ah, Zhu Di's request for dinner all depends on Xu Miaoyun's mood, he made two dishes on a whim, and he was too lazy to even make soup, of course, most of Xu Miaoyun was still lazy, so Zhu Di hadn't eaten a few dishes made by Xu Miaoyun in the past month, and I don't know if Zhu Di would regret it if he knew that he was distressed for a while and buried his mouth.