Chapter 212: Inner Demon

Sitting in the snowy car, Xu Feng said: "Thank you." ”

"No, who made you the boss." Lu Manxue said angrily, "I can't see it, you actually hook up with girls, I used to think you were a very honest person." ”

"......, I'm an honest man, haven't you seen everything yesterday?" Xu Feng is helpless, could it be that his image has now become a playboy?

"Forget it, don't talk about this, the company's affairs are troublesome to you, you can give yourself a salary increase, well, I may have to leave again in a few days, not here."

……

Back at the villa, Xu Feng asked Lu Manxue to come in and sit, but was refused.

Xu Feng knew that she might be afraid of seeing the wine pills inside, so he didn't force it.

Sure enough, as soon as he entered the door, a soft body pounced up, Xu Feng was gentle and full of arms, with this breath and feel, he knew that it was a wine pill.

"Brother Feng, you're back, it's okay, it's great, Sakumaru is worried about you all night, come and have breakfast, Sakumaru has already made a hearty breakfast waiting for you to come back."

When I came to the table, sure enough, it was the breakfast on the table, which was very nutritious.

Xu Feng ate happily, and the mildew was wiped out in his heart.

Qin Jiujiu saw that Xu Feng was happy to eat, and his heart was also happy, and the two enjoyed a warm breakfast.

A good day starts in the morning, a good breakfast can bring people a good mood and vitality for the day, so no matter how busy you are, breakfast is a must.

After eating, Xu Feng said, "Let's go, let's take you to Jiangcheng." ”

Of course, Sakumaru happily agreed, so on this day, Xu Feng drove the car with Sakumaru to visit all the scenic spots in Jiangcheng, and then accompanied her to the mall to shop.

When he came back in the evening, Xu Feng said: "Jiujiu, that Wang Dagang can't die yet, I'm afraid that he will be unfavorable to you when he is injured, you better leave Jiangcheng and go home early." ”

Jiujiu originally came to Jiangcheng to play temporarily, her home was not in Jiangcheng, Xu Feng thought of this, and letting her go home was the best way.

And I'm going to leave this world in a few days, so I can't take care of her.

"No, I want to spend a little more time with you."

"Well, I'm going on a business trip in a few days, so you can leave early tomorrow morning, and I'll contact you next time I come back from a business trip."

"That'...... Okay, then you promise me that you will tell people as soon as you come back. ”

"yes, it will."

The next day, in the morning, Sake Maru made breakfast as usual, and the two of them finished their last breakfast.

After packing his luggage, Xu Feng personally sent her to the airport, and watching her get on the plane, he really felt a little reluctant in his heart, she was a good girl.

……

When he got home, Xu Feng was really tired in his heart, and life was very boring.

He somehow, he suddenly lost his enthusiasm for life, felt that everything was boring, that there were too few variables in life, and that there were too few things worth pursuing.

There will always be some strange thoughts in my mind, thinking that people live for a lifetime, although they are different from ants, they have their own thoughts, but for the vast majority of people.

What is the meaning of a mediocre life? What is the value to humanity as a whole, to the world?

In order to survive, in order to have enough to eat, for the house, all kinds of chores work all their lives, just a few decades, fleetingly, life is like a white horse passing by, leaving no trace.

Sometimes he thinks that in the history of mankind, most of those dark people are just cannon fodder bases for the sake of producing a few excellent people.

Li Bai, who wrote the poems of the Tang Dynasty, and Einstein, who invented the theory of relativity, these people either left a spiritual legacy to mankind or a scientific legacy, and as for the general public, they just lived for the sake of living.

In short, these nihilistic things, which have denied the meaning of life, suddenly appear in my mind.

Xu Feng didn't know what was wrong with him, maybe he was too tired? Maybe it's been too long since I've come across something that makes me feel excited and loved?

Could it be that this symptom is that I have some kind of mental illness?

was so tired that his brain felt like it was about to explode, Xu Feng had to stop thinking about it for the time being, and forced himself to sleep.

Many times in the face of many things, sleeping can be a good solution.

This sleep was a day and a night, and when he woke up during the day the next day, Xu Feng felt that everything was back to normal.

Even in his mind, it was clearer, he tried his thoughts, and they were actually much stronger than before, he couldn't figure it out, thinking that the distracting thoughts in his mind at that time were the gigabytes of his spiritual breakthrough?

In short, now the state of the mind, the divine mind is strengthened, and everything is a good thing.

However, Xu Feng also secretly paid attention, it seems that when the divine thoughts break through, all kinds of distracting thoughts will arise in the human brain.

Now that I think about it, that state of decadence, gloom, and loss of hope in the whole life and life is really terrifying.

Even if you can't resist it, you might be tempted to commit suicide.

Could this be the legendary inner demon?

Legend has it that when a monk breaks through the realm, he will encounter bottlenecks and obstacles, and if the monk cannot successfully survive it, he will generally die and die.

"It seems that you have to be careful when you break through in the future, it's just too dangerous, this time I broke through in a daze, it's really a fluke."

Time came to the weekend in a blink of an eye, and Tang Shining was finally liberated and came back from his busy state.

Xu Feng was naturally happy, and the two quickly got tired of being together, and they simply stayed together twenty-four hours a day.

And it doesn't feel boring, which is probably the state of a man and a woman in love.

accompanied Tang Sining to the amusement park, and then accompanied her to a big meal, and took her to other cities in China for a tour.

One of the obvious benefits of having money is that you have more freedom in life, you can do whatever you want, and you never have to think too much about it.

For a week, I played well with Tang Shining, which can be regarded as compensating for it.

At this time, the two were lying on the sofa in the villa, Tang Shining was resting his head on Xu Feng's lap, watching a soap opera on TV.

And Xu Feng is holding his mobile phone, checking the next world to go.

It's been a month since he returned to Earth in the blink of an eye, and now everything that should be done has been done, and he can't relax anymore, so he is ready to go to the next world soon.

, movies, anime, in fact, there are a lot to choose from.

Each one is an independent world, but because there are too many, most of Xu Feng has not actually seen them, which means that he doesn't know much about these worlds.

So if you rush to a world that you are not familiar with, it is definitely not the best choice.

So it seems that there are a lot of choices, but in fact there are not many, and the only ones that can be chosen are those he has seen and known.

Life is actually like this, at first you think you have a lot of choices, just like when you were a child, the teacher asked you what your ideal is when you grow up, some people fill in scientists, some people fill in the president, and some people fill in stars.

But later, you realized how ignorant you were when you were young, and how the teacher weaved such a dream for you.

Is it up to you to choose what you want to be?

Later, you will find that in fact, many things are really predestined, and there are very few things that you can choose and change.