Chapter 441: I won't let you go
Runye was helpless, and she didn't dare to speak when Zhu Hongyu said.
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, and also looked at Jin Yuanjing, compared to Runye, Jin Yuanjing had seen through everything.
"Runye, I know that in your heart, I am the first person you like. But now, in front of Mr. Cui, I really want to make this matter clear. It's not suitable between us, it's not appropriate for me to be with you, I'm suitable to be a loner after all. The reason why my master helped me leave was because he was afraid of your power, but I trust and know that you are not the kind of people who rush to kill everything. β
Zhu Hongyu really had no intention of arguing with them anymore, especially in front of Cui Heyue's spiritual seat.
Runye knew that Zhu Hongyu must have said everything in front of Cui Heyue, including the things between them, of course, Runye didn't blame Zhu Hongyu, it was understandable that she wanted to leave this complicated relationship, but after all, she gave up from the beginning.
"Then I...... Then I have a question. Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu, affectionate.
Zhu Hongyu sighed, she really didn't want to answer any questions about Runye, the questions were nothing more than those clichΓ©s.
"Ask, but it's the last ......"
Runye looked at Cui Heyue's spiritual position, he couldn't ask this sentence, and then he took a few deep breaths and said, "Daoist Cui, I didn't mean to defile your spiritual hall, Zhu Hongyu worshiped you as a husband, this is the most important relationship under the master, and I just want to be good for her." I just wanted to ask...... Want to ask...... Where is her heart? β
Zhu Hongyu knelt up straight, looked at the spiritual position, and then looked at the coffin behind the spiritual position, and felt infinite emotion in her heart.
"Sir, my heart used to be in Runye, and before I met Jin Yuanjing, I always liked him and loved him to the core. Although we are so measured in front of outsiders, the love between us is ...... is not comparable to others, I tried my best to make Runye vulgar, I went to fight the plague to let him get rid of the dead, and then Runye changed, he liked Zhang Yu. β
Saying that, Zhu Hongyu remembered the memory she didn't like the most, and remembered Zhang Yu's woman's face, every time she thought about the incident between her and Runye, she didn't want to recall this incident.
"Then I went to Liangzhou to move the rescue troops, who knew that when I passed by Wudang Mountain, I also changed my mind, and I met Jin Yuanjing. Jin Yuanjing's demeanor is so similar to Runye. Erudite, suave, and religious. I took him on the road, and we became friends of life and death because of the incident in Kongtong Mountain. At that time, I changed, and I knew that I liked Kim Won-kyung. It's too difficult to keep people's hearts the same these days, and I'd rather be the person I like. β
After saying this, Zhu Hongyu cried.
She has experienced so many things in the past year that she is so tired that she doesn't even have time to think about who she really likes.
It's July 15 now, and on July 15 last year, she and Runye were eating tofu outside.
Ganzhou's roasted tofu is really delicious, just like tofu boiled in white water, just a handful of small green onions, and the whole tofu has become a meat-like thing.
On July 15 of this year, she was in Bianjing, guarding Cui Heyue's spiritual position, kneeling with Runye, and of course, Jin Yuanjing, both of whom she once loved.
Zhu Hongyu looked at Cui Heyue's spiritual position, and said slowly, as if he had been appointed: "Later, I lived in Chaoyunguan for a while, and I found that Taoists should practice after all, and it is not good for me to disturb them like this, and my feelings should be let go when I can let go." β
After speaking, Zhu Hongyu sighed and looked at Runye and Jin Yuanjing.
"I, Zhu Hongyu, am sorry for you, I don't know what I want, and I don't know the fact that you, as Taoist priests, should focus on cultivation. I've never respected your beliefs, and when I actually stepped into this circle, I realized how wrong I had been doing. Later, my master asked me to hide, and I figured it out for the past four months. I shouldn't hide, I will go home one day, and if I don't make my problems clear to you, I will pull and pull in the end, what is a sin. β
Zhu Hongyu knows what she wants, and she also knows that she is no longer the original self.
"Are you sure?" Jin Yuanjing didn't speak in the dark corner, but he kept staring at this side, listening to Zhu Hongyu's words, today was the last day of their vigil, and it was undeniable that he had to ask clearly.
Since this sentence was said in front of Cui Heyue's spiritual seat, it must be Zhu Hongyu's true thoughts.
"I'm sure that if I dare to say this, I am well prepared." Zhu Hongyu pursed her lips and let out a long sigh.
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu with a puzzled expression, and then he turned his head angrily and let out a long sigh of relief.
In the past, he hoped countless times that Zhu Hongyu could worship under his seat and become his first disciple.
Unexpectedly, after Zhu Hongyu really became a disciple of Xuanmen, the first thing was to avoid this emotion in her heart, which she was determined to protect for the rest of her life.
"Well, now that you've decided. I shouldn't have been there. β
The relationship between Jin Yuanjing and Zhu Hongyu is not weak, and it can even be said that Zhu Hongyu is more attentive to Jin Yuanjing, but in the years on Wudang Mountain, Jin Yuanjing has lost the ability to love.
He did love Zhu Hongyu, but when he loved, he chose to forbear, and he was always ready to be abandoned by Zhu Hongyu.
That's right, even if he is now in the position of Chaoyunguan's prison, he is still ready, the length of this emotion has been in his heart since the day Zhu Hongyu disappeared.
Zhu Hongyu is really leaving.
He knew it at that moment.
But Runye didn't know that Runye was still guarding hard, and he was still begging everyone he knew to find the traces of Zhu Hongyu, and it was true that Runye was more serious than Jin Yuanjing when it came to feelings.
Now Runye feels like she's really going crazy.
"Did I do something wrong that made you choose to leave...... You said that you want to choose one of the two, and I will support Jin Yuanjing to take the position. You said that the one who became the national teacher first became your guest of the scene, and I was afraid that if you helped me up, I would abandon me, so I also helped Jin Yuanjing to go up, and the two of us became grasshoppers on a rope, but you said at this time that you wanted to ...... Leave us! β
Runye said every word with difficulty, and his heart was in pain.
Zhu Hongyu pursed her lips, then nodded.
She knew that she saw unwillingness in Runye's eyes, and she also saw unwillingness, but how could this be what she was willing to do?
"Do you think I'm willing to do that? Runye, you are a Taoist priest, you should have known that our relationship was wrong when you were in Peach Blossom Village, but you didn't care about it at the beginning, and now the result of all this is caused by yourself. I'm not human, I'm playing with feelings, but are you good? β
Zhu Hongyu's every sentence is so piercing.
Runye was silent, he didn't know what he should say for a while, but when he looked at Zhu Hongyu's ruthless expression, his heart seemed to be dragged.
Zhu Hongyu was sincere this time.
"Okay, I promise you, I won't have any bad thoughts about you from now on, but you are not Liu Chenzi's apprentice, I order you to live in Chaoyun Temple and practice with the power of the sect, and you will not marry outside in this life."
Zhu Hongyu was annoyed, she really didn't want to quarrel in front of Cui Heyue's spiritual position.
But how could she accept such an order?
"Runye, you're crazy, you're abusing your power!"
Zhu Hongyu tried her best to keep her voice low, and she also tried her best to control her emotions and said.
"What can I do if I abuse my power, I can trap you today, and I will do my best to trap you in this life. Yes, you must be unhappy with me, but what one of these things do you should be done? β
Runye's words were so piercing that Zhu Hongyu felt that her limbs and bones could be pierced by him.
It was his words that were piercing, and now Runye hurt her in the slightest.
"I don't know what to say now." Zhu Hongyu let out a long sigh, he watched Runye soften all of a sudden, and sighed as he knelt on the kneeling stool.
Runye smiled, and smiled very aggrieved.
"Zhu Hongyu, why do you still look like a wronged person now, don't you think you did something wrong from the beginning?"
Zhu Hongyu shook her head, she never felt that she had done anything wrong.
"For me, love is love, not love is not love, what's wrong and right? I'm just a little woman, I just want to love the person I want to love, but you are a Taoist, you know that love is inadmissible, why should you ...... Why do those things? β
Zhu Hongyu said this with a crying voice, and she didn't know why she had to discuss the affairs of men and women with Runye in the mourning hall.
Maybe I can't help it anymore.
"This is the final bottom line I give you, if you want to practice, you will practice in Chaoyunguan, if you don't practice, this feeling is not something you say to let go. In the end, you are Liu Chenzi's apprentice, my Xuanmen person, I have the right to give orders to you, if you insist on not listening, I can let you know that you know how powerful the word is in charge. β
Runye was ruthless in the end, he had never threatened anyone, it can be said that Zhu Hongyu was the first one he threatened.
Zhu Hongyu knew that it was pointless to quarrel with Runye again, Runye was really annoyed this time.
She looked at Runye with puzzled eyes, thinking to herself, doesn't this person know the truth of "good gathering and good dispersion"?
Obviously, Runye didn't know.
Soon, Runye stood up, took care of his robe, and coldly "snorted" at Zhu Hongyu, and then disappeared into nothingness.
Zhu Hongyu sighed, she really didn't know what she had done wrong.
Could it be that it was just the ignorance of Runye's identity that led to such a result?
Jin Yuanjing also stood up, he wanted to go and see how Runye was doing, of course, when he looked at Zhu Hongyu's puzzled face, he was a little unhappy.
"From now on, mix with us, and if you can't be a husband and wife, you can be Taoist friends. Anyway, Runye and I won't let you go. β