The body slid to the ground, and Zhang Nanyan hurriedly reached out to hold the wall.

Several girls came up from the stairs, passed by her side, and looked at Zhang Nanyan strangely.

Zhang Nanyan was afraid of attracting the attention of others, so she didn't dare to wait at the door, so she came downstairs.

Walking out of the dormitory building, the couples in front of the building have said goodbye one after another, and there is no sweetness everywhere just now, only the street lamps are lit under the rich shadow of the trees.

Zhang Nanyan looked at the empty campus, confused, and didn't know where to go?

In the capital, she can only rely on Lin Dong, and the only place she can stay in is to stay in the girls' dormitory. Now, the door of the dormitory is locked, and Brother Lin doesn't know where she went, she is really going to live on the streets.

Zhang Nanyan walked to the small garden in front of the dormitory building dejectedly, she didn't dare to go too far, for fear that she would miss Bai Jing and Jin Mian coming back. She sat on a stone bench in the small gazebo and waited.

As soon as she sat down, Zhang Nanyan realized that her body could no longer support it, her head was so heavy that she couldn't straighten it at all, and her eyelids were sticking to one piece.

She desperately told herself that she couldn't fall asleep, but her consciousness involuntarily blurred.

She was groggy and sleepy, but she couldn't sleep well.

On the night after the beginning of autumn, the first half of the night was still steaming, and the second half of the night began to be cold, and the stone bench was even cooler and harder.

But she couldn't wake up, she fell into a half-awake and half-drowsy dream, struggling non-stop.

In the dream, a wrinkled and furrowed face approached her eyes, staring at her with a pair of cloudy yellow eyes, shriveled lips constantly moving, a mouth showing toothless gums, exhaling the smell of decay.

"Bringing you here is the one who recruits my brother. You have to fight for anger and recruit a golden grandson to the Zhang family. ”

Zhang Nanyan seems to have changed back into the newborn baby, her biological parents gave birth to three daughters, the fourth is still a female baby, and she was exchanged for a basket of eggs by her grandmother at birth, recruiting sons for her adoptive parents.

Since she was three years old, she had to take care of her younger brother, and whenever he cried, his grandmother, who had bad legs, would stab her with a cane. Once, my brother was crying in bed, my grandmother sat on the edge of the bed and scolded, she was holding a bowl of sugar water and wanted to feed my brother, but she was only three years old, the bowl was not held steady, and it was splashed on my brother's body. She didn't care about crying, so she got up and ran, for fear that her grandmother's heavy and hard crutches would come down again.

She hid outside the door and listened to her grandmother's incessant cursing.

"It's useless to kill you, if my good Jinsun is injured, I will throw you into the ravine to feed the wolves!"

"You are superfluous!

You are a burden!

You are a burden! ”

……

Zhang Nanyan shrank tighter and tighter, and her body trembled.

She vaguely thought, "Am I going to die?" If you die, you won't drag others down anymore. ”

In the blur, there seemed to be a ball of warmth sticking to her side, and she wanted to grasp the last straw.

In the early hours of the morning, Zhang Nanyan woke up.

At this time, it was the darkest and quietest time of the day, she glanced at the dormitory building, there was no light in the whole building, even if Bai Jing and Jin Mian came back, they should be asleep.

Zhang Nanyan's throat was burning with pain, even if she had a nightmare when she fell asleep, she woke up and had to face her lonely situation.

Zhang Nanyan cried aggrievedly, and didn't dare to make a sound, so tears and snot flowed together.

She wiped her tears, and out of the corner of her eye, she seemed to see something white.

She looked over and saw that on the other side of the bench, there was a white and fat cat lying on her stomach. The white cat has two front paws, its head resting on its front paws, and its eyes narrowed into a line.

"It's you, why don't you go back to sleep?" Zhang Nanyan sniffled and whispered, "Look at how stupid I am, don't cats just come out at night to do activities." ”

She babbled to the big white cat, but in fact, she was talking to herself, pretending that someone was listening to her, pretending that she was not so pitiful.

Knowing the endless cries in the trees, the crickets crackling in the grass, why is this night so long and so difficult.

The white cat suddenly stood up, grinding its front paws on the stone bench, arching its back, and jumping up quickly.

The white cat jumped high, waved its front paws, and landed with a cricket in its mouth.

It has quick movements, beautiful postures, and no claws miss, as long as it strikes, it will be rewarded. Soon, there was a row of crickets on the stone bench, and several monkeys that had just come out of the ground.

The monkey crawled forward with its pincers and legs open-toothed and clawed. The white cat didn't eat them, so he watched them for a while, and when the monkey crawled out for a while, he took them back, stretched out his paws and tossed the monkey one by one, and watched the monkey's feet move towards the sky.

Zhang Nanyanxin said, this cat has become a sperm, looking at its contemptuous eyes, could it be that he deliberately caught a few crickets and knew that the monkey made her happy?

Watching the white cat catch crickets in tricks, time seems to be less difficult, and before you know it, the sky is bright.

The white cat that was holding a cricket suddenly stopped moving, and following the direction of the white cat's head, Zhang Nanyan saw Bai Jing and Jin Mian walking back to the dormitory building from the road.

The white cat spat out the crickets from its mouth, yawned lazily, and leaped into the grass without a trace, leaving a pile of half-dead crickets on the stone bench.

Zhang Nanyan threw the crickets into the grass one by one.

The saddest part of last night was over, and she touched her forehead, and the fever had subsided.

Whether it's good or bad, you have to face it, don't you? Otherwise, I'm sorry for so many crickets who sacrificed their lives.

She stood up, moved herself, took a deep breath, and walked towards the dormitory building.

She pushed open the door of the dormitory and saw Bai Jing packing her things, while Jin Mian was lying on the bed motionless.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Bai Jing looked at Zhang Nanyan and smiled at her tiredly: "Something happened temporarily, so I didn't come back for the past two days, and I didn't have time to tell you." ”

Zhang Nanyan looked at them, Jin Mian, who was usually the most lively and clever, was like a frosted eggplant at this moment, wilting without any energy. And Bai Jing looked tired, and the dark circles under her eyes came out.

Zhang Nanyan asked with concern: "What happened?" Is there anything I can do to help? ”

Bai Jing shook her head and looked at Jin Mian worriedly.

Jin Mian lay on the bed, motionless.

Seeing such a situation, Zhang Nanyan had already put her grievances behind her, she was very worried, something big must have happened, so that Jin Mian, a little pepper, would become a wilted eggplant.

Zhang Nanyan said with concern: "You haven't had breakfast yet, I'll go buy breakfast." ”

Bai Jing hesitated, but still took out the meal card from her bag and handed it to Zhang Nanyan: "Then I'm bothering you." ”

Zhang Nanyan waved her hand and didn't take the meal card: "You're welcome, I'll go." ”

Zhang Nanyan walked briskly to the cafeteria, bought eight-treasure porridge, eggs and triangular cakes, and returned to the dormitory.

She handed Bai Jing a breakfast, and took another to Jin Mian's bedside.

"Let's have a bit."

Jin Mian turned his head to the other side.

Zhang Nanyan wanted to persuade but didn't dare, so she took breakfast awkwardly.

Bai Jing walked over and persuaded Jin Mian through the bed guardrail: "Jinzi, eat some food, you haven't eaten anything since the night before yesterday." ”

Jin Mian pulled the quilt, covered his head, and ignored anyone.

Bai Jing sighed and said to Zhang Nanyan, "It's okay, let her sleep." You can eat something too. ”

Zhang Nanyan put breakfast on Jin Mian's table.

She returned to her table and began to eat her breakfast.

Bai Jing also drank the porridge silently.

The atmosphere was so heavy that Zhang Nanyan wanted to ask what was going on, but she didn't dare to ask.

After the two of them finished breakfast in silence, Bai Jing stood up, changed into pajamas, and said, "I will sleep too." ”

Zhang Nanyan snorted, she sat on the chair and rested for a few minutes. She was worried about Lin Dong, not knowing where he had gone last night and whether he had come back now.

Her phone card is out of money, and she can't make a call, so go to Brother Lin's dormitory to find him? Or do you go buy a phone card first and call to ask about the situation?

As she thought about it, her eyelids closed involuntarily. She was very tired and weak, and her head was dizzy. I didn't sleep well all night last night, and now I'm sleepy.

Zhang Nanyan vaguely decided to sleep for a while, and then go to Brother Lin when she woke up.

She got up in a daze, closed the curtains, and climbed into bed again, falling unconscious as soon as her head was next to the pillow.

The curtains blocked the sunlight, and in the dimly lit room, three people fell asleep.