Chapter 57: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Zhou Yi's expression couldn't be said to be disappointed or surprised, he stared at Zhou Quan with his eyes, and then smiled at the corners of his mouth, "It's okay, Brother Zhou, it's been so many years, although I, it's okay, I haven't seen them for so many years, I don't remember what they look like," Zhou Yi was a little incoherent, "It's not there, it's okay, the old man is not here, I'm fine, you say Brother Zhou!" ”
Zhou Quan looked at Zhou Yi for a while, and then took out an envelope from his arms and handed it to Zhou Yi, but his hand was still pressed on it, and he said: "Zhou Yi, this contains your parents' information and yours, it may be a little ...... It's hard to accept, but you can choose to watch it or not. ”
Zhou Yi stared at the envelope on the table, the room was quiet, Zhou Quan looked at Zhou Yi, I don't know what Zhou Yi was thinking, the clock in the room was ticking very clearly, and it was almost overlapping with the frequency of the heart.
Just when Zhou Quan thought that Zhou Yi wouldn't read it, Zhou Yi suddenly picked up the envelope, slowly opened it, and took out the contents inside.
There were only a few pieces of paper and a few photos in the envelope.
Zhou Yi first slowly picked up the pages and looked at them, his face turned pale instantly, after reading it, he looked up at Zhou Quan, startling Zhou Quan, Zhou Yi's eyes were actually blank and had no focus.
Zhou Yi lowered his head and picked up the photo on the table, which was a bloody photo of the crime scene at his home.
"Ah......" Zhou Yi let out a scream, his face was pale like a dead man, he stood up suddenly, trembling all over, the chair was brought down and made a "bang", and then Zhou Yi reached out and overturned the table.
"Ah......" Zhou Yi's scream continued.
"Zhou Yi? What happened to you? Qin Fei happened to come in, and when he saw Zhou Yi's appearance, he was so frightened that he hurried over to hug Zhou Yi, but he was pushed away by Zhou Yi, he turned around and ran into the room.
"Quan'er? Why are you here? What's going on with Zhou Yi? Qin Fei had a guess in his heart when he saw Zhou Quan.
"Brother Xiaofei, I'm ......" Zhou Quan didn't expect to meet Qin Fei, and didn't know how to explain, "You take a look at Zhou Yi first, and we'll talk about it later!" ”
The two hurriedly walked into the bedroom, but they didn't see Zhou Yi, and Qin Fei anxiously looked around.
"Here!" Zhou Quan pointed to the table and called Qin Fei.
Qin Fei squatted down and saw Zhou Yi huddle himself tightly together, squeezing into a small space and shivering.
"Zhou Yi, listen to my brother, can you come out?" Qin Fei tried to pull Zhou Yi out.
"Ah......" Zhou Yi's scream started again, pushing Qin Fei's hand hard, shrinking himself even further.
Qin Fei's forehead was bruised, and he stood up and pulled Zhou Quan out of the room, "What the hell is going on?" Qin Fei roared.
Qin Fei's eyes were as terrifying as trying to eat people, Zhou Quan subconsciously shrank back, but he still tried to calm himself down, he didn't expect Zhou Yi to react like this, especially typical PTSD symptoms.
"I found Zhou Yi's biological parents, and I wanted to tell him, I didn't expect him to be like this!" Zhou Quan also roared.
"What? What did you find? Didn't I tell you not to target Zhou Yi? Why are you still checking? Qin Fei grabbed Zhou Quan's collar and asked.
"There! Brother Xiaofei, you can take a look first! Zhou Quan vigorously broke Qin Fei's hand and pointed to the papers and photos scattered on the ground.
Qin Fei glanced at him, walked over and picked up the photos and a few pages scattered on the ground, after reading it, Qin Fei's eyes were even more terrifying, he looked at Zhou Quan, pointed to the bedroom, and his voice gradually increased, "This is what you want?" Yes? Are you satisfied? Can he kill people like this? Can you? ”
Zhou Quan gasped and looked at Qin Fei a little sadly, "Brother Xiaofei......"
"Don't call me Brother Fei! Don't call it in the future! Qin Fei continued to roar, leaving Zhou Quan and going to the bedroom.
Zhou Quan stood in the middle of the living room, listening to Qin Fei talking to Zhou Yi gently.
"Zhou Yi, don't be afraid! Brother is here! ”
"Zhou Yi, are you okay when you come out?"
"Zhou Yi, it's okay, don't be afraid, brother is here!"
Zhou Quan lowered his head, not knowing how to describe the current situation and mood, Zhou Yi's reaction was unexpected, and it was almost impossible to understand anything.
And everything he found about Zhou Yi cannot be used as evidence.
Zhou Quan walked to the door of the bedroom and watched Qin Fei kneel on the ground, patiently comforting Zhou Yi word by word, Zhou Yi was still hiding in that small gap, motionless.
Qin Fei had no choice, so he stood up and walked out, looking at Zhou Quan, "Quan'er, go back!" ”
"Little Feige! I really didn't expect it...... I just ......" Zhou Quan couldn't help the grievances in his heart, didn't he just want to investigate the case? He didn't want that either! But his little brother Fei actually yelled at him like that!
Qin Fei stopped looking at Zhou Quan, walked to the patio and called Lu Ming, "Lu Ming, something is wrong here Zhou Yi, you bring Doctor Qin over...... Yes, I look very much like PTSD...... Yes, a little irritated...... Nothing, as soon as possible! ”
After hanging up the phone, Qin Fei still didn't look at Zhou Quan, picked up the table and chair by himself, and stuffed the information brought by Zhou Quan into an envelope and put it in his pocket.
"Little Feige!" Zhou Quan shouted in a low voice.
"Forget it, you don't have to explain, you go back, Lu Ming will bring the doctor over later, don't let them see you, it will be difficult for you to return to Jiangcheng at that time."
Zhou Quan didn't speak, nodded, and slowly walked out of Zhou Yi's house.
In an independent ward of the hospital, Qin Fei looked inside at Zhou Yi who was curled up at the head of the bed through the glass at the door, and talked to Dr. Qin.
"How long will he do this?"
Dr. Qin is a middle-aged man wearing glasses, he looked at Zhou Yi in the ward and sighed, "It's hard to say, it's hard to judge like him, he hasn't spoken for three days, even if he has his eyes open, you don't know where he's looking, PTSD sustainability is uncertain, some will be relieved soon, and some may accompany him for a lifetime." You said that his performance was normal before, but he was a little timid and afraid of blood, so what he saw this time must be related to what he caused PTSD in the first place, otherwise it wouldn't have suddenly become like this! ”
"When he was a child, he should have witnessed the scene of his mother killing his father, and this time he saw the scene photos." Qin Fei said.
"That's right," Dr. Qin nodded, "I can only do my best." ”
"When he was young, he may have been stimulated to go missing from home, and then he was taken in by an old man, and he has always been fine, but he doesn't remember much about what happened when he was a child, and he has no impression of his biological parents."
"It's going to be like this, some people have PTSD, they show selective amnesia, and that's probably the case with him! Then I saw the scene again, and it stirred up the memory, and it would be such a performance. ”
Qin Fei looked at Zhou Yi like this, and the feeling of distress suddenly spread in his body, even the rest of the third team, although he only called Qin Fei brother alone, they had long regarded Zhou Yi as their younger brother.
……
Zhou Yi, who was sitting on the bed, seemed to be completely unable to feel everything around him, his mind was chaotic, and many, many fragments kept rushing through his mind, making him unable to move when he was in it.
These fragmented clips are a little similar to the nightmares I used to have, but they are a little different, and they show more content.
Slowly, those clips began to become regular from fragments, from the time Zhou Yi was very young, frame by frame, the last hand of his mother gradually moved away, so that Zhou Yi wanted to grab it, and wanted to pull his mother back, but with his mother's "run", there was no chance to pull it again.
He only ran desperately, without direction, and the road was confused in the dark night, until he passed out from exhaustion.
He hated his inability to save his mother, and hated his weakness.
The whole world seemed to abandon him, and he was shrouded in darkness and cold, gradually losing consciousness.
At this time, Grandpa appeared.
Grandpa took him home, gave him water to drink, gave him food, taught him things he couldn't understand, the mountains were big, there were many animals on the mountains, and those animals were his playmates.
Grandma Wang's family next door was very good to him, and he had never eaten such a delicious meal since he was a child.
Grandpa said that only if you become strong yourself, no one will dare to bully you anymore.
Nothing to be afraid of!
There is really nothing to be afraid of, grandpa is right, only if you become strong, you will not be bullied.
Beside him, at his feet, the endless, pitch-black abyss seems to have an unimaginable attraction to this world, and when he looks up, the bright sunlight makes people stop their feet that are about to step into the abyss.
In the dark night, I couldn't see my fingers, and I ran desperately to get away from the bottomless abyss.
Hold on a little longer, the front is the sunshine, the front is!
Those men, so bad, they actually hurt women and children who are weaker than themselves, they really damn it! They don't deserve to be men! Men should stand up to the sky, just like the big brother who saved himself from the mouths of those bad boys and vicious dogs!
However, the big brother is gone......
I finally see my big brother again, he is the most perfect hero in my heart, he is the man who stands up to the sky! Men should be like him!
Blood, terrible blood......
I'm not afraid of blood, I'm just afraid that my big brother will leave me like my grandfather, then I'll be alone in this world again......
Grandpa told me to let go of the obsession in my heart, don't be too obsessed, I know why he said that, he wants me to live a normal life, he wants me to be happy, will I really be happy?
There are so many people in the world waiting to be saved, but that person shouldn't be me, so who should it be?
My big brother?
Yes, it's my big brother, he's my hero, he's the guardian of this bright world.
He wants to arrest many, many bad guys, and he said that he will protect me, and he will protect me for the rest of my life!
I only believe in him, except for grandpa, I only believe in him!
I've grown up and shouldn't have been afraid of that kind of scene for a long time, but why? Would I still do that?
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From that night on, what outsiders saw Zhou Yi was dumbfounded, others couldn't see the tsunami-like fragmentary images in his mind, only Zhou Yi himself, immersed in those pasts, lost all perception of the outside world.
It wasn't until Qin Fei left that Zhou Yi slowly woke up from the past that he had gone through again, and watched those fragments gradually disappear little by little, feeling the outside world sluggishly.
The people of the third team would come over to take a look at Zhou Yi every day, and everyone had worry in their eyes, and they couldn't ask Qin Fei what kind of stimulation had turned a good Zhou Yi into what he was now.