Is it strange to Song language?

No, he doesn't blame it, because it's him who makes the choice, and the only one who is at fault is him. Song Yu is just an innocent person who has been implicated, what position and qualifications does he have to blame her?

But he doesn't blame Song Yu, it doesn't mean that he will be happy to see her.

After all, he hurt Gu Yang for the sake of Song Yu, and presumably Gu Yang didn't want to see Song Yu. Just like when he saw He Qiming, when he saw his rivals, his eyes were red, and no one was convinced!

The most important thing is that Zhu Yunze thought about it for a long time, to be honest, over the years, the relationship between him and Song Yu is indeed very deep, and he has always thought that they are very good friends. But now, Song Yu has made it clear that he has expressed his feelings for him, Zhu Yunze knows very well what he thinks in his heart, he just treats Song Yu as a friend, and he doesn't want to hurt her, so the only thing he can do is to stay away from Song Yu until Song Yu finds his true destiny.

Zhu Yunze didn't start, avoided Song Yu's eyes, and said with a cold gaze: "No, I don't blame you." ”

Before Song Yu had time to smile happily, he heard Zhu Yunze say again: "But I can't accept you, Song Yu, I only treat you as a friend, and it has never changed over the years." I'm sorry, what I like is Gu Yang, it's always been Gu Yang. ”

Song Yu froze.

This is the first time that Zhu Yunze has clearly told her in front of Song Yu that what she likes is Gu Yang.

She looked at Zhu Yunze in disbelief, her whole body was trembling, and it was half a loud sound before she found her voice and said, "You lied to me, right?" You obviously gave up Gu Yang to save me, how could you not like me! ”

Zhu Yunze couldn't help frowning, and sighed helplessly in his heart. Sure enough, his choice not only made Gu Yang misunderstand him, but also Song Yu misunderstood him.

However, the only thing to be thankful for is that he can also explain it clearly to Song Yu, instead of being like Gu Yang, who wants to explain, but can't even find anyone.

Zhu Yunze said: "I'm sorry, my actions made you misunderstand what I meant. Yes, but I did choose you, but that doesn't mean that I love you. Do you know what I thought at the time? I'm thinking, I can't let you die, but I can go and die with Gu Yang. ”

So he was actually mentally prepared to let Song Yu live alone, if Gu Yang died, then he would accompany her and return this life to her, even if she was not rare at all, but this was his feelings for Gu Yang. He once felt that he hated Gu Yang because of love, and because of hate, he wanted to take revenge on her, so he deliberately approached her, watched Gu Yang fall on him little by little, and then abandoned her like Gu Yang abandoned him when he was a child.

But it wasn't until the moment he really thought Gu Yang was dead that Zhu Yunze realized that he was wrong, for so many years, he had never forgotten Gu Yang, and he hadn't forgotten his liking for her. He is a dead-eyed person, and if he identifies a person, it is a lifetime.

'I can't let you die, but I can die with Gu Yang'

This sentence shattered the only remaining hope in Song Yu's heart, and it was not until this moment that she realized that Zhu Yunze could be so cruel. He had made it clear to her that he didn't like her, that he only saved her because he couldn't let her die, but that he could die with another woman.

Song Yu thought that if she could get Zhu Yunze's love, she would rather she be the second kind than the other.

If Gu Yang died, then Zhu Yunze would also die, and only she Song Yu survived. But what's the point of a person surviving? The man she loved, died for another woman, and her love was buried, it turned out that in this contest with Gu Yang, she was not a winner, she lost completely.

How could Zhu Yunze be so ruthless?

So did she survive alone, face the world alone, and be lonely to death? Because this life was saved by Zhu Yunze, she can't die, no matter how difficult it is, she must live, just live alone.

This is too cruel, as long as he thinks of that picture, Song Yu can't help but feel chills in his heart.

But Zhu Yunze was too calm, too calm, and that's how Song Yu realized Zhu Yunze's cruelty.

This man, why did he decide her life without asking her opinion? Life is his own, what right does Zhu Yunze have to make her life so painful?

"Zhu Yunze, you are too ruthless." Song Yu said this sentence almost tremblingly, her face was pale, her eyes were painful, and her whole person seemed to be infected by a desperate emotion.

Zhu Yunze frowned without a trace, if it was usual, he would instinctively comfort Song Yu, after all, this was a friend who grew up with him, how could he be able to watch her suffer? But now, Zhu Yunze held back, he told himself that he must not be soft-hearted, all this is for Song Yu's good, and he can't let Song Yu fall deeper and deeper.

So, in the end, Zhu Yunze just said coldly-

"I'm sorry."

Song Yu looked at him with tears in his eyes, as if he hoped that Zhu Yunze would be able to retract what he had just said, however, Zhu Yunze did not do what she thought, he even looked away, and said in a cold voice, "If there is nothing else, then you can go back, I will also go to rest, goodbye." ”

After saying these words, he was ready to close the door.

At the moment when the door was closed, he seemed to suddenly remember something, paused, and continued: "If there is nothing important in the future, you better not come to me." I don't want Gu Yang to misunderstand me. ”

As soon as the words fell, the door slammed and closed in front of Song Yu. It's like Zhu Yunze's heart, because of a Gu Yang, so he now closes the door to her, so that she can't enter anymore. Zhu Yunze finally decided to give up on her for Gu Yang's sake, he didn't want her anymore!

It hurts so much, how can it hurt so much?

Song Yu squatted down as if he couldn't bear it, covering his chest, his face full of pain. The heart seemed to be bursting in pain, and Song Yu knew for the first time that his heart could be so painful, and he could die because of a person's desire to die.

After holding back the tears for a long time, I finally couldn't hold back anymore, and they spurted out like waves, Song Yu covered his mouth and let out a suppressed cry.

Outside the door, the low whimpering sound finally reached Zhu Yunze's ears, he knew that Song Yu was sad, but he couldn't do anything, the only thing he could do was to completely break off this relationship that shouldn't exist in the first place.

Love is inherently a very selfish thing.

His heart can only hold one person, and in order for that person not to be sad, he must abandon the other.

Zhu Yunze smiled helplessly, for the first time he had a feeling that things were out of control. He thought, he might have really loved Gu Yang miserably, otherwise how could he bear to let the only friend who had been with him for so many years leave like this?

He thought that if there was no Gu Yang, maybe he would finally accept Song Yu in the end, but there will never be ifs in this world, just as Gu Yang still appeared in his life after all, and he was attracted to her as fate would have been.

With this woman in my heart, I can't tolerate anyone anymore.