Ji Ranjia didn't sleep a night ago, probably because she was going to get married, although she didn't have much expectations, but she couldn't sleep with excitement in her heart, and chatted with her sister-in-law all night.

Yesterday, she was dragged and tossed by a man for a long time, and she fell asleep at dawn, even if she got up late, the quality of sleep was not as good as before. She didn't wake up for long, and she fell boredly on the bed and slept with the quilt.

She slept a little long, and when she opened her eyes, she felt extremely tired, and her throat was dry and tight.

The room was lit with candles, and she braced herself up to get up, but she struggled twice and could not sit up, and she pounded on the edge of the bed in annoyance, her eyes red and her mouth pitifully deflated.

Gu Sifan sighed lightly, walked over with warm boiled water, caressed her, and let her lean on himself.

Ji Ranjia sighed, feeling more comfortable, but still didn't want to talk to him.

He threw his hand casually, and the porcelain cup landed firmly on the table, "Are you hungry?" I've got some porridge for you, and I'll wait for something to eat before drinking the medicine. ”

Her body was hot, and she remembered that she had just broken free from her previous life and opened her eyes, which was also so real and uncomfortable. "I don't want to drink porridge, it's tasteless, and I don't want to take medicine, it's too bitter."

People who are sick are especially squeamish, and when she says two words, the tears of the bean begin to fall.

Gu Sifan tightly held the person in his arms, pursed his lips tightly, and his eyes were a little sour, "Ji Ranjia, I beg you to do it, accept your fate and live a good life with me." What kind of life do you want, what kind of husband you want, you say, I will satisfy you. But don't you want to run away from me, even if you die! ”

Ji Ranjia felt powerless for a while, she wanted to live a good life, and in her previous life, she also longed to get married and have children to live an ordinary life. But when she really came to the front, she was cowardly, she didn't want to touch her feelings, at least she was panicked in front of Gu Sifan, and she wanted to escape. But when he turned his back to him, she was full of loss and discomfort.

"I don't want to die," she pursed, "I haven't lived enough, I'm so young, I haven't had children, I haven't walked around, I haven't eaten enough of the world's food." My brother and sister-in-law and younger siblings love me so much, and my nephews and nieces are so well-behaved, I can't bear them. ”

"What about me?" His voice was very soft, light like a gust of wind blowing in her ears, numbing her soul.

Ji Ranjia turned her head sideways, and from the first time she saw him, she knew that he was very good-looking, different from the beautiful and gorgeous she was floating on the surface. His good-looking appearance is exuded from the inside out, which makes the handsome eyebrows and eyes even more outstanding, like bamboo in the front yard, which has aroused so many people's infatuation.

She's not stupid, she's been in the royal family for so long, and she's heard too much about love, but she just doesn't want to face her heart that is starting to fall apart. She was attracted to him, but she was afraid of his future and those neighborhood rumors.

When she is alone, her brain always can't control her thoughts, a villain talks to another villain, no one can compete with anyone, she can only do nothing. Reborn once, she didn't have the energy to live as much as she did in her previous life, Ji Ranjia felt that no matter how much she wanted, it was better to work harder in reality.

Don't you go forward if you're afraid?

Can you find a solution by wandering?

Give it a try, anyway, now that the two are married, she doesn't have to try it, why doesn't she know that this road doesn't work?

"I'm a little reluctant," the corners of her lips were hooked, and her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, like a night elf, capturing the spirit of a person.

He hugged her tighter rarely, "Then you will live well!" ”

That time, he went to give a bride price, and specially asked his eldest brother Ji Weihai to know the reason why she left the palace. The fear in his heart was tight, and his pity was even stronger, but he wanted to be good to her, and he was awkwardly afraid that she would know.

Gu Sifan kissed her forehead and coaxed: "Drink some clear porridge, you are sick and obedient now." ”

She nodded obediently, tears still sparkling in her eyes, almost breaking his heart.

The porridge was viscous, soft and fragrant, and she drank it in small sips, and the warm feeling spread on the bottom of her stomach made people want to sigh comfortably.

After eating, Gu Sifan brewed out the medicine boiled under the eaves, was slightly cold, and sent it to her.

Looking at the tenderness in the man's eyebrows, she gritted her teeth and drank the medicine in one gulp, and when she swallowed it all, she gasped for breath, and the bitter taste wrapped around her tongue.

Her little face was wrinkled together, and her pink tongue couldn't help but stick out.

Gu Sifan's Adam's apple rolled up and down, and his slender fingers stuffed a piece of cotton candy into her mouth, inadvertently rubbing the wet softness.

The sweet taste immediately smoothed her eyebrows, and Ji Ranjia let out a long breath, puffing out her cheeks with sugar, "It's so bitter." ”

"Good," he rubbed the top of her head, habitually hugged the person into his arms, and patiently guided: "Daughter-in-law, I am your father-in-law, and I am your heaven and dependence." You're married to me, you should have thought it through when you walked in the door. The last thing you should have rejected is me!

Husband and wife can say whatever they have to say, and stuffing it in their hearts will only increase misunderstandings. There are many misunderstandings, and no amount of feelings are consumed. I don't want to be like that between us, I finally married you, should you be pitiful to me? ”

She looked at him in a daze, Ji Ranjia knew how proud he was, but the eyes of the man in front of her were surging with complicated emotions that she couldn't bear.

"Am I that good?" She tentatively stretched out her hand, stroked his face, and asked softly, "There has been too much time between us, six years have been wrong, are you sure that I am obsessed with this moment?" One that had been sharpened by the palace and even forced to stuff me with too much pickling. ”

"No matter what you become, as long as you are you, I will want it!" He took her hand and rubbed it against his lips, "If you have any questions about me, ask them all in one breath, and I promise to know everything." ”

Ji Ranjia didn't feel the slightest sleepiness at the moment, she was tired and cold, so she comfortably sent it into his arms, tilted her head and thought about it seriously. What he said was very right, instead of guessing, it was better to talk about it first, she didn't like to put things in her heart to ferment, there was no way to be a palace maid before.

"I don't have much to ask for my husband, I can be like a husband and wife from a poor family, support each other and coexist peacefully, and live a plain and happy life, without anyone else." She doesn't like some inexplicable people in the family.

"It's just right, I don't have that much energy to deal with others, and you alone are enough in this life." He nodded firmly.

"Old people often say that a man's word is credible, and that sows can go up trees," she pursed her lips and snorted softly.

He pinched her nose and said helplessly: "Yes, but you see that I have been dedicated to learning in the past six years, so I want to go to Kyoto to find you as soon as possible." So give me a chance to prove it. ”

She snorted twice, not to mention that in the past six years, even in the years of her immortal life in her previous life, he was lonely.

"Well, I'll trust you for now. Well, nothing else is there for the time being," she was grateful, it was good to be alive, where did she dare to ask for too much.

"Then it's my turn, daughter-in-law, can you tell me about Dr. Lu?" Ji Fuzi is just the object of the eldest brother's search for his daughter-in-law, and she doesn't know it. But Dr. Lu, he can watch people go to the house and wait to see her, "You buy him a pencil case." ”

The pencil case is fake, but the kang screen is real.

Ji Ranjia tugged at the corners of her lips, "It's not Xiao Ye's girl yet, she helped blindly, and she thought that I was a good match for Dr. Lu, so she wanted to match us." ”

"The eldest brother and sister-in-law think we are compatible, why don't you cooperate?" He asked dissatisfiedly.

"I think you are unattainable, and you will have a career in the future, no better than a merchant," she replied honestly.

"And now, do you remember him in your heart?"

"Why, you think so much about me." She grabbed his arm, squeezed it hatefully, and chewed the candy with a clattering sound.

"Okay, it's my fault," asked a satisfactory answer, Gu Sifan was in a good mood and coaxed her lightly.

"So how did you get those silver tickets? There's so much silver, your family doesn't know about it, right? Suddenly remembering this, Ji Ranjia raised her head and asked curiously.

"Earlier, when I was young, I relied on my family to provide for my education. Later, I became a master of Orion and learned a lot of skills from him, so I sold some wild animals and bought ink and paper to practice calligraphy. When I have practiced the words to be able to see people," he continued with a light cough and awkwardness, "I learned from others to write scripts, and then sold them to large families, and when my fame spread, I got more money." I took the money and looked for someone to help me open a shop, and every month there was a profit share, and the more I rolled, the more I rolled.

Daughter-in-law, I am still a scholar, but the road to the imperial examination costs too much money. I'm a big man, I can't rely on the dowry of my family and daughter-in-law to study, right?

In the future, I went to Kyoto to be an official, and the expenses were also very large, not to mention buying a house, renting a house had to barely make a living. I can't let you follow me and watch others eat meat, you drink water to satisfy your hunger, right? ”

Ji Ranjia nodded again and again, gold and silver were indispensable everywhere, and she had also heard that the imperial court had built a circle of houses around the palace and rented them to officials at half price. In that place in Kyoto, even water is expensive, and half-price rent is also a big expense for officials who only get a salary, plus clothing, food, baby, and women, they can't save money in their hands every month, and even have to go to the household department to make a blank slip for a doctor.

There were too many white stripes, and when a major natural disaster occurred in the country, the Son of Heaven was overstretched, and he was so angry that he criticized the people in the household department one by one. The third prince took the opportunity to add fuel to the fire and pushed the errand of collecting money with a white strip to the fourth prince.

The ministers could not come up with any money, and this was clearly an impossible errand.

But the fourth prince is the eldest son, and behind him are the emperor and Gu Sifan, and in the midst of everyone's excitement, he stubbornly begged for the silver of the white flowers, sent it to the disaster area, and completed the errand beautifully.

was so angry that the third prince dropped a valuable piece of broken porcelain in the study, and the distressed third princess whispered in her ear for many days.