Lan Qing frowned, "Landlord, your body is still very weak, let's rest first." ”

Qin Yu shook his head and lifted the quilt, "I'm going back to Twilight City now, he's there alone, I'm not at ease." A trace of helplessness flashed in Lan Qing's eyes, he reached out and pressed Qin Yu, frowned, and said, "Look at your current appearance, do you know what the doctor said?" Half a month! It's only half a month! When will you be able to take good care of your body? You think you're doing this for the good of the people around you, but when they know the truth, how can you ask them not to feel guilty? ”

Qin Yu was stunned, looked at the serious Lan Qing, and smiled slowly, Lan Qing, you have really grown up.

"Lan Qing, do you think it's good for me to leave the world alone? Or is it better to leave closer to him? I don't want to be at the last minute, with regrets, I know, you've been worried about me, but you know what? Qiu Ruo shouldn't have been trapped in the deep palace, Bai Lian should be very happy, and Qingjia, she shouldn't have died like this, all the misfortunes you are experiencing now are because of me, I should have died at the age of three, but I survived against the sky, changed you, Xingmu, even Fang Ruosheng, Liu Qian, the fate of all of you has changed because of me, I carry everything on my shoulders, it's not that I'm reckless, but I'm also guilty, and I also want to do something for you to make up for my debt to you. ”

Smiling and smiling, tears gradually slid down Qin Yu's cheeks and dripped on the back of Lan Qing's hand, Lan Qing looked at her in a daze, "Landlord, I don't understand whose fault it is in all this, but, we never felt that you owed us, me and Qiu Ruo, and Qingjia, if it wasn't for you picking up Yanyu Building that year, I wouldn't have known where I would have died, and Sister Bai Lian, she was also disheartened back then, and she begged to die, thanks to you, she survived, these ······ How can you say that you owe us? ”

Qin Yu shook his head and said silently: "No······ No, it's me, I should have died a long time ago, if I had died early, I wouldn't have fallen into such a dilemma, I ······"

Lan Qing looked at Qin Yu, who was gradually out of control, reached out to hug her, patted her on the back gently, and soothed: "No, it's not your fault, you're not wrong, we're not wrong, yes, we're not wrong." ”

Qin Yu hugged Lan Qing tightly uneasily, and cried bitterly in her arms.

She is really tired, these days, she has been afraid that Fang Ruosheng will hurt Xing Mu, and she is tense the string in her heart all the time.

Seeing Fang Ruosheng and Xing Mu in front of her, her heart was as if she was soaked in cold snow water, and the cold emanating from her heart spread all over her body, but she had to pretend not to care on her face, smiling at their affection.

At night, she always woke up from a dream in a cold sweat, the dream kept haunting her, making her uneasy, her body gradually weakened, no matter day or night, the cold in her body always tortured her.

Her 'spirit' spirit has become sensitive because she is afraid of being discovered by the torture all day long, and the slightest wind and grass around her will be tightly lifted.

What kind of wind is light, immobile like a mountain, she just doesn't want Fang Ruosheng to see her vulnerability, all the ingenuity, as long as she meets Xing Mu, will disappear completely, obviously she already knows that Fang Ruosheng will be unfavorable to Xing Mu, but she is powerless to remind Xing Mu of everything that is going to happen, she is tired, so tired······