147, spend a good moon
In the middle of the living room is a group of sofas, the sofa cover is a light brown similar to tree bark, and the sofa cushions are thick, which is very soft and comfortable at first glance, making people want to nest on it lazily.
In front of the sofa there is a coffee table, which is very chic, made directly from logs, with only a layer of varnish.
The floor is covered with a thick circular carpet. The carpet is light yellow, and when paired with the coffee table and sofa, it looks like resting on a tree stump in the middle of a forest, with lush trees in front of you and thick earth underfoot.
On the right-hand side of the armchair, there is a floor lamp.
Leaning against the wall is a TV cabinet and a TV.
There was also a rocking chair near the TV, on which a camel-colored blanket was neatly stacked.
The walls are made of wood, as if they were actually four walls made of logs.
The ornaments hanging on the wall are also unique, such as a bouquet of dried flowers, a engraving, and a woodpecker carved in wood.
Zhang Nanyan likes it very much.
She couldn't wait to run into the other rooms to take a look.
Entering the bedroom, Zhang Nanyan was even more pleasantly surprised.
There are large windows with a continuous sea of pink flowers outside the window.
There is also a dark green windowsill, on which are placed several pots of flowers and plants, all of which are ordinary mountain wildflowers, growing vigorously and blooming freely.
The evening breeze blew slowly, and the apricot-yellow curtains fluttered and swept across the iron-red bedside.
The bed is the simplest style, with a wooden plank bed, four delicate iron legs, and a retro wrought iron headboard.
The bed is covered with coarse cloth sheets woven by handlooms, two watermelon-red pillows sit side by side at the head of the bed, and at the end of the bed is a new quilt embroidered with flowers and birds.
At first glance, it looks like a simple but festive new house that has traveled back in time to a hundred years and is secluded in the mountains and forests.
Zhang Nanyan liked it very much, walked over, and reached out to touch the quilt of orchids and kingfishers. Start finely and warmly.
Turning around, on the opposite side of the bed was a dresser polished with logs. In the mirror, a beautiful and delicate face was reflected, red clouds flew on her cheeks, her apricot mouth was dyed with vermilion, and her eyes were full of affection......
Zheng Fan walked into the bedroom, and what caught his eye was the girl's shy and gorgeous face.
He couldn't help but see God.
In his impression, Xiaoyanzi is simple, youthful, intelligent, and cute...... In short, she was young and immature, and his affection for her inevitably included his love for the little girl.
At this moment, she bloomed in front of him, the beauty of women.
It's like a bud waiting to bloom, finally blooming quietly.
Fanghua is beginning to appear, with a green touch.
Zheng Fan clearly felt the change in his heart. As a mature man, he certainly knows what this change means.
This feeling is familiar but also strange, in his ten years of marriage, I don't know when, there is no longer this desire.
But now, his body and his heart, are once again impulsive.
"Teacher, look, how beautiful." Zhang Nanyan smiled happily and said to Zheng Fan.
Zheng Fan walked up to her side and gazed at her gently but deeply.
Zhang Nanyan has never seen such a Zheng Fan, and Teacher Zheng has always been elegant and gentle. She couldn't help but panic, she knew that Zheng Fan was different from before.
She felt the cherishing and protection in Zheng Fan's eyes that she had never felt before.
So, she made a firm answer in her heart.
Zheng Fan stared into her eyes and asked solemnly, "Would you like to be with me?" ”
"Hmm." Zhang Nanyan's misty eyes widened.
"With me, you will face everyone's criticism, and you will be infamy. Moreover, my divorce from Xia will not go well, my reputation may be ruined, and I may lose my job, even if I get divorced, it is reasonable to divide the savings and real estate to Xia, and I will have nothing. Even so, would you like to be with me? ”
Zhang Nanyan nodded. Then, she said firmly, "I do, I do." ”
Zheng Fan no longer hesitated.
He cherished Zhang Nanyan's face and kissed it.
Zhang Nanyan lay on her back on the new bed full of flowers, the window sash was ajar, and a full moon had risen into the sky.
She thought, this is the full moon.
……
Zhang Nanyan quietly poked his head out, and through the moonlight, he could see his quiet sleeping face.
She could see God.
His eyebrows are heroic, the bridge of his nose is straight, and the contour of his chin is clear and handsome.
It turns out that he is so handsome. His demeanor, elegance, and gentleness are all in his eyes, and now that he closes his eyes, he reveals his handsome and uninhibited side.
Zhang Nanyan couldn't help but turn over, her elbows propped up, her palms supported her chin, and she stared intently at his handsome sleeping face.
She knew that she had done something very wrong, and this kind of behavior would be insulted and despised by everyone, but looking at Zheng Fan who was sleeping peacefully, she felt relieved and satisfied.
She didn't want much, she just wanted him to be happy. He is such a good person, and he deserves to be treated gently by the years.
Zheng Fan had already woken up, he had slept lightly for many years, and the little girl was tossing and turning beside him, how could he not know.
It's just that he doesn't know how to change the relationship between the two. He inevitably felt guilty, even if his life fell into the quagmire, he still had to pull such a beautiful her in and let her bear everything that she shouldn't have to bear.
Zheng Fan hated himself, hated himself for knowing what he was going to face, and he made a selfish choice.
Since this is already the case, he can only move forward firmly, fight for the rest of his life, protect her and love her.
……
"Little Swallow, get up."
A gentle voice called out to her ear.
Zhang Nanyan wanted to shrink into the quilt, she was too sleepy, what time did she see when she read a book last night? I can't remember, it must be late anyway, otherwise why are my eyelids so glued now.
"Wake up, let's go see the sunrise."
Sunrise? Gotta get up! We had to finish the grass in the field before the sun rose. But I'm so sleepy, so I'll sleep for another minute.
"Silly girl, it seems that she is tired, so let's sleep well."
Zhang Nanyan felt that someone helped her cover the quilt and touched her cheek again.
Zhang Nanyan's mind was confused, and she was still immersed in a dream.
In the dream, she returned to her childhood. However, in her dream, her childhood had a protective father, a teacher who doted on her, a younger brother who was attached to her, an interesting school and farm work, and a warm and happy life......
She struggled to open her eyes, and there was a gentle and elegant face in front of her.
"Teacher......" she cried out in a daze, her eyes still confused.
"Go back to sleep." He said softly to her.
"Hmm."
Zhang Nanyan closed her eyes, and suddenly a spirit suddenly opened them again.
She remembered what happened last night, and immediately blushed, and couldn't wait to hide in the quilt and pretend to be asleep.
She took a few deep breaths and emboldened herself!
got up, got dressed, and walked out of the bedroom, she didn't see Zheng Fan's figure.
Panicking, she ran across the living room and pulled the door open.
Fortunately, Zheng Fan was simply moving in the open space in front of the house.
Zhang Nanyan breathed a sigh of relief.
She also thought that she had nothing left. She has never had anything, and even if she has obtained short-term happiness, it is all illusory and cannot last long. On the contrary, after the loss, she will be even more humble and pitiful.
Thankfully, he's still here. Even if he is destined to leave one day, before that, let her hold on to this tenderness greedily.
Zhang Nanyan calmed down and shouted, "Teacher." ”
Zheng Fan looked back when he heard the sound, and when he saw Zhang Nanyan, he immediately walked over with a smile.
"Why don't you sleep?"
"I was dazed when you said you were going to take me to see the sunrise, of course you can't miss it." Zhang Nanyan greeted him.
"Then let's go."
Zheng Fan took Zhang Nanyan's hand, and the two walked along the mountain road to a higher place.
The trail winds upward, with trees and grass.
They pushed aside the bushes that blocked the way, dodged the small flowers that bloomed in the middle of the road, bent down to avoid the branches overhead, and plucked the wattles that hung from the legs of their trousers. The two held hands and climbed upward.
On the way, I saw a goose sleeping in a grass nest, and the sound of their footsteps alarmed it, and it stretched out its neck and flapped its wings, and ran away.
"This goose must have fallen behind and didn't have time to return to its nest." Zheng Fan breathed a sigh of relief.
"Usually you take the test as a student, and today I will test you too." Zhang Nanyan said mischievously: "What is the strongest fighting power among domestic animals? ”
Zheng Fan thought seriously and replied, "Is it a dog?" ”
"Hee-hee...... Wrong, it's the big white goose! As long as this big white goose bites, it won't let go of its mouth, and it will turn around and twist it. When I was a child, my younger brother jumped into the goose pen next door to steal goose eggs, and was pecked by the big white goose, and finally pecked his ass for hundreds of meters, which hurt him so much. When I got home, I saw that there was a bruise on my buttocks, and I couldn't sit on the bench for a few days. ”
Zheng Fan smiled and listened: "What happened later? ”
Later, of course, it was her parents who blamed her for not taking a good look at her brother and beat her up. Parents had to go to the neighbor's house to seek justice, saying that it was the rule of the elders, and the goose scared away the soul of the younger brother, so they had to kill the goose for the younger brother to eat in order to make up for it. The neighbors were unwilling, and in turn let the goose eggs be paid. The two families had a big quarrel and broke up unhappily. Grandma sat at the gate of the courtyard and scolded for three days.
In the end, after Zhang Xiong's injuries were healed, he found an opportunity to beat the big white goose to death and stole it home. The mother boasted that her son was the most popular. Zhang Xiong was triumphant and gave Zhang Nanyan a goose leg to eat.
Zhang Nanyan habitually ignored the grievances she suffered during the whole incident, and only remembered the small joys.
She smiled and said, "Later, my brother stole the goose back and ate it." Although it is wrong to steal a goose, the goose legs are really fragrant. ”
Zheng Fan looked at her lovingly, silently helping her block the dangers and obstacles on the road ahead.
The higher you climb, the steeper the road becomes, and at the end of the day, only the trail remains.
Their breathing began to be heavy, their legs felt like they were filled with lead, and every step was difficult.
But they supported each other and insisted on climbing up.
Finally climbing the last steep slope, it suddenly became clear that they had finally reached the top of the mountain.
At this time, the sun has jumped out of the horizon, and the soft sunlight shines on the whole world.
They are bathed in golden sunlight and overlook the green hills. The road they have climbed is vivid, and from the heights, it seems to be very close and not difficult, but who knows the hard work and perseverance in the process of trekking.