Chapter 457: If It Were Without You
Absolutely dusty?
Zhu Hongyu secretly remembered this sentence, and to be honest, she was still a little moved in her heart.
Maybe it's a comforting word for Runye, or maybe it's just saying it to make her happy. But Zhu Hongyu's letter was specially told to her by Runye.
In fact, the source of her happiness is very simple, that is, a few words from Runye, which made her satisfied.
But there are more, that kind of subtle and hidden emotions, Zhu Hongyu can't say it for a while.
It's not early, Runye really doesn't want to stare at other women anymore, and she doesn't want Zhu Hongyu to stay up late, let alone make Zhu Hongyu think that she is a womanizer, and looking at a good-looking woman is endless, and the woman next to her always says something shocking and true, which makes him really a little uneasy.
Zhu Hongyu saw Runye's uneasiness, so she stood up.
"Girl, I won't say more, let's meet again in the future."
Zhang Yonglian nodded, and the man next to her had already embraced her into his arms.
Zhu Hongyu knew that these women were all people with a little red lips, and their destination was between the fireworks and willow alleys.
When she was about to go out, Zhu Hongyu looked back and saw Zhang Yonglian sitting there, being hugged by the man left and right, a teacup against her mouth, and she drank it if she didn't drink it.
This kind of situation, not a few years, but this kind of life is hard, and I don't know what the rest of her life will be, but it should have nothing to do with her.
Zhu Hongyu let out a long sigh, this should be the last time she saw Zhang Yonglian, the first and last time.
Runye and Zhu Hongyu walked out of the Flower Shadow Pavilion, and Runye saw that Zhu Hongyu was reluctant to give up, and he teased.
"It is said that men are infatuated, and when you see a woman here, you can't help but look twice, but you are also an infatuated lover, and you look at the girl inside more when you get here."
Zhu Hongyu smiled and sighed, and glanced at Runye with a particularly helpless expression.
"You told me that if a person is reincarnated, there will be signs before he dies. Maybe I won't have to work so hard in the next life, and I will definitely be reincarnated as a man. ”
As she spoke, Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye and showed a bitter smile.
Runye originally thought that the weather was not cold, but suddenly he felt a cold air pressing into his body.
Listening to Zhu Hongyu's words, I don't know why I felt trembling all over.
Zhu Hongyu could see that Runye was uncomfortable, and just smiled lightly.
"What's the matter, what are you afraid of?"
Runye didn't speak, and pursed his lips slightly.
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, not showing any sadness, but no longer caring about life and death: "In fact, everyone is going to die, I want to die, you have to die, everyone has to die." I admit that the cycle of reincarnation in this world is a day without stopping, and I also know that in the next life I may become a livestock or a hungry ghost. But I don't care about death anymore, and you don't have to worry about me dying. ”
As she spoke, Zhu Hongyu sighed, she quietly stopped by the Qinhuai River, and looked at another Goolan courtyard opposite.
Listening to Zhu Hongyu's words, Runye felt even more sad and uncomfortable, and suddenly didn't know what to say.
"Hongyu, I really admire you, you talk about life and death, as if you don't care about life and death at all. But I can't, I'm a master, and I can't do it without worrying about life and death. ”
As he spoke, Runye sighed. Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye distressedly, and grabbed Runye's cold, clenched fist hand with two small paws.
"Why did you come here? It's okay if you can think about it, or if you can't. You're only at this age, what can you want? ”
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu with a wry smile and said, "Can you think of anything at your age?" ”
Zhu Hongyu smiled and shook her head, naturally not, naturally she can think of anything.
"You forget, I've lived two lifetimes, I shouldn't have woken up from my bed three years ago, this body of mine was already dead. But coincidentally, I didn't die, I was born again. I admit that I came to this place to heal the sick and save people, maybe because of my accumulating merit...... When the time comes, it's time for me to go. ”
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu's miserable white face, crying and laughing.
"If you are gone, how can I survive in this world? I'll be sure to leave with you. ”
"You have forgotten that Xuanmen is a noble life and evil death, if people are suffering when it is the time to practice, if you want to practice in the future, this momentum is an opportunity, this opportunity is an opportunity for you to practice well. You should not linger in love with men and women, and you should not work hard because of feelings. In the years to come, you should be more diligent. If you say you want to go with me, it's disgusting. ”
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu, but she didn't understand, why did Zhu Hongyu always have to bring her own words of "cultivation" with her own hard work?
"Why don't you understand me? I just like you, I just don't want to be a Taoist priest. I want to live and die with you. ”
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, just smiled bitterly, thinking to herself for so many years of cultivation Why does this Taoist priest just not know the truth of "Immortal Dao Guisheng"?
"If I die, it is a normal death, and I should fall into reincarnation, but if you follow me to die, aren't you afraid of falling into hell?"
"Don't be afraid! I'm not afraid! How many times have I told you, it was not my intention to be this Taoist priest in the first place, but my master saved my life, so I followed him. But to this day, I still think about the first half of my life, I don't want to be a Taoist priest, even if this head of the sect is also elected by someone......"
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye and only sighed slightly.
On the Qinhuai River, where the lanterns are displayed, there is a lot of brilliance everywhere, and the scenery is infinite everywhere.
A crescent moon shrouded the sky, revealing a hazy moonlight.
"The tide of the spring river is even with the sea, and the bright moon on the sea is born together. Thousands of miles with the waves, where there is no moon in the spring river......"
That night, the two of them went back to the inn without saying a word, and Zhu Hongyu knew that Runye was in a bad mood because of her words, but she really couldn't think of any way to comfort Runye.
Could it be that talking to Runye about his own words is all about fun? That's ironclad.
So I can only let Runye digest this bad mood by himself.
Zhu Hongyu originally thought that she should clean up her bags and go to Hepu in Guangdong Mansion with Runye, but who knew that she woke up one morning and learned terrible news.
The emperor was critically ill and urgently summoned Runye back to Bianjing.
At this moment, all Zhu Hongyu's arrangements were in vain, so Runye and Zhu Hongyu hurriedly returned to Bianjing day and night.
Runye cleaned up and entered the palace to face the saint, and Zhu Hongyu had nowhere to go, and she didn't want to go home, so she thought about it and went to find Du Yuexiao.
Du Yuexiao also has a Huimin pharmacy in Bianjing, and occasionally goes to Ganzhou to deliver medicinal materials.
Zhu Hongyu rented a carriage and went to the Huimin Pharmacy, thinking of trying her luck, but who knew that the luck was really good, Du Yuexiao stood in the lobby of the pharmacy to check the accounts.
Du Yuexiao is not much different from two years ago, and he looks a little old like Runye.
"Boss Du."
Zhu Hongyu walked in front of Du Yuexiao with her skirt and saluted him respectfully.
When Du Yuexiao saw Zhu Hongyu, he was stunned for a moment.
He really didn't expect to see Zhu Hongyu today, and he couldn't imagine that Zhu Hongyu would appear in front of him!
It's been two years, and he also asked someone to go out to look for it, and even found Lu Mingci's side, but Zhu Hongyu really didn't have any news at all, as if the world had evaporated.
The statement given by everyone is that Zhu Hongyu went into the mountains to collect medicine, and then disappeared.
Du Yuexiao was annoyed, and scolded Zhu Hongyu countless times that she was a young lady, why did she have to do such a thankless task as collecting medicine herself!
But how many times he scolded, Zhu Hongyu won't come back, he won't come back, and there was a period of time when he borrowed wine to kill his sorrows.
In fact, the relationship between him and Zhu Hongyu is indifferent after all, and there is no friendship between Jinlan, just because a person suddenly disappeared, and people who have a little intersection will be very anxious.
"Ruby. You, where have you been all these years! Are you willing to die to death in a hurry! ”
Saying this, Du Yuexiao suddenly rushed to Zhu Hongyu, took her hand, and then hugged her into his arms.
Zhu Hongyu was very embarrassed, in such a public, Du Yuexiao directly held her in his arms, which can be said to be a very rude move, especially the prevalence of Bianjing Confucianism, making disqualified actions in such a place is even more confusing, and it is a plain move!
Zhu Hongyu hurriedly pushed Du Yuexiao away, pursed her lips and expressed her dissatisfaction with him.
"You reckless! This...... I'm back, I'm back......"
As she spoke, Zhu Hongyu let out a long sigh.
Du Yuexiao looked at Zhu Hongyu, his heart was naturally full of joy, and he even thought it was a dream for a while.
"Where have you been running away for so many years, your old lady has been thinking about you for a long time, although she is confused in the back, but she still misses you. Why are you so ruthless, and go straight to the place where there is no trace? ”
Zhu Hongyu sighed, thinking to herself how could these things be decided by her......
In the end, Runye, who had no conscience, locked her up in Chaoyunguan for so long, otherwise she would have come back a long time ago.
"There's a lot going on here, let's go to the inner hall and talk about it."
Zhu Hongyu proposed, although she was very dissatisfied with Runye, but Zhu Hongyu still wanted to protect Runye in her heart. And Runye, a Taoist priest, who believes that there must be gods in this world, can say such things as dying for her.
Maybe it was because she felt it on both sides of the Qinhuai River, or maybe it was because she said too many frustrating words that night, but Runye was willing to die for her.
It is true that sometimes there are some words that cannot be taken seriously under certain circumstances, but Zhu Hongyu still chooses to believe in Runye once, maybe this time is the love affair between Runye and her.
Then Zhu Hongyu and Du Yuexiao walked to the inner hall, and the guy saw that the boss had brought the girl into the inner hall, and he had never seen Zhu Hongyu come to buy medicine, so he was even more respectful when he was a guest.
Zhu Hongyu nodded at the guy, and only after the guy left, did she spit out what had happened over the years.
"I don't want to talk about this matter itself, after all, I think Runye's identity is there, but if you know, don't go outside to say it, this will not have a good impact on Runye."
Du Yuexiao thought about what Zhu Hongyu had experienced, how could she say that Runye had become like this.
"Okay, I promise you, tell me what has happened over the years!"
"Actually, I was imprisoned by Runye, so don't talk about it."
Du Yuexiao looked at Zhu Hongyu and looked out of the door again, his expression was very nervous.
He asked again, "What?" as if confirmed. Imprisoned by Runye, why? Why did he do this to you? ”
Zhu Hongyu sighed and said, "I made up a lie with my master at the beginning, I wanted to leave Runye and Jin Yuanjing, and I didn't want to be entangled in the guilt of the plume. So my master hid me in the Sanguan Temple in Bianjing, who knew that Mr. Cui Heyue drove the crane west, but I went to find Runye and Jin Yuanjing, and also explained that I didn't want to continue, so they imprisoned me. ”
"Really, really! If it weren't for you, who would know them now! It's too much! ”
Saying this, Du Yuexiao slapped the table fiercely, and shook the teacup to the ground.