Everything seems to have been calculated, and then according to the established trajectory.

On the car in front of Lu's company that day, in fact, Shen Shi gave him the condition: as long as he cooperates, he can live. Staying alive is essential.

At that time, when Lu Rong answered the phone, the corner of his eye fell on Su Yan, Su Yan sat on the side, the whole person was tense, and he felt funny in his heart.

Shen Shi is a person who goes back on his word and has no faith.

Lu Rong had always been clear about this, but he still agreed to Shen Shi's words.

When Lu Rong stood among the reporters, watching Su Yan drive out in the car, with a smile on his lips.

After all, he likes Su Yan.

It's really the kind of love that comes from the bottom of my heart.

But. I don't know why, from the original definition of identity, she is the child daughter-in-law he bought, and he is the high-ranking young master, this identity is absolutely unchangeable.

He likes her and has always dominated her, since it was his in the first place. Then in the end it should be his.

Now that Lu Li is back, Lu Rong knows that Su Yan will definitely send Lu Li away, even if he destroys Su Yan, he must not leave it to Lu Li, she is his, always be!

………………

Lu Rong must die.

Merely. Su Yan didn't know that Shen Shi would give her this task.

Su Yan looked at the pistol that Shen Shi put on the table, her eyes were full of surprise and disbelief, she couldn't believe that Shen Shi would let her kill someone.

"You asked me to shoot him? It's against the law! ”

"Breaking the law? What is one thing we have done that is not illegal? If it's really a crime, it's enough to be sent in and shot several times! ”

Shen Shi's words were a little harsh, and his face was hidden in a shadow.

Su Yan was silent.

She clearly heard that Shen Shi was saying the word "we".

Although she was not directly involved in these things that Shen Shi did, she was also clear and understood.

Shen Shi saw that Su Yan didn't speak, and lifted his eyes. said slowly: "I didn't let you kill him, it's just this gun, I asked you to send it to Lu Rong." ”

Su Yan's eyes narrowed.

Shen Shi opened the magazine, and there was a bullet inside.

………………

On this night, there was no moonlight and no starlight.

The entire courtyard of the Lu family's old mansion was filled with thick mist. Lying in mid-air, the air smells of dampness.

Su Yan was wearing a black dress and walked along a deep road to a small courtyard in the deepest part of the old mansion.

Xiao Nie has been waiting at the door for a long time.

Ever since he received a call from Shen Shi, he had been waiting.

Although, he didn't know why Shen Shi asked Su Yan to come so late.

"Miss Sue."

Su Yan waved his hand and motioned for Xiao Nie to open the door.

This night inexplicably felt an eerie illusion, and the back was bubbling with moisture upwards.

It was nearly eleven o'clock, and the room was dark, and the lights were not on.

Xiao Nie opened the door, reached out and touched the wall, and as soon as his hand turned, he clicked and turned on the light.

Merely......

What about people?

Xiao Nie pinched a cold sweat, this room was empty, didn't he run away? Then this is to want his life!

The bathroom door suddenly opened, and Lu Rong walked out of it wearing a bathrobe.

Su Yan came in from Xiao Nie's side, "Xiao Nie, you go out first." ”

After closing the door and turning around, Lu Rong had already walked to the bedside, as if there was no such person as Su Yan, he lay directly on the bed, closed his eyes, and said to Su Yan by the way: "If you don't plan to leave, turn off the lights here." ”

Su Yan didn't turn off the light, but walked straight to the bed, then took out a gun from his pocket, clicked slightly, and put it on the table.

"This is what Shen Shi asked me to bring to you."

Lu Rong opened his eyes and faced the bright lights on the roof, and the halo of stinging eyes dispersed.

He reached out and touched the table, and sure enough, he touched a cold metal object, and then with a hook of his index finger, he picked up the pistol and played with it in the palm of his hand.

"Browning pistol?" Lu Rong turned it in his hand, "Old man Shen is really facing me, he didn't get a broken gun for me, so that I could die so decently." ”

Su Yan sat on the chair and did not move.

Lu Rong raised his eyes and looked at her: "You are here to be the supervisor for Shen Shilai?" Do you have to watch me die before you leave? ”

Su Yan was expressionless, looking at Lu Rong in front of him as if he didn't know him anymore.

Lu Rong turned over and sat up, the bathrobe on his body was flipped because of this posture, and his belt was loosened, revealing a large piece of his strong chest.

Su Yan turned his face away and looked out the window.

The pistol that Lu Rong had been playing with in his hand suddenly picked it up and pointed it at his temple, the muzzle of the black hole was pointed like this, Su Yan's heart jerked suddenly, and his fingers curled up unnaturally.

Lu Rong looked at the expression on Su Yan's face, took the pistol down again, pressed it under the palm of his right hand, and sneered: "Heh, Su Yan, you really want me to die, right?" ”

Su Yan didn't speak, sat for a while, and suddenly stood up, "I just sent you something according to my godfather's words, and when the thing is delivered, I'm leaving." ”

Lu Rong laughed, got up and leaned against the table, the light above his head formed a reflected beam on the bridge of his nose, "Actually, I'm really worthless for Lu Li." ”

Su Yan paused.

"Do you want to send Lu Li away and send him out of the country?" Lu Rong was not surprised when he looked at Su Yan and turned his head in surprise, "Then you said, you will go abroad to accompany him, right?" He believes in you. ”

Su Yan narrowed his eyes, "How do you know?" ”

"You don't care how I know," the handle of the gun in Lu Rong's hand turned, and the muzzle of the black hole was facing Su Yan, "It's just that you didn't plan to go to Lu Li, right, you just want to trick him away and let him leave C City, and then you will continue to stay here and enjoy the glory and wealth?" ”

The look of surprise in Su Yan's eyes could not be concealed.

Lu Rong twitched his chin slightly, covering out a flash of light that flowed in his eyes.

Su Yan still didn't speak.

In Lu Rong's eyes, not denying it is acquiescing.

But she didn't want to waste more time with Lu Rong here, so she turned around, and one arm had already raised her head and landed on the door lock in front of her.

And at this time, her waist was suddenly hugged.

Su Yan frowned, and directly wanted to break free from him, "Lu Rong, I warn you, don't get an inch!" ”

Her elbow flexed and slammed backwards on Lu Li's arm.

Lu Rong snorted, but he didn't let go, on the contrary, he was more tightly confined, "Don't move, let me hold for a while one last time." ”

Su Yan's hand froze in midair.

Lu Rong's cheeks were buried in Su Yan's long hair scattered on the shoulders behind his head, and he sniffed her hair deeply, "Yan'er, you asked me just now, how did I know, right?" ”

"No one told me, I guessed it myself. Yan'er, no one knows you better than I do. Lu Rong hooked his lips and hugged Su Yan tighter with a smile, "What you have in mind, I know clearly." ”

Because I've already gone in and seen it.

It's just that you don't have me in your heart.

………………

Hugs are fake.

The residual body temperature on Lu Rong's fingertips was finally impossible to find in this dark night.

And at this moment, far away in the hospital, in an equally dark ward, Lu Li's face was hidden in the darkness.

His back was stiff throughout, and his clear eyes seemed to be stained with blood as he looked at the listening device in front of him.

Just when Lu Li raised his hand and wanted to turn off the monitoring equipment again, there was a bang from the equipment.

Lu Li was startled and froze his back.

Immediately afterwards, the sound of rustling came out of the monitoring equipment, and Lu Rong's voice was extremely clear, as if this cold man was standing in front of him.

"Lu Li, I don't believe that you are still a fool now, and I don't understand what Su Yan does...... If you think she loves you, then you are wrong, there is no love from beginning to end, it is all use," Lu Rong laughed coldly, "At first, I used you to get rid of me, and then I used you to get Lu's ......"

Lu Li clenched his fists, the green tendons on the back of his hands jumped up, and his entire arm and wrist were trembling violently.

………………

"Ah Li, you are now the only bloodline of our Lu family," Lu Rong had already taken off his bathrobe, changed into a full suit, and then pulled over a chair and sat down, raising his eyes to look at the dark night outside the window, "You must live, and then take revenge, understand?" ”

Lu Rong knew that Lu Li could hear him now, but it was a pity that he couldn't see the expression on Lu Li's face at this moment, which was really a pity.

With a sneer on the corner of Lu Rong's mouth, he took a gun on the table again, clicked twice and put down the magazine, and sure enough, there was not a single bullet in it.

Su Yan didn't leave him a bullet in the end.

The corners of Lu Rong's lips hooked.

Su Yan was still thinking about him in his heart.

Only now, he must die.

Lu Rong opened the drawer in front of him, took out a box from the innermost, the box was full of glass marbles, poured out the glass marbles in the drawer, and picked out a brass bullet from it.

He pinched nature with his fingers and looked through a little light.

Suddenly laughed, the bullet was loaded into the magazine, and then said into the air: "Brother, brother has taken a step first." ”

There was a muffled thud, and the silencer-added gunfire sounded like a heavy object falling to the ground.

The overhead light flashed twice, and everything fell silent again.

………………

Su Yan's sleep has always been bad, and the long-term poor sleep quality has made her nervous weak.

After returning from Lu Rong, she soaked in the bathroom for two hours until her body was a little white and wrinkled. She seemed to have double vision in front of her eyes all the time, and when she got up from the bathtub, her body shook twice, because of low blood sugar, it was pitch black in front of her, and she didn't stabilize it for a while, and her forehead hit the wall with porcelain tiles.

Standing on the edge of the bathtub for a while, and only after his sight regained did Su Yan grab an oversized bath towel and wrap himself up, and walked outside.

Feeling weak in her legs, she took a hair dryer and plugged it in, found a chair and sat down before she began to blow the wet hair on her head.

The warm breeze from the hair dryer blew on her scalp, and when her hair was half-dry, she seemed to have auditory hallucinations, as if a mobile phone was ringing in her ears.

She turned off the hair dryer and looked in the direction of her phone, but it didn't respond.

Is it really a hallucination?

Su Yan turned on the warm air again, turned on a higher gear, and the whirring warm wind blew on the scalp.

This night, Su Yan didn't sleep well, and before going to bed, she took out a bullet from under the pillow.

This bullet was taken from the magazine that Shen Shi gave Lu Rong to commit suicide, and now it is held in the palm of his hand, which is a little hot, as if it can pass through the palm of his hand.

After a long night, the second day of fish belly white.

Su Yan was not woken up by the alarm clock he set, but by a quick mobile phone ringtone.

"Hey."

Su Yan didn't read the names displayed on the screen clearly, so he connected the phone, sat on the head of the bed, and raised his hand to rub his temples.

"Sister Yan, Lu Rong...... Committed suicide. ”

Su Yan's somewhat dilated pupils completely recondensed in an instant, "What?!" ”

Xiao Nie's voice came from the earpiece: "Sister Yan, I saw it just now when I went in to deliver food to him, he shot himself, and the bullet pierced his temple...... But because the pistol was equipped with a silencer, I didn't hear it in the middle of the night. ”

No way!

She had obviously taken off the bullet in that magazine, how could Lu Rong be?

Xiao Nie continued: "Sister Yan, do you think I need to call Shen Dong first?" Or go to the forensic doctor first...... Sister Su? Sister Su? ”

"Don't bother Shen Dong first," Su Yan came back to his senses suddenly, "I'll go over right away." ”

………………

Ten minutes later, a very reliable forensic doctor who lived in the Lu Mansion came over.

He briefly looked at the wound and the snort, and said, "There is nothing wrong with suicide, the time of death is about 2 o'clock in the morning and 3 o'clock in the morning." ”

Su Yan's face was pale with no makeup, and his lips were extremely light.

Lu Rong was wearing a suit, the same suit that he had sent him last time, with a tie and trousers ironed.

Her gaze fell on the man lying flat on the bed, with her eyes closed and her hands at her sides, as if she had not fallen asleep if it were not for the horrible bloody hole at her temple.

Su Yan suddenly felt a fishy sweet smell in his throat, bit his lip stubbornly, turned around and walked out.

The sky was gray.

Su Yan's heart was beating more and more.

Lu Rong is dead, and Shen Shi's next target is Lu Li.

………………

Lu Rong was unknowingly transported out, and once he passed through the furnace in the crematorium, he became a small urn after he came out.

Su Yan was solely responsible for the burial, and late one night, Su Yan and Xiao Nie and two other people drove to the cemetery and buried Lu Rong.

People die and mourn.

In the night, Su Yan looked at the inscriptions on the tombstone, and at this moment he truly realized how fragile life is.

………………

The news of Lu Rong's death is very well hidden.

Except for Lu Li, no one knows.

The next day, Lu Li threw all the eavesdropping equipment into the garbage collection point, returned to the house that Su Yan rented for her, and cleaned up her things.

After another day in between, he finally waited for Su Yan.

Su Yan opened the door and walked in, and saw Lu Li sitting on the sofa, with a pair of eyes looking directly at the location of the door, and she was startled.

"Ah Li?"

Lu Li stood up with a smile, "I've been waiting for you to come over, it's almost noon, have you eaten?" ”

Su Yan naturally shook his head.

"I cooked the noodles," Lu Li said and walked to the kitchen, "I'll go heat it up, and the two of us will eat." ”

Su Yan felt a little strange, Lu Li knew how to cook noodles?

It's simply impossible.

Su Yan washed his hands and went to the kitchen, and Lu Li had already walked out of the kitchen with two bowls of tomato and egg noodles.

Lu Li put the two bowls of noodles on the table and said, "It's been a bit long, and the noodles have already been pasted." ”

The appearance is indeed not very good, the color and fragrance do not occupy a strip, and because the noodles have been pasted, they are soft and lying on their stomachs, and there is no taste in their mouths at all, Su Yan thinks that his sense of taste has disappeared.

Su Yan raised his eyes, and suddenly saw that there were deep and shallow bump marks on one of Lu Li's hands holding chopsticks, frowned, and grabbed Lu Li's wrist, "Your hand is ......"

Lu Li retracted his hand back, "I don't know how to cook, so I cut my hand." ”

Not just a cut wound, it looks like there is a burn as well.

Su Yan turned around and went into the bedroom to get the medicine box, squatted in front of Lu Li, and helped him treat his wounds.

Lu Li looked down at the top of Su Yan's hair, let Su Yan help him with the wound on his hand, and suddenly opened his mouth, "You're going to send me away, right?" ”

Su Yan held Lu Li's wrist, "Well, the air ticket, passport and visa have already been done for you, you can use the money in the card first, and then I will ask Uncle Song to give you another part of the money, and the route temporarily booked is to go to Yunnan, then to Nepal, and then fly to Australia......"

She had already mapped out a route for Lu Li a long time ago.

Lu Li suddenly interrupted Su Yan's words: "Can I not leave?" ”

He obviously knew Su Yan's answer, and he also knew this woman who was full of lies, but he still asked such a sentence.

Su Yan said, "No. ”

She slammed the medicine box shut, "Have you packed your things up?" The ticket is at half past three, and we're getting ready to go to the airport. ”

Lu Li stared straight at Su Yan's face, "Yan'er, I don't seem to know you anymore." ”

Su Yan's footsteps paused, and his back stiffened suddenly.

………………

On the way to the airport, Lu Li suddenly asked, "Yan'er, can you let me go and meet Lu Rong?" ”

Su Yan's hand on the steering wheel immediately clenched the steering wheel, and she tugged at the corner of her lips, "Ah Li, it's not today, it's almost at the airport." ”

Lu Li hummed lightly, then turned his head to look out of the car window.

Sure enough, Su Yan deceived him again.

In the huge Lu family, he was the only one left, and he was carrying it alone, just like what Lu Rong said before he died.

Su Yan sent Lu Li to the security check, "Ah Li, you ......"

Before she could finish her sentence, she was kissed fiercely by Lu Li, tossing and turning on her lips, frantically plundering the sweet breath in Su Yan's mouth.

Su Yan's lips hurt suddenly, in such a fierce kiss, Lu Li bit her lip, and the smell of blood immediately filled her mouth, but Lu Li still didn't relax, sucking her lips, and even Su Yan was overwhelmed by his kiss.

"Ah Li......"

Lu Li finally let go of Su Yan's lips, Su Yan took a big breath, and his face was dyed red.

"Goodbye."

Lu Li's eyes looked at Su Yan like ice.

He turned around and pulled his suitcase forward, one step at a time, without looking back.

Su Yan's right eyelid kept jumping, and her heart was extremely unquiet when she jumped, turning over the river and the sea.

She felt that there was definitely a reason why Lu Li mentioned Lu Rong before he finally left.

On the way back, Su Yan called Xiao Nie: "Do you still keep all the things in Lu Rong's room?" You stay there now, I'll go back!" ”

………………

In fact, Lu Li really regarded this farewell as a farewell.

Said goodbye, and really goodbye.

When Su Yan found a bugging device under the table in Lu Rong's room, he immediately understood.

However, she still gave Uncle Song the money that Lu Li needed on the road according to what she said to Lu Li before, and asked Uncle Song to go to the agreed place and give the money to Lu Li.

This money was hidden from Shen Shi, and it was Su Yan's own money that he had saved in the past few years.

After Su Yan explained everything, he sat in the apartment where Lu Li had lived since he was released from prison, and turned his face to look out the window, it was gray.

She remained in the apartment in silence all day, until it was nearly evening, when she got up to leave.

However, the day after Lu Li left, Su Yan suddenly found out...... She was a month pregnant.

………………

…………

Time passed, and in a blink of an eye, three years had passed, and another five years had passed.

Almost nine years have passed.

After Gu Qingcheng and Yang Xiaoxiao's wedding, Lu Li often wore it at night, not for anything else, just because the darkness here could cleanse his heart.

"But you didn't get the money, did you?"

In a slightly ambiguously lit box, Ah Lu raised a small face and poured a glass of wine for Lu Li in front of him, "Otherwise, how could you ......?"

Ah Lu heard Gu Qingcheng say that Lu Li's outside was equivalent to wandering, because on the one hand, he had to avoid the people sent by Shen Shi, and on the other hand, he had to rely on his own efforts to survive.

Lu Li smiled, picked up the wine glass in front of him, and said, "Yes, I didn't get the money, I waited for three days at the place where I had made the plan, and I waited for a bunch of killers, not Uncle Song." ”

"That Uncle Song......"

"I rolled up the money and ran away." Lu Li picked up the liquid wine in the wine glass and drank it all, "Seriously, Su Yan also has times when he doesn't know people clearly, such a large amount of money, no matter who sees it, he will be tempted, not to mention that Uncle Song had an unsuccessful son at that time, and he owed a lot of gambling debts outside, and there were loan sharks chasing after him with knives to ask for debts, and the money sent to the door, who wouldn't want to ......"

Ah Lu Five years ago, Su Yan had taken her for a while, she was kind and enthusiastic, she never thought that Su Yan and Lu Li's past would be like this.

Lu Li got up, poured another glass of wine, and lowered his head: "Ah Lu, you are a good girl, you are suitable for better, I am not worthy of you." ”

Ah Lu stood in front of Lu Li, she knew that Lu Li told him everything about him today, just because she finally confided in the fact that she liked him after she was drunk yesterday.

She bit her lip, "Lu Shao, then let me ask you, you and Sister Tina, is it still possible?" ”

Lu Li suddenly smiled: "If it were you, do you think it would be possible?" ”

Alu was silent.

There is no possibility.

………………

That afternoon, Su Yan took a car and went to a welfare home in the western suburbs.

and Yang Dawn.

In the past few days, Yang Xiaoxiao followed Gu Qingcheng's instructions and followed Su Yan, but fortunately, Su Yan did not get tired of her and drove her away.

Dean Du took the initiative to greet him, "Miss Su, you are here." ”

Su Yan is not only a donor to the orphanage, but also often visits the children here.

Yang Xiaoxiao knew that Su Yan liked children, which was like this when he was in Shanghai before, and still is the case.

Dean Du accompanied Su Yan and Yang Xiaoxiao to take a turn in the welfare home, and after the restaurant was told about the amusement facilities and accommodation conditions, Su Yan suddenly asked, "What about An Yuan?" ”

Dean Du said: "An Yuan hasn't finished school yet, and it looks like the time is approaching, if you want to meet that child, wait a while." ”

Yang Xiaoxiao, who was following on the side, frowned.

Who is An Yuan?

When she took advantage of Su Yan to go to the bathroom, she asked Dean Du more, and Dean Du saw that this was a friend brought by Su Yan, and he didn't hide it, and said, "Lu Anyuan, it was a child that Miss Su picked up in the hospital, and because she had no parents, she was sent here." ”

Lu Anyuan?

Surname Lu?

Yang Xiaoxiao put a question mark in her heart.

However, Su Yan didn't wait for Lu Anyuan to come back from school, so he left first.

Yang Xiaoxiao returned to Bauhinia Garden and told Gu Qingcheng about it.

Gu Qingcheng asked casually, "How old is that child?" ”

Yang Xiaoxiao said: "I am in the second grade of primary school, and I am less than seven years old. ”

Gu Qingcheng didn't take it seriously, but now when he heard this time period, he raised his head suddenly, "Seven years old? ”

Yang Xiaoxiao nodded: "Yes......" She followed Gu Qingcheng's train of thought and suddenly recalled, "Don't you think this kid is Lu Li?" ”

She thinks she must have watched too much recently, which caused her to open her brain so much now.

However, who knew that Gu Qingcheng said seriously: "It's possible." ”

Yang Xiaoxiao: "......"

The next day, Yang Xiaoxiao and Gu Qingcheng went to the welfare home again, this time the time was stuck at the time of lunch at noon, and they happened to see the child.

A girl who is more than seven years old, the outline of her facial features is very clear, she looks like a beauty embryo, with a high ponytail, no bangs, and a very beautiful beauty tip.

However, at the first glance of Yang Xiaoxiao, it seemed that he had seen a miniature version of Su Yan, which was really amazing.

Lu Anyuan held a plate of cleaned apples, "This is what Mother Du asked me to send here, uncles and aunts, you all eat it." ”

The children in the welfare home all call Dean Du Du's mother.

Yang Xiaoxiao stared at Lu Anyuan's face all the time, which made the little girl a little embarrassed.

"Do you know Su Yan?" Yang Xiaoxiao asked.

Lu Anyuan nodded: "I know, Aunt Su is very good to me, and she took me out to play on my birthday last time." ”

Gu Qingcheng and Yang Xiaoxiao came out of the welfare home, and Yang Xiaoxiao asked, "Do you want to tell Lu Li about this?" ”

Gu Qingcheng grabbed a few hairs in his hand and said, "I'll talk about it when the appraisal results come out." ”

………………

This night, in the night, Ah Lu saw Su Yan again.

When Ah Lu saw Su Yan this time, she didn't know what kind of mood she should use to face it, she stood in Lu Li's point of view, and she must have been harsh on Su Yan.

However, Su Yan was kind to her again.

Su Yan walked over and looked at Ah Lu with a smile: "Let's have a drink together." ”

Ah Lu didn't object, "Then let's go this way." ”

She is selfish, the box where Lu Li usually lives is in the east, and the box she led Su Yan to the west is in the box.

But after passing through the entrance of the bar's night club, Su Yan suddenly stopped and grabbed Ah Lu in front of him, "Let's have a drink at the bar." ”

Ah Lu didn't have time to object, Su Yan had already walked into the noisy and lively hall.

She had no choice but to follow behind Su Yan.

Su Yan walked in front, with a straight back, came to the bar, and snapped his fingers to the bartender, "Two glasses of Margaret." ”

The color of the cocktail was bright, Su Yan pursed his lips and turned around: "Ah Li......"

Ah Lu directly and categorically rejected Su Yan's words: "I won't tell you where he is." ”

Su Yan looked at Ah Lu, and finally shook his head with a smile for a long time.

Ah Lu knew that his reaction was a little too aggressive, and said, "He's doing well now." ”

Su Yan raised his head, "Ah Lu, I didn't come to find him this time, I came to find you." ”

Ah Lu was silent.

Su Yan turned around, holding the bottom of the cocktail glass with two fingers, and reflected the color of the cocktail in her pupils through the colorful lights above her head.

"I know that you like Lu Li and will be good to him, and I also know you as a person, so I am relieved."

Gone with peace of mind.

At this time, Ah Lu knew that he had always wanted Su Yan to approach, but he would never be able to catch up with Su Yan's height.

Before leaving, Su Yan handed Ah Lu a key.

"This is the key that Lu Li left with me before, if you can see him, help me transfer it to him......" Su Yan turned around at the same time, his expression was already a little lonely, "If you can't, forget it." ”

………………

At the end of autumn, it was cold.

It's been almost half a year since Lu Li returned to City C with his injury.

The whole person seems to be old.

Lu Li remembers very clearly that in the five years since he left City C, he has traveled all over China's mountains and rivers, and even as far as Tibet and Xinjiang, and he also knows that the figure that has always followed behind him is not far away.

Su Yan was afraid of heights, once Lu left to walk the glass plank road of Tianmen Mountain, she also followed not far behind, her legs were trembling when she walked, holding on to Shanyan, and the palms of her hands were broken.

Lu Li looked at Su Yan in front for a long time, as if he was being scratched by a pair of hands in his heart.

Then I went to Yunnan, climbed the Yulong Snow Mountain, Lu Li was about twenty meters away in front of Su Yan, the more upward the air was thinner, and there were spare oxygen cylinders. Su Yan's reaction was particularly strong, but he still walked up step by step, holding on to the railing of the stairs with one hand and staring at him with a pair of eyes.

Later, when he went to the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau, Su Yan's originally white skin was severely sunburned, and it was not until he lived in a coastal town for a period of time that his skin returned to normal complexion.

Lu Li closed his eyes, and he could recall every bit of the past five years.

Until last year, when he was passing through Shaanxi, he offended people and was hunted down.

If it weren't for Su Yan helping Lu Li to cover up, he wouldn't have had the life to go to Gu Qingcheng at night.

He clearly remembered that in that mountain pass, Su Yan helped him lure away a few wolf dogs that were chasing frantically, and the barking of the dogs was deafening, which made Lu Li tremble.

He took two steps forward, but finally stopped, turned and ran in that direction.

In the end, the two of them finally escaped from the col, they both looked embarrassed, Su Yan's leg was bitten by a dog, and a piece of meat was almost torn off.

……

Lu Li opened his eyes, and there was a faint light in his eyes.

He took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and put it in his mouth, and the lighter was lit several times without lighting it, and then smashed it on the window in front of him, making a bang, and the glass was cracked by the metal lighter.

On this night, I received a call from Su Yan.

He didn't save Su Yan's number, there was only a lonely mobile phone number on his mobile phone, and he didn't have a name, but Su Yan's number was really in his heart.

He watched silently as the phone screen flashed and then went completely dark, but finally he didn't answer.

………………

Su Yan hung up Lu Li's phone, and the corners of his mouth rose a little.

She knew it was impossible to go back to the past.

However, she didn't expect that even wanting to hear his voice at the end was already infatuated.

Su Yan stood up and looked up at this apartment suite, it was not big, it was the suite that Lu Li lived in after he was released from prison.

She has kept the house for several years.

Su Yan came to Lu Li's bedroom, and near the window, there was a table with a table lamp on the table.

The table lamp is a table lamp with a frosted glass cover, which is bright and soft and does not scare the eyes.

Su Yan pulled out the chair in front of the desk and sat down, opened the drawer, and took out a brown paper envelope from the drawer, the envelope was sealed, and the handwriting on the envelope had become a little blurry and unclear due to the precipitation of time.

She took out her pen and retraced the words on the envelope.

After a moment's hesitation, he still didn't open the envelope.

This letter was written five years ago, when she was twenty-eight years old.

Now, more than five years have passed, and she is thirty-three years old.

It has been 20 years since I first met Lu Li when I was thirteen years old.

It turned out that what the so-called master of prophecy said was true, and she was really destined to live no more than thirty-three years old.

………………

Lu Li hung up Su Yan's phone, and his heart kept pounding, he was upset, and he always felt like something was about to happen.

These days, he has always lived in the night, and sometimes he helps Gu Qingcheng watch the scene.

Ah Lu helped Lu Li prepare a set of clothes outside and put them in, walked over, took out a key from the pocket of his coat, and leaned down to put it on the coffee table facing Lu Li.

"This is the key that Sister Tina gave you the other day."

Lu Li's gaze fell on the key, and the silver light shining on the key was a little bright.

Actually, Ah Lu didn't plan to hand over Su Yan's key, but looking at Lu Li's eyes, Su Yan was written everywhere......

"Actually, Lu Shao, in fact, I thought about the question you asked last time," Ah Lu said, "In this world, there are too many people, if it were me, I would be selfish, I can't take care of others, as long as I can be happy, those who have never cared about me, I don't have to care about them." ”

Ah Lu stood in front of Lu Li and looked at Lu Li quietly.

He lowered his head, the hair on his forehead obscuring his face, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

Lu Li looked at the key, holding it in the palm of his hand, there was a trace of coolness.

He was silent for a moment, and suddenly seemed to think of something, suddenly got up from the sofa, raised his legs and wanted to run out, opened the door and rushed to the corridor, slamming the door shut.

Ah Lu looked at Lu Li's distant figure, and said silently in his heart: "I wish you happiness." ”

Don't miss out on it again.

………………

Eight years ago, after Su Yan heard about Lu Li's incident, he rushed to the hospital within a few minutes.

And now, eight years later, this person who was racing on the road late at night has become Lu Li.

As soon as Lu Li stepped on the accelerator to the end, the vehicle was almost about to float up, and he almost collided with other vehicles at an intersection.

Until he arrived at this long-lost apartment building, Lu Li didn't even have time to lock the car, so he jumped out of the car all of a sudden.

He recognized the key.

When he opened the door, Lu Li saw the light on in the bedroom, and he called out anxiously: "Su Yan!" ”

Rushing into the bedroom, the light was on in front of the desk, but it was empty.

Gu Qingcheng and Yang Xiaoxiao also took the appraisal report and drove downstairs.

Yang Xiaoxiao looked at the car parked in front of her, "Isn't this car Lu Li?" Why are the doors open......"

She leaned in to help Lu Li pull out the car keys, turned her head and asked Gu Qingcheng, "Do you still want to go up?" ”

Gu Qingcheng said: "If you want to go up, send the appraisal report up." ”

As a result, the two were a little stunned to find that the door where Su Yan lived was also open, and it was dark inside.

It can't be that something is wrong, the two looked at each other and entered the door one after the other.

As soon as he raised his hand and turned on the light, he saw a figure rushing out of the bedroom.

"Lu Li!"

Lu Li picked up Su Yan horizontally, and had already rushed downstairs, almost knocking down Yang Xiaoxiao who was blocking the door, but fortunately, Gu Qingcheng quickly pulled Yang Xiaoxiao away.

Yang Xiaoxiao looked at the ground, there were a few drops of blood.

It flowed down from Su Yan's wrist and formed a red line on the ground.

………………

City Hospital, outside the emergency room in the corridor.

Footsteps rang out in the hallway, looking a little hollow.

Lu Li sat in the blue public seat, bent over, supporting his forehead with his elbows.

On the side, Gu Qingcheng leaned against the wall and lit a cigarette, only to realize that something was wrong, and snuffed out the cigarette butt and threw it into the environmental protection box on the side.

Yang Xiaoxiao had two documents in his hand, one was an envelope of brown paper taken from Su Yan's table, and the other was a paternity test.

She thought for a moment, but handed the vellum envelope to Lu Li first.

Lu Li flicked his wrist, looked at the handwriting on the envelope, which had been faded but retraced, raised his hand to tear off the envelope, and took out a page of stationery inside.

The letter was dated five years ago, and the original handwriting had faded from the vivid colors of ink.

"Ah Li,

By the time you read this letter, I was probably gone.

There should be nothing to regret, in my life, I have experienced suffering and sweetness, likes and dislikes, and I have no regrets, and I can go away with peace of mind.

If time could stop in the summer when we first met, wouldn't everything be much easier? ”

First......

If life is only as it first seems.

Lu Li suddenly remembered that after he was released from prison, he had deciphered Su Yan's mobile phone password, which was 0823, and he only recognized it as a date at that time, but now he finally remembered it.

It was that summer, when he and Su Yan first met.

Her smile ignited the bright sky of the young boy's entire youth.

"Ah Li, I'm not a good mother, and I can't be a real mother.

Do you remember, when I sent you away three years ago, in fact, at that time, I was already pregnant. ”

When Lu Li saw this, he raised his head in amazement.

"Su Yan is pregnant?!"

Yang Xiaoxiao handed over an inspection report in his hand: "It's a girl, named Lu Anyuan, in the Western Suburbs Welfare Institute." ”

Lu Li was stunned for a while, his mind couldn't think at all.

It came too suddenly.

The lights pouring overhead resemble youkai with teeth and claws, and the hallway filled with the smell of disinfectant water is particularly suffocating.

Lu Li's hand holding the letter began to tremble, and his fingers were already wrinkled when he grasped the letter.

He lowered his head and read the letter.

"Ah Li, because I am a person who has done a lot of evil and is full of evil, so if you die, you will definitely go to hell, but you are different, you are an angel.

So, on Huangquan Road, I won't wait for you.

Other. ”

The letter was written five years ago, and the date on which Su Yan finally committed suicide by cutting his wrists was postponed by five years.

For a while, the three people in the corridor did not make a sound, and the silence was almost terrifying.

The bright fluorescent green words "during operation" on the operating room are projected on the retina.

Lu Li lowered his head, tears suddenly left from his eyes, and fell on the letter paper with a click, soaking the letter paper and blurring the black handwriting.

Gu Qingcheng patted Lu Li's shoulder twice, "Brother, there's still a chance." ”

When a man cries, it touches people's hearts the most.

Yang Xiaoxiao also felt that her eyes were a little sour, so she opened her eyes, looked out the window, folded her hands in front of her chest, and prayed that Su Yan would survive.

She has seen too many people's lives and deaths, and every time she faces a familiar person leaving, she can shed a basket of tears.

I really don't want to have another such unfortunate person around me.

Sister Tina must survive.

Time slipped away bit by bit, and I don't know how long it took, but the "operational" lights on the operating room finally went out.

As the door of the operating room opened, the doctor stepped out of it and removed the mask, although his forehead was covered with fine and dense sweat, but he could see that the corners of his lips were obviously upturned.

………………

Lu Li walked into Su Yan's ward.

Eight years ago, it was he who was lying in a hospital bed because of stomach perforation surgery.

And now, eight years later, she is lying on the bed, her face pale, her lips are also pale, and her little face is shrunk under the quilt.

It's been a long time since Lu Li had taken a good look at her.

It turned out that she was already so thin, her cheekbones were sunken downward, and her face, which was originally stunning at a glance, had become like the background color of a lime wall.

Lu Li walked over and took Su Yan's hand, and it was obvious that a pair of red eyes could be seen, and he moved his lips and wanted to speak, but he didn't open his mouth in the end.

Looking at Su Yan's face, it seemed that he had returned to his youth. Yu Shuai took notes.

There was a crisp voice shouting in his ear: "Ah Li, we rock-paper-scissors, whoever loses will go and pick up sandbags!" ”

There seems to be a faint figure.

"I've won again!"

That beautiful voice was incomparably happy and rushed into the sky.

didn't know that in fact, every time, he deliberately lost to her.

Just to be able to stay with her a little longer.

Lu Li used warm lips to stick to the back of Su Yan's cold hand.

In the distance, the sky gradually brightened.

ushered in the first glimmer of dawn.

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