doubt

The sea was calm and unwavering, and the gentle breeze lifted the veil in the room.

Xing Mu opened his eyes and looked at the top of the 'bed' in a daze.

Now he is in a 'mess' and 'chaos' in his mind.

The past five years ago, the current events, made him unable to distinguish which one was a dream and which was reality for a while, closed his eyes, sorted out the memories of 'chaos' and 'chaos', and sat up from the 'bed' with his arms propped up.

Suddenly remembered that Qin Yu was still in a coma.

hurriedly got out of bed and stood in front of the 'door' of Qin Yu's room, but he hesitated, he remembered that Xing Jue had said that she didn't want her to remember the past, but ······ Why is that?

He remembered that five years ago, in Moxue, she was clearly out of breath at that time, and he wanted to kill the emperor of Moxue to avenge her, but he was knocked unconscious by Tianxun, and when he woke up again, he was already in the palace of King Xing of Yunguo.

Therefore, his cognition of that memory in the past five years stems from Xing Jue's saying that he went crazy while practicing and lost part of his memory. He didn't care at the time. In the past five years, he has been closed in the Xingwang Palace.

Three months ago, if it weren't for Lan Qing's sudden invitation, he might never remember the painful past again.

But······ At that time, Qin Yu lost his breath in his arms, why did he come back to life five years later?

And ······ Why did I lose my memory, even if Tianxun knocked me unconscious, but I didn't touch anywhere in my body, why did I lose my memory for no reason?

Even if he has amnesia, why did Qin Yu not want him to remember that memory when they reunited five years later······

What's going on with all this?

There were a lot of doubts and 'confusions' in his heart, such as, why did Qin Yu come back from the dead? Why do I have amnesia? Why doesn't she want to remember her?

Put down the hand that wants to push the 'door' open, and lean on the 'door' with a headache.

That's it, what is more important than her body now, I finally understand why the **** took her pulse, and her body was worn out like that.

Gently walked into the room, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at Qin Yu with a pale face and tightly locked eyebrows.

Reach out and smooth the wrinkles between her brows.

looked at her face obsessively, and sighed lightly in her heart.

It's been five years, and the already thin body has become weaker and can't help it, presumably, the complex poison five years ago made you torture, right? But why didn't you come to me?

You've always liked to carry the burden on your shoulders alone, and if I were by your side, you wouldn't be so hard.

Even if I love you like you stupidly, but in the end, I don't know you at all, I have been trying to get closer, but you have never been willing to take a step forward.

Looking at the sleeping Qin Yu, Xing Mu felt a hundred feelings in his heart.

Affection, anger, worry······ Love.

Gently stroked her cheek and whispered, "This time, even if you drive me away, I won't leave easily." Five years ago, if you could explain patiently, if I could rationally analyze your painstaking efforts, the things that I regret for the rest of my life would not have happened, and we would not have come to this point. At the end of the day, it's just that I don't have confidence in myself, and I don't have the trust I should have in you. “

Leaned over and gently imprinted a 'kiss' on Qin Yu's 'lips', "Perhaps, I know that you refuse to remind me of the reasons I used to, but I am not afraid of anything, as long as you are by my side, I still have something to fear." As long as I am for a day, if anyone dares to touch you, I will let him die without a place to be buried! ”

Seagulls flew by the window, quietly listening to their lover's promises······