Chapter 1. Birth suffering
My name is Sun Xiaohe, born in 1993, I am 23 years old this year, and the reason why I want to record this note is because there have been so many strange things that have happened to me over the years, and I almost don't remember many things. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
The tragedy around me has been happening, the closest people have left me one after another, I feel that bad luck will also befall me at any time, I feel that "it" is getting closer and closer to me, and my fate cannot be escaped after all.
I was born in Changbai County, Jilin Province, when I was a child, I heard my mother tell me, I didn't cry when I was born, my body was very weak, and there were bruises on my delicate neck inexplicably, as if I had been pinched by someone's hand, and the nurse was frightened when she saw me like this, and the doctor came to check and couldn't say why.
At that time, all the physical examinations showed normal, but in any case, I just refused to feed, nor did I cry or make trouble, which made my parents anxious, seeing that my body was getting weaker and weaker, but there was nothing to be done in the hospital, the only change was that the bruises on my neck were gradually spreading to my whole body, and many methods could not stop it.
Finally, the neighbors who visited me and my parents said that the child might have been entangled in something unclean, and asked them to take me to someone who understands.
Mom and Dad saw that there was nothing to be done in the hospital, so I had to follow the neighbor to find an old gentleman who was very powerful in the local Yin and Yang metaphysics to look at me, strange to say, since then my body has miraculously improved, and I didn't take any medicine to do any treatment, I just heard my mother mention this matter by chance, and then I asked my father a few times out of curiosity, but every time he resolutely refused to tell me, once he was really impatient to ask him, he actually raised his hand and beat me hard, I was so scared that I didn't dare to ask anymore, and it wasn't until I grew up that I accidentally learned what happened after I met that old gentleman...
The old gentleman my parents went to visit was named Zhang Fuhai, this old gentleman Zhang was blind, but when my parents took me into the door of his yard, Mr. Zhang actually seemed to see me, and said, "Don't come in, I can't save this child, and no one can save it."
No matter how parents persuade and beg outside, Mr. Zhang just didn't open the door, and in the end his father was eager to save people, so he had to forcibly kick the door open, Mr. Zhang sighed and said: "The one who should come will come after all, how can you not hide, the child's mother, you take the child to the house next to it, I have something to say to the child's father alone." ā
After my mother hugged me and left temporarily, Mr. Zhang finally opened his mouth and said to his father: "Young man, this child must be saved, do you know that he was born at noon on June 12 in the year of Kwai You, and he was born at noon, and his life is very lonely, and he will overcome his father and mother in the future." ā
Who knew that my father was not only not cowardly when he heard his words, but said firmly to Mr. Zhang: "Master, I and Xiaohe are already in their thirties this year, although we are not old children, but since this child is here, it is our fate with him, as parents, how can there be a reason not to save their children?" ā
Seeing his father's firm attitude, Mr. Zhang shook his head and continued: "Do you know that this child should have died early at the moment of birth, thanks to the child's mother who does good deeds and accumulates virtue on weekdays, it will create such a short fate for you, you must know that the destiny of heaven cannot be violated, this child may have done a lot of wrong things in his previous life, and there are many unclean things that want him to die, this is his cause and effect, if you force him to continue his life, you will definitely lose your yin life, and in the end you will not die well!" ā
"Master, don't say it, no matter what this kid has done before, now he is my son, and he has made mistakes, I admit it!"
Seeing that his father's heart did not change, the old gentleman no longer persuaded him, he thought for a moment before he said the way to save me: "This child can't eat since he was born, because he was sealed by the resentment of those resentful spirits, I have a black dog here, just in the lactation period, because the black dog wards off evil spirits, can make him barely drink some dog milk, so it should be able to last until July 15, then I will tell you the way to crack it, even if this level is passed, he will have three hurdles before the age of ten, and there will be a big catastrophe when he is in his 20s, I should be able to help him get through these three hurdles, but I'm afraid that the catastrophe is not something I can help, but this child has a noble life, if you meet a noble person at that time, you may still have a glimmer of life, you husband and wife should move to my house with the child, so that I can also take care of something. ā
My parents listened to Mr. Zhang's words and no longer hesitated, after all, it was about my life, and the next day they packed up their things and moved to this village, so I relied on the black dog milk to barely hold on for a month, and my mother didn't even sit well for me, but in the end I fell ill.
When it was July 13, Mr. Zhang said to his father: "It's almost, the day after tomorrow is the Midyear Festival, as the saying goes, it is the day when the ghost door opens, tomorrow you go to prepare a big dry food that looks similar to this doll, you must do it like a child, and then steam it half-cooked, prepare two cans of rice wine, seven dishes, burn some paper, remove the willow branches of the leaves, and other things don't need you to prepare, I have them here."
It was already the morning of July 15 when my father finished preparing the things, and I saw Mr. Zhang first weave a small basket with the willow branches prepared by my father, then wrapped me in a small quilt and put it in the basket, and then dripped the blood from my fingertips on the eyebrows of the humanoid dry food.
Then he put me in the southwest corner of the house, and set up a table in the middle of the house, on which the prepared food was arranged, put the humanoid dry food in the middle of the table, covered it with yellow paper, and sprinkled the ashes around the house before leaving, and when everything was cleaned up, he gently closed the door of the house, and instructed my parents not to go out to see any noise from the house tonight, no matter what noise came from the house, until dawn.
It is strange to say, in the summer we have to be six or seven o'clock in the evening, but that day it was dark very early, only four or five o'clock the day has been dark, the animals and livestock in the village are very honest, do not go out of the nest, just lie there, wait until more than ten o'clock in the evening, the sky suddenly blew a strong wind, the air also became cold, it was originally the middle of summer, but people feel the chill, at midnight, parents heard the original wooden door with the latch in the case of no one touched it actually squeaked open!
With the rustling sound, the sound turned around in the courtyard from far and near, walked to the door of the house where my parents were, and stayed for a while, as if looking for something, and left here to go to the room where I was, and then suddenly there was a gust of wind, and the door of the inner room opened, and I slowly closed it with a creak, which made people shudder.
My mother cared about my safety, and on several occasions she couldn't help but want to come and see me, but my father stopped me, and in the second half of the night, I heard the sound of pots and bowls alternating in my room, and a low grumbling voice, but I didn't really hear it, and at last it turned into the sound of chewing, as if human bones had been chewed, until dawn.
As soon as the day dawned, I heard a faint cry coming from the house, and my parents, who had not closed their eyes all night, hurriedly ran into the house, and they were dumbfounded when they entered the door!
I saw that the house was in a mess, all the pots and bowls were scattered all over the ground, and what was even more bizarre was that there was a series of messy marks on the ashes scattered on the ground, people's footprints, and handprints, as if they were crawling in, and some marks left by unknown things, the most frightening thing was that there were still traces of chains on the ground, and the puppet's dry food head placed in the middle of the table had been torn apart, and the body was hung upside down on the beam.