Chapter 391: For My Use [4]

She didn't want to sense the movement of the aura, nor did she want to know about the seal, which she had already understood.

She was just thinking about it, because she found some subtle change, a change in mood and emotion.

Thinking back to all the things she has experienced, thinking about her brother Murong Hongyu, thinking about the people of the Murong family, and thinking about everything after becoming a vampire......

All of them are like a world away.

She knew that these things had really happened to her, but she just couldn't let her emotions have many ups and downs, nor could she mobilize her feelings.

Even recalling the scene of her brother Murong Hongyu dying for her didn't seem to make her much moved.

He remembered everything clearly, but he lost everything.

No, this state is not right, Murong Yinzhu reminded herself intellectually, because she remembered what her brother said, you can't be an emotionless walking corpse.

This sentence was engraved into her mind, and every time she was about to collapse uncontrollably, she would think of it.

Although it is not out of control and collapse at this moment, it is a worse situation than a runaway collapse -

The door called emotion seemed to have been closed, and it closed with the death of Murong Fei and Nangong Lin.

It's good, a voice in the bottom of my heart emphasized, this is a real vampire, isn't it?

She can give up any fetters, she is not controlled by anyone, she exists by her own instincts, she should suck blood, she wants to kill and kill, and there is no obstacle in her way.

No, it's not.

It was as if there was a very faint voice shouting in the depths of his heart, and that would not be Murong Yinzhu.

The Walking Dead, why do they exist?

There is no sadness and no joy, as if there is a trace of cracks, some confusion and incomprehension.

yes, why does it exist?

To retrieve the soul of Murong Hongyu, who was imprisoned by the Night Witch, to ensure that Wang Chuan, who was loyal to him, is not killed, to help those who have helped him, such as Murong Hongkite and Lin Chenqing, to kill those who should die.

Yes, these things must be done, so that there is meaning and value in existence, otherwise why should she be awake, it is better to sleep eternally.

The faint voice in my heart is a lot more powerful, and my thinking is still rational, but I have some goals and beliefs, and I have a will that has nothing to do with feelings.

There is no sadness or joy, but the goal is clear.

Determined what she should do, Murong Yinzhu didn't study her emotional direction anymore, she was not interested in emotional matters now.

What alerted her was a sentence repeatedly emphasized by Murong Hongyu, who had the most profound impact on her in this life.

Yinzhu is not a monster, she is strong and kind, she is his loveliest sister, Yinzhu wants to live, don't be controlled by vampire instincts, and live like a person.

Well, yes.

After settling her mind, Murong Yinzhu's thoughts were already elsewhere, about the situation in front of her.

King Qin Chuan said that he wanted to "use it for him", the corners of Murong Yinzhu's mouth were picked, no matter who she faced, she never intended to become someone else's pawn.

Including Yin Luoxuan, including Murong De, including Han Annihilation, including Rong Hua drunk, and naturally including him King Qinchuan.

If you hold Wang Chuan, do you hold her weakness? Is it better than her to be able to fully control her? Is King Qin Chuan overconfident, or does he not know her well enough, or does he look down on her too much?

Murong Yinzhu walked back into the house, sat cross-legged, adjusted his breath, and waited for the return of King Qinchuan with peace of mind.