Chapter Seventy-Five: Do What You Want
After dinner, everyone dispersed, Xu Miaoyun went to the eldest lady's room to chat with her for a while, and the eldest lady hugged her little daughter and smiled lovingly.
"Mother, did you send a message to your father?"
"Someone has been sent to deliver the letter. In other words, King Yan has been away from Beijing for many days, do you have any news? ”
Xu Miaoyun remembered the three letters that she threw on the bookcase, and her smile gradually faded, "Through a few letters." ”
"What? But what's the trouble? The eldest lady looked concerned.
Xu Miaoyun smiled, "There's nothing to worry about, don't worry." ”
"You girl has been sensible since she was a child, and she is so strong, why should you bear this alone?" The eldest lady touched Xu Miaoyun's head.
"Mother, my younger brothers and sisters are still young, I am the eldest sister, I have to think about it more, and when Huizu can support the Xu family in the future, I will definitely spend my free time."
"My mother knows that you have been planning for many years, and you are intending to ensure that the Xu family will retire and the family will be happy. But now, you are the concubine of King Yan, how can you be so easy to shed? ”
"Mother, after so many years of planning, I have the ability to withdraw from it." Xu Miaoyun said resolutely, but it was not a taste in her heart.
"Yun'er, the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, many times it is not that you want to stay out of the matter, you can stay out of the matter. In the eyes of outsiders, you, and even our Xu family, are already tied to King Yan. ”
Xu Miaoyun lowered her eyes and was silent.
"Yun'er, tell me honestly, how is your relationship with Zhu Di? Are you really willing to do it? ”
Are you really willing to do it? If I am really willing, why should I be entangled, how can I hesitate, and it is impossible for Zhu Chun's words to disturb my mind.
"Mother, maybe I really like him......"
Seeing her daughter's sad face, the eldest lady couldn't bear it, "Yun'er, since you like it, you can do whatever you want, and your father and I will always stand on your side." ”
"Mother, how can I bear to pull you, and even the entire Xu family, into a dangerous place for my own selfishness?" Moreover, this selfishness may be just wishful thinking.
"Yun'er, we are already in danger, we have never escaped, and we will not be able to escape. It has been difficult for you to operate for many years, and now my Xu family is not something that anyone can easily move. Your happiness is your father's greatest wish! ”
"Mother, thank you."
The mother and daughter talked for a long time, and the eldest lady was really sleepy before she dispersed, and Xu Miaoyun returned to her Lingyun Pavilion.
Lying on the bed, Xu Miaoyun fell into deep thought, Master Huitan let him do whatever he wanted, and his mother told him to do whatever he wanted, so why didn't he know, but how can I tell them about the road Zhu Di is going to take in the future, and the situation of the Xu family? That's it, after all, as my mother said, the Xu family has never been away from the turmoil, and it is impossible to leave in the future. I don't believe that with my Xu Miaoyun's strength, I can't protect the person I want to protect?
After figuring it out, Xu Miaoyun bathed and washed, lay on the bed, and covered the quilt, and suddenly remembered Zhu Di's light and flirtatious appearance that night, and the obsessive and fierce kiss that night.
Recalling Zhu Diran's lust, full of gentle eyebrows and eyes, and his always cold face was crimson and attractive because of himself, Xu Miaoyun's heart was filled with a hint of sweetness, and when she thought of Zhu Chun's words again, she had mixed tastes for a while......
Xu Miaoyun stayed in the Wei Mansion for three days and then returned to the palace.
On the second day, Xu Miaoyun received a letter from Zhu Di, Xu Miaoyun read the letter for a long time, and finally opened it.
"After parting at that time, I dreamed until now."
Xu Miaoyun read the vigorous and powerful words on the paper, and said to herself: "Zhu Di, do I really fall into your dreams every night?" Can a person like you be so childlike and affectionate? ”
He folded the letter and put it with the previous ones.
Zhu Di, a hero like you, I'm afraid you can't be two-faced and three-hearted, I will believe you once, treat it all as yourself, and give you and me a chance......
decided to ask Zhu Di in person, Xu Miaoyun no longer replied to the letter and lived her happy life again......
Because he thought of Master Huitan's words a few days ago, Xu Miaoyun calculated, he hadn't seen the old monk for a long time, so he found a good weather and took Qingyu and a few people to the Heavenly Realm Temple.
When others go to the Heavenly Realm Temple, they are all sincere to the Buddha, and if they can ask for a word from Master Hui Tan, or even meet them, they will be excited.
Xu Miaoyun is good, she can see Master Huitan at any time, but she gags and talks nonsense all day long. If it was known that Xu Miaoyun was so disrespectful to the master, she would definitely be broken into pieces.
Today, Xu Miaoyun came to the Heavenly Realm Temple purely to pass the time. As soon as Xu Miaoyun entered the backyard, he saw Master Hui Tan tending to medicinal herbs in the garden.
"Old monk, are you fiddling with your flowers and plants again?"
Since Xu Miaoyun plucked the Huitan herb when she was a child, and insisted that it was a weed, she has continued to use this title.
"Amitabha, the donor has time to come to Lao G's small courtyard today." Hui Tan put down the things in his hand and made a Buddha salute.
"Old monk, you are alone in this backyard all day long, either to participate in meditation, or to plant grass, how boring, I am busy, I came to see you, chat with you, and pass the boring life. Are you very impressed? Xu Miaoyun sat straight on the stone bench in the courtyard, picked up the teapot on the table, poured herself a cup of tea, and drank it.