Chapter 165: Rupture
On the weekend, Gu Yang got up early in the morning.
Today is the day for her and Nanizawa Mianji, who has been so excited that she can't sleep since yesterday, and she gets up at six o'clock in the morning to get dressed up.
When they meet for the first time, she must give Nanasawa the best impression!
They were about 11 o'clock and the location was in the cafeteria near the school.
Chen Yan's words had some impact on Gu Yang that day, she was a little anxious for the past two days, she didn't dare to think about how she would face Chen Yan's words if they became true.
In this way, Gu Yang went with apprehension and nervousness.
The location of this meeting was chosen by Nanasawa and the location was also set by Nanazawa, and a box was specially booked.
Qi Ze had already arrived, and when he walked to the door of the box, Gu Yang took a deep breath and knocked on the door of the box. Soon, a male voice came from the box-
"Come in."
Gu Yang's footsteps paused, for some reason, although this voice was not very real, but it inexplicably familiarized her, and the familiarity even made Gu Yang's uneasiness in her heart even stronger.
She exhaled heavily, and finally pushed the door open of the box.
As soon as she entered, she saw a face that she would never forget in her life.
“…… Zhu Yunze? ”
At that moment, Gu Yang's heart was cold.
She tugged at the corners of her lips, but found that she couldn't laugh at all, she looked at Zhu Yunze in a daze, and even her breathing was cold.
"Why...... Why you? ”
Zhu Yunze seemed to be calmer than Gu Yang, he stood up, walked towards Gu Yang, and stretched out his hand as if to touch her, but Gu Yang instinctively took a step back and dodged Zhu Yunze's touch.
Her face was guarded like she had never seen before.
Zhu Yunze's hand froze in the air, half a sound, and then he withdrew his hand with a wry smile and said, "I'm sorry, I know you must be angry now, but can you please give me five minutes?" I'll explain. ”
His tone bordered on pleading.
However, Gu Yang only felt sarcastic, this sentence is sorry, Zhu Yunze has already said too much. Last time, she forgave him, and her bottom line was already low. But this time, she has no way back, can she still forgive him?
Gu Yang couldn't do it.
At this moment, her heart is not only angry, but the most occupied is disappointment, full of disappointment for Zhu Yunze, for herself, and for this relationship.
Gu Yang sneered, full of sarcasm.
She said, "Okay, I'll give you five minutes, how do you want to explain?" I'm listening. ”
Zhu Yunze paused slightly, for some reason, at that moment, his heart was filled with countless uneasiness. But he is Zhu Yunze after all, he has experienced too many things, even if he is still young, but his heart is strong enough.
He has long been firm in this belief -
He likes Gu Yang, even if he doesn't bend his means, he wants to keep her by his side, and no one can take her away.
So, he can't panic.
At least, Gu Yang has now given him a chance to explain, and the situation is not too bad.
Zhu Yunze thought for a moment before he said, "If I say that I didn't mean it, even I can't believe it." At first, the reason why I didn't tell you that I was Nanasawa was because I didn't think it was necessary. At that time, I didn't take you to heart, and to me you were just an ordinary schoolgirl, so I didn't feel the need to tell you this secret. But then, as I grew to like you, the secret became a chasm between us. I wanted to cross over, but I never found a chance. Yangyang, at first, I did deliberately hide it from you, but later, I wanted to tell you about it. But I'm afraid, you know what? I'm afraid, I'm afraid you'll hate me, hate me, and leave me because of it. I can't afford to take the risk, I can't watch you leave. ”
"Then Mr. K's happened again, and I didn't dare tell you even more. I finally got your forgiveness, and I didn't dare to gamble. But this secret can't be hidden for a lifetime, so I'm looking for the right opportunity to tell you. ”
"You ask me to meet me, I know this matter can't be delayed any longer. So I agreed, Yangyang, I lied to you, I admit, it was my fault. But is it okay for you to look at it rationally? Don't let that dismiss us all. No...... Leave me. ”
After he finished speaking, the whole box fell silent.
Gu Yang didn't speak, the two looked at each other wordlessly, and at that moment, it seemed that they could see countless pains in each other's eyes.
Why is it so hard to fall in love?
Is it true that all love in this world has to go through these twists and turns and endure so many tests?
Gu Yang knew that even if she knew that Zhu Yunze had deceived her, she still couldn't give up on him like this.
Zhu Yunze can't do it, why shouldn't she?
Once upon a time, she became the type of person she used to hate the most - indecisive, disconnected, and completely lacking the courage and decisiveness she used to be.
What the hell is she going to do?
Gu Yang hated his current hesitation and weakness.
Why, just because of a man, she doesn't feel like herself.
After a long while, she took a deep breath and said, "Your apology, I can't accept it now." ”
After saying this, she paused, suddenly raised her head and stared at Zhu Yunze tightly, her deep gaze seemed to look into the depths of his heart, and she said word by word: "Zhu Yunze, let me ask you one last time, apart from this matter, do you have anything else to hide from me?" ”
Without waiting for Zhu Yunze to speak, she added: "Zhu Yunze, this is the last time. ”
Zhu Yunze was shocked and was silent for a moment, and he finally said bitterly: "I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you so much." At first, he was indeed full of resentment towards Gu Yang and wanted to take revenge on him, but later, those resentments disappeared as early as in the process of getting along. The Gu Yang in his memory was imagined by him, the real Gu Yang, although willful, although face control, but she was an innocent and simple girl.
But now, his deception has hurt this simple girl.
Zhu Yunze took a deep breath and said, "Actually, Zeqi is also me. ”
He can't continue to go his own way, there are some things he can't say, because it will pose a threat to Gu Yang's safety, but he can't continue to deceive Zeqi.
Otherwise, it is a blasphemy of the relationship between the two of them.
Gu Yang was stunned.
At that moment, there was not much fluctuation in my heart, there was only a feeling that it was like this.
No wonder Ze Qi would say those words to her, no wonder it seems that Ze Qi knows her affairs very well, and everything that she has deliberately ignored can finally no longer be ignored.
Gu Yang wanted to be angry, but found that he didn't even seem to have the strength to be angry.
She felt stupid, she felt humiliated, she felt disgusting.
She couldn't imagine what Zhu Yunze thought in her heart when she and Ze Qi discussed things about Zhu Yunze and Qi Ze.
Did he laugh at her stupidity in his heart?
Seeing that Gu Yang had been silent and did not speak, Zhu Yunze couldn't help but step forward and wanted to hug her, but at this moment, how could Gu Yang still be as intimate with him as usual?
She distanced herself from Zhu Yunze.
After a long while, Gu Yang exhaled a depressed breath and said, "I think we need to be separated for a while and calm down." Sorry, I'll go back first. She forced herself to say this calmly, and with that, she turned and walked towards the door.
This time, Zhu Yunze didn't step forward to stop Gu Yang, he knew that she needed to be calm down by someone now.
It's just that......
"Yangyang, I'm waiting for you."
The man's voice suddenly sounded behind her, Gu Yang's footsteps paused, and in the end she didn't look back, but left this place firmly step by step.