Chapter 370: An Unwilling Heart

Dao Lingban was silent for a long time before he said, "How can this be! ”

"So what!"

Madara nestled in the couch with a disapproving expression.

"I'm not reconciled!"

Dao Lingban sighed, and his tone revealed deep unwillingness, "It's not easy to come this way. We have worked hard, calculated everything, and gone through hardships to get to where we are today, and only then do we have the strength to resist. We have already seen the light of dawn, should we fall into the darkness before dawn?! ”

Don't look at what Madara and Cat Xiaoxian said about Juvenile Madara just now, the performance is in hand.

But as Madara's soul clone, the sword spirit Madara knows very well that in matters related to young Madara, Madara's odds of winning are not high, at most half of them.

If Madara fails, there is only one ending that awaits him.

Surely death!

"What's there to be reluctant to!"

Madara said disapprerovingly, "No matter what, I won't end up very well." I've been aware of this since I started killing the first person. ”

“……”

The Sword Spirit Spot was silent.

Madara continued, "To be honest, I thought about all the possibilities, I thought that the future world would come to me, I thought about fighting to the death with the future world, I thought about dying with the future world, I thought about not being able to defeat the future world, and finally died in the future world. I didn't expect him to be alive! ”

The wooden clone said thoughtfully: "Maybe it's because we always think about the things of the future world that we ignore our own problems. ”

"Maybe!"

Madara nodded noncommittally.

Sometimes he feels that things are really ridiculous, if he wasn't crazy and didn't have a mental disorder, he wouldn't be where he is today, maybe he would have died in the ninja world.

This road with no end to which good people can't walk, and bad people can't go either, only madmen can go on! Because as long as you embark on this road, you not only need to put life and death on the line, but also need to be fearless of many things, and only a madman can be truly fearless.

Therefore, people who take this path, whether they are good or bad, will eventually become abnormal people!

To put it another way, Madara is thankful that he's crazy.

Yesterday's cause, today's fruit.

In response to that sentence, blessings and misfortunes lurk, and misfortunes and blessings rely on.

What is good is not necessarily good, and what is bad is not necessarily bad.

That's how things are in the world, and sometimes it's hard to tell what's right or wrong. Just like a complex human heart, sometimes you don't know what you think anymore, or why there are things in your brain that shouldn't appear! I know that those are wrong, but I can't stop thinking about them, and even doing them!

There are many truths in the world, who can explain them all, some truths are contradictory, one truth can refute the other, but it will be refuted by other truths.

"I know you're having a hard time accepting this."

Madara looked at his soul clone and was silent, and said with a smile: "You know best, when I was still Qin Shi, I encountered many things that were difficult to accept. What can I do at that time? There is no way. There is nothing I can choose for myself but to die. Fate never gave me a choice. ”

"No matter how fate exists, whether it's a tree or a wall, the core of it is that there is no choice. Before, I didn't have a choice. I hate this fate that doesn't give me a choice! Later, I met Xiaoxian. After the crossing, I thought I could choose, I could choose my own destiny, I could smash the shackles of the world. I can live the way I want to live. Therefore, I am extremely grateful to Xiaoxian for giving me the opportunity to choose. This opportunity gave me the strength to resist. This kindness will not swerve until death! ”

"Over the years, I have been poor and down, and I have done my best to improve my strength, is it because I like power? Yes, I like power. Why do I like power? Because if I want to resist, I have to have power. ”

"So, I thought I had the strength to resist, even if it wasn't strong, but I had the opportunity, and it only took time, and I could get stronger, stronger and stronger. In this way, to this day, my strength has greatly improved compared to the beginning. Compared to the original me, now I can destroy the world, I can pick stars and change the moon, I can cross the galaxy, and I can cross the universe! ”

"Then, fate played a big joke on me, and I still didn't have a choice!"

Madara blinked slightly, raised his head and looked through the ceiling, looking at the magical starry sky outside the cabin, and sighed, "Everything used to be like a joke, I thought I was in control of everything, but in the end I found that I didn't even control myself. ”

“……”

There was silence in the living room.

Madara chatted with the sword spirit spot and the wood clone and always communicated telepathically.

But when Madara said this, it wasn't just the living room that was silent, but also the bottom of my heart.

The sword spirit spot and the wood clone were silent, and no one spoke.

After a while, the sword spirit spot floating in the living room raised his head, looked directly at the body that was looking up at the magic starry sky, and said in a firm tone: "If I return to the body, plus my strength, can the victory rate be greater!" ”

The meaning of his words was to erase his personality and become one with Madara's soul again.

"It's not just a matter of strength, plus you're useless."

Madara withdrew his gaze from the magical starry sky, turned his head to the body of the sword spirit Madara in the living room, and shook his head gently at him.

"You cut your soul now, you don't want this body."

The wooden clone said solemnly.

"Nope."

Madara shook his head again, "Me and him are not just symbiotic, otherwise, why do you think he was able to deceive me, is it really just because I am schizophrenic?" ”

"How much longer?"

Dao Lingban stared at his own body, and his tone was a little low.

"That's enough for me to do everything."

Madara exhaled softly, a smile on his face.

After speaking, seeing the dim expression of the sword spirit blob and the silent appearance of the wood clone, he smiled: "It's okay, for me, what is the most important thing, you know it clearly, it has never been this life." Besides, who said we would definitely lose! I think I'm going to win. ”

"What if...... I mean, if ...... There really is a day, how to talk to Xiaoxian! ”

Although the sword spirit Madara didn't finish speaking, both Madara and the wood clone understood what he wanted to say.

Madara was silent for a long time, and said seriously: "Don't say anything now, I'll naturally say it when it's time to say it." ”

"When should I say it?"

"It's time to say goodbye!"

“……”

The sword spirit spot silently glanced at his own body, and without saying anything, he turned into a black mist and escaped into the Yama Knife.