【Don't dare to love】

……

Song Jingche couldn't calm down for a long time.

The very spicy ginger soup made him sweat all over the body, and he felt that his nasal congestion and headache were much better.

But until his body temperature returned to normal, his mind was still in chaos.

Sunflowers, showers, cats,

Where you are now, what do you want to live ......

these

All mixed together and wrapped around him.

He is very dissatisfied with reality, otherwise how could he be depressed.

However, the life that my heart wants is so far away......

He sighed slightly, his gaze withdrawn from the little sunflower.

He thought about it for so long, but he still didn't understand why she sent sunflowers.

There are so many flowers to choose from.

Is it hinting at him, her shower identity?

Or do you see his depression and want to tell him to pursue sunshine and be happier?

Song Jingche made a miracle, took his mobile phone and searched for the flower language of sunflowers.

- Faith, brilliance, loyalty;

- Silent love, love;

——Be brave enough to pursue the happiness you want......

"Pursuit...... Happiness ......"

He looked at the line and felt like he was in a dead end.

Going around and around, he still can't escape the problem that makes him most entangled.

He also wants to pursue happiness.

But he wasn't really sure he could have a future.

The future is actually equal to the unknown and the unexpected.

I don't know what will happen in the next moment,

Then, it all came to an abrupt end.

Therefore, it is the best choice to stay stable and conservative.

He doesn't make many friends, he doesn't keep any pets, not even flowers.

As for talking about girlfriends or starting a family, it's something that I can't even think about.

Don't make friends, so that one day if he dies, no one will be so sad......

He knew that his right to pursue happiness had been severely restricted.

The reality is that it is, there is nothing to regret.

But that girl......

There seems to be a strange magic in his body.

She always smiles energetically, with a single eyelid, but she looks super good when she smiles.

Like a glowing, warm little sun.

Thinking of her, Song Jingche felt a little sleepless, and he was about to lose sleep again tonight.

He knew in his heart that he was indeed attracted to her.

Perhaps, this sweet vitality girl has a natural attraction to a depressed person like him.

Like blood to vampires.

He thought, "I haven't lost the ability to love yet......

I used to think that this world was really gray, without a ray of sunshine.

But his heart ached.

What if you have a good feeling?

Probably that's all.

He couldn't do anything.

He may not be able to give anything but money.

But if she is a girl who only wants money, then he doesn't have to worry about it anymore, and he doesn't have to like it anymore......

But she shouldn't be like that.

So.

He wants her to find a better person and a better future.

His psychiatrist had advised -

It's best to find something that cares about you.

Most people live like this: for their children, for their families, for their dreams and beliefs......

Song Jingche is most concerned about his mother now.

But he knew in his heart that his mother's body was severely damaged, and even if she was treated, her lifespan would be limited.

Some differences are predestined, and no one is immune.

But some partings can be avoided.

That is:

Don't let it start,

There is no end to nature!

Song Jingche decided to stay single.

Since you don't have the ability to make promises, don't give the other person any hope.

She's so good, she's sure to meet the right boy......