I frowned, thinking she was going too far: "Are you happy doing this?" ”

She shook her head.

I was helpless: "Since you're not happy, let's give back the child's voice." ”

"But I'm still just as unhappy to get the child's voice back."

I raised an eyebrow: "Why?" ”

Fan Xiaofang lowered her head and said sadly: "I have to make him sad, so that I can ......"

"Comfortable?"

"It's not comfortable, either." She shook her head.

I'm wondering, revenge on people will take revenge happily, revenge on people and don't stop when revenge is unhappy, what's going on?

Fan Xiaofang said: "I don't know what I'm thinking now. I have a lot of hatred in my heart, and it is because of him. ”

I asked, "You still hate what he did to you back then?" ”

Fan Xiaofang shook her head.

"Don't hate it?"

"Hate."

I wondered, "Then what do you mean by shaking your head?" ”

Fan Xiaofang turned her head to look at Hong Dalei's room, tears rolling in her eyes: "I shook my head, I think what you think is too simple!" ”

She told me:

She hated him back then, and what she hated most was not his violation of her, but his cowardice and complicity with others!

At that time, there was nothing better than when someone asked Hong Dalei if he could play with her casually, Hong Dalei cowardly avoided her eyes, nodded and said "yes" - just two words, more uncomfortable than killing her!

Even if she becomes a ghost, Fan Xiaofang will repeat the pain of the day every day when she reaches that point in time!

The most painful thing is that those two words have been hovering in her mind for 14 years!

That's the real pain!

She thought that the man she loved loved her the same, and thought that no matter how evil the evil forces were, he would stand up bravely and say a word for her.

But he didn't, and even, assisted in the tragedy that followed!

"When a person dies, he becomes a ghost, and every day, at the point of death, he repeats the pain before death again. So for the past 14 years, the expressions of those who violated me have been appearing in front of me! What were their expressions like at that time, and in the past 14 years, they have been repeated so many times that I will never forget all their expressions again. I didn't see much joy on their faces, they just thought it was exciting to humiliate his girlfriend in front of a man! ”

"I can't forget...... The pain did not fade with the passage of time, but grew deeper and clearer......"

"You say, can this kind of pain be relieved with a casual word? So forget about the violations I received back then? So have I been suffering in vain for the past 14 years? ”

"Do you think that the only thing that makes me feel pain is 14 years ago?"

Speaking of this, blood and tears flowed from Fan Xiaofang's eyes, and the two red blood lines left on the pale mask, which looked even more dazzling!

Isn't what happened 14 years ago painful enough?

After that, what else made her feel more painful?

Fan Xiaofang said with tears in her eyes: "In the past 14 years, I have watched him every day, watched him mix up from a low-level person, made a lot of money, got the support of many people, married a beautiful wife, and gave birth to a lovely daughter...... Do you think this should be? How can a person who commits such an unforgivable sinner have so many good things? All the benefits in this world have been given to him, so what am I? Do I deserve to suffer this? Should he just stand in the light and enjoy all the benefits?! ”

Hearing Fan Xiaofang's angry roar, I was dumbfounded.

At this moment, I understood.

14 years ago, 14 years ago.

Fan Xiaofang's pain was accumulated little by little, she suppressed it for 14 years, and when she left the peach blossom tree, she finally broke out.

What she hates is the injustice of the world.

The good are buried under the dirt and turned into ugly mud;

And the sinner still lives in the sun, enjoying all the benefits.

It's not fair.

It's really unfair.

But so what?

Fan Xiaofang is dead, and Hong Dalei is still alive.

"My heart is numb with pain......"

"The child is innocent, I know."

"But so what? I took her voice, so what? I didn't feel any remorse, I didn't feel guilty at all, and I didn't want to give her my voice back. I wish she had gone through the same thing as me, and when the time comes, I want to see if he can still be as ruthless as he was to me. ”

- Fan Xiaofang said.

After listening to her words, I sighed and asked, "In other words, there is no room for recovery in the matter?" ”

Fan Xiaofang shook her head.

I said seriously: "Hong Dalei is willing to use his life to make amends to you, and he is willing to exchange his life for the voice of the child." ”

Fan Xiaofang shook her head.

"You're not willing to accept this condition?" Speaking of which, I was also helpless, "Life is the most important thing for a person, if you are unwilling to accept this condition, then what else can Hong Dalei take out to compensate you?" ”

Fan Xiaofang shook her head and said: "That's what you living people think, and you think that life is the most important thing for a person." But there are many things in this world that are more important than life. ”

Like, biological daughter?

Is this Fan Xiaofang's revenge on Hong Dalei?

She doesn't want him to die, but she wants him to live is worse than death?

If you look at your daughter who has lost her voice all your life, the existence of her daughter is constantly reminding Hong Dalei that the loss of her voice is his mistake, and if Hong Dalei really loves his daughter, he will definitely suffer for a lifetime.

I now understand that the hatred that Fan Xiaofang is asking for now is not the hatred of 14 years ago, but the hatred of 14 years.

Having experienced being violated and experiencing a long period of torture, Fan Xiaofang knows better than anyone what kind of way can make people taste the most painful taste!

Death is a very easy thing, like the day Hong Dalei was injured, Fan Xiaofang did it, but she may have found that this was too easy and far from achieving the effect she wanted, so she changed her mind.

Maybe I'm wrong, Fan Xiaofang didn't let him live because she still loved Hong Dalei, but because she felt that this was not enough.

This situation is even worse.

Because Fan Xiaofang was already numb from pain, there was no room for recovery.

Faced with such a wounded and numb soul, I really didn't know what to say to her, so I smiled bitterly and said, "Since you don't plan to forgive Hong Dalei and don't plan to bypass that innocent child, then what are you going to do with me tonight?" Heart-to-heart talk? ”

"I'm here to say thank you." Fan Xiaofang whispered, "Thank you for helping me free myself from that tree, thank you for letting me regain my freedom, and thank you for giving me the opportunity to take revenge." ”

I smiled wryly and said, "I let you out in the hope that you can be liberated, but now in you, I don't see the effect I wanted. ”

"Then do you regret letting me out?"

I shook my head: "I will never regret what I have done." ”

"Then I'll be relieved." She turned and drifted away into the rain, and as she was leaving, I heard her say, "Thank you." Since you won't regret letting me out, then I'm relieved. If I continue to take revenge, I will vent my resentment by turning into an evil demon of Shura and killing other innocent people...... If I really become like that, then you will be the most sorry person in the world. You let me out because of your kindness, and I am destined to live up to your kindness. Since you don't regret it, then I don't have to feel guilty anymore......"

Wait, what do you mean by that?

It doesn't matter if the soul hurts to the point of numbness, and it doesn't matter if it hurts others......

She said she hated the unfairness of the world......

Could it be that she is the next person to do it...... Is it Hong Dalei's wife?!

Who is the closest relative that Hong Dalei cares about the most, who will she harm, she will work hard to save Hong Dalei's life and let him live in his own guilt for the rest of his life......?!

"Wait! Fan Xiaofang! What do you mean by that? I hurriedly rushed over, trying to pull Fan Xiaofang back to ask for clarification, but her figure had already entered the pouring rain and soon disappeared into the endless darkness......