Chapter 58: Making Mistakes
For a long time, Qin Hengyuan, the father, gave Qin Ming an intuitive feeling that he was an honest man with a gentle personality and polite to anyone.
is so honest that there are many times when he even thinks his father is a little weak.
Because I would rather suffer losses for myself than let others suffer losses in everything, it is my duty to be a man and do things, and I don't fight with others or rob others.
As for quarrels with people and hands-on fights, there has never been a fight. Even when dealing with naughty students in the class, he never uses corporal punishment to discipline.
So when his Mu Youshan's father called his father out, he really thought that his father would turn a big thing into a small thing as usual, thinking that this was a small conflict between the two children, and would persuade Mu Youshan's parents, and then the matter would be settled.
But what he never dreamed of was that his father actually hit Mu Youshan directly. And for Mu Youshan's father, he also showed a very tough side, without the slightest intention of compromise.
This was something he could remember as never before.
But then again, his father stood up for him, and he stood in his own position, and he did feel a dark feeling in his heart, and he felt very relieved.
But if you calm down and think about it, this result is not a good result.
Because of the relationship between the two families, it was all because of this incident.
He actually didn't want to involve his father and Mu Youshan's parents, but he didn't expect that Mu Youshan would continue to refresh the lower limit of her disgusting people.
So he didn't feel guilty about it, because the culprit who made the relationship between the two families stinky was Mu Youshan.
It was she who wanted to sow discord between the two families, and wanted her parents to hate her with her.
Although there is no guilt, there is still regret, after all, the two families have been good for so many years, and they have lived so close to each other and come and go.
Qin Ming stood by the kitchen door, his mood changed, and he wanted to say something to Qin Hengyuan, who was busy cooking. But I opened my mouth several times, but I couldn't say it.
I don't know if he should be comforted, explained, or apologized.
Qin Hengyuan seemed to know the entanglement in Qin Ming's heart, and at this time, he suddenly turned his head to look at him, and then said in a somewhat low tone: "Son, I have really wronged you all these years.
It's Dad's problem, I always educate you that big things don't fight, small things need to be conceded, blindly let you endure, don't be a person who is easy to be manipulated by emotions.
Think that way, you won't be seen as a threat by anyone, as an adversary who can snatch profits. In the future life, I will live a more relaxed and free life.
But apparently I was wrong, and I myself have been deceiving myself all along, even if I want to impose these wrong things on you.
I'm not a good father, I'm sorry son, you must be very disappointed in me for so long. ”
Qin Hengyuan's words in a low tone, hearing Qin Ming's ears, made Qin Ming's heart inexplicably sore, and his eye circles began to turn red uncontrollably.
He shook his head busily and denied it:
"Dad, I've never thought of it that way, you've always been a role model for me to learn from.
For so many years, because of my incompetence, you have endured a lot of cynicism, but you still give me freedom, still let me take charge of my own life, allow me to make mistakes, and accept my mistakes.
That's why you're not a failed father, you're the greatest in my eyes. ”
"But...... I can't even give you a complete home...... Even if you don't even have a comfortable life, you can't give ......"
When Qin Hengyuan said this, his voice began to choke, he didn't look at Qin Ming again, but turned his head, leaving Qin Ming with a somewhat trembling back.
There is nothing more uncomfortable than children looking at the tears of their parents. Qin Ming's heart at this time was like a pinprick, because he heard an indescribable sadness and unwillingness from Qin Hengyuan's choked words.
That's not like the mood that a carefree person, a person who doesn't care about anything, should have.
But perhaps, this is what his father really looks like.
It is said that when people reach middle age, they will have four faces.
Face the parents, face the children, face the couple, and face the mirror.
Because this is an age when you can't vent, you can't be willful, you can't fail, and you can't show your pain.
And today, Qin Hengyuan undoubtedly exposed his side in the mirror.
"Okay son, you don't have to take it to heart when you always admire their family's affairs, because people are like this, they must be separated for a long time, they must be together for a long time, and they will never be with them forever.
As long as it involves one's own interests, then there will definitely be conflicts.
Not to mention something related to one's own children.
In the past few years, his family has taken good care of your grandfather, and I have returned all the favors to him.
I thank them, but I don't owe them anything.
No matter what, I will not allow anyone to insult my children.
You have grown up Qin Ming, and you have already started to go out, Dad can't keep you, and he can't give you anything, maybe you have also realized that the outside world is actually far from being as beautiful as you imagined, but it will make it more difficult to live.
Being in it is like a puppet with a string, being swung at will by the thug of fate.
So if you want to be free, if you want to chase the life you desire, then go and fight against fate.
But we must always remember that we do not want to overcome fate because we want to dominate the fate of others, but simply because we want to set ourselves free.
You're a smart kid, and you're going to understand it. ”
Qin Hengyuan had already put away the emotions he had shown before, and at this time, he turned his head again and looked at Qin Ming's gaze, revealing a decisive confidence.
Obviously, he believed that Qin Ming would definitely be able to do it, as he thought in his heart.
Qin Ming looked at Qin Hengyuan blankly, and as for Qin Hengyuan's words, they were like thunder, always echoing in his ears.
His father's temperament is completely different from before, and he can feel a strong expectation from his father.
Although he didn't know what that expectation was.
Coming out of the kitchen with some agitation in his heart, Qin Ming turned his head and glanced at it again, Qin Hengyuan, who had already started to take charge of the pot, had the strange feeling that had existed before, and it became even stronger at this moment.
As for the source of that abnormality, it is because of some of his father's performance in the past few days.